My True Behind Bars Blues

This is my story about behind bars blues, 
but this is my true story about me and booze.
Fourteen months after turning twenty-one, 
the judge was looking at me saying you're done.

At that point in my life, I was hanging out with the wrong guys.
In that little period of time, I racked up three DUI's.
After I experienced a brother's death, my life derailed.
I knew for a long time, I was going to be jailed.

Their were 21 guys in my cell.
Those 21 guys made my life a living hell.
To all of them, I was just a young, little pup.
So for all of them, I was someone they could beat up.

They did it for my commissary and food, 
sometimes it was just because they were in a bad mood.
Some nights when I was asleep, they pulled me out and off my feet.
After that I laid their, staring at a puddle of my own blood on the concrete.

If I had a chance to take back those three DUI's and wipe them away, 
I wouldn't, they made me learn and made me the person I am today.
Those mistakes were made for a reason, so I could lay their on that ground.
I'd do it the exact same way again, because they made me turn my life around. 

For anyone affected by a DUI, I can understand your hostility.
Don't get me wrong, for my actions, I take full responsibility.
I say I wouldn't change my past, so look where I'm coming from.
Those mistakes saved my life, they made me the man I've become.  


By Chris Matt
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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Fraser Avatar
June 21, 2011 at 11:01 AM
Many congratulations Chris on your win in Miranda's contest with this fine poem :)
Brown Avatar
June 21, 2011 at 9:55 AM
Congratulations on your win in Randa's "Behind Bars Blues" contest Chris. Love, Carol
Skyles-Theoklapoet Avatar
June 20, 2011 at 1:39 PM
Oh such a terrific read Chris I really enjoyed it.Congrats on your well deserved win.~LOTS OF LUV~Teresa
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June 18, 2011 at 11:14 AM
True story, Chris? Very well conveyed in rhyme. Feel sorry for a young man being the target of convicts who committed intentionally hurtful crimes. Guess it serves as a wakeup call though. Congratulations on your win! Love, Carolyn
Johnson Avatar
June 18, 2011 at 10:20 AM
Great work Chris and congratulations on learning your lesson so young. Some folks never get it. Congratulations on a great win. Love, Joyce
Sweetheart Avatar
June 18, 2011 at 10:18 AM
Congrats Chris on your great big win in the contest with this super write luv..enjoy...
Mehta Avatar
June 18, 2011 at 10:13 AM
My congratulations on this win in the contest of miranda, chris
Mantle Avatar
June 18, 2011 at 9:42 AM
Such an honest, open write. It takes courage to admit our mistakes, and strength to allow them to make us a better person and not a bitter one. congrats on you well deserved win. Best wishes Em :)
Dailey Avatar
May 26, 2011 at 1:01 PM
Not everyone will admit their past mistakes and even fewer will put them into a poem and share them with strangers. I am glad you are not everyone. Good poem and good luck in the contest. Mike
Johnson Avatar
May 26, 2011 at 5:19 AM
Interesting write, I enjoyed that you don't hold hostility or regret, you see both as a lesson learned(:
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May 25, 2011 at 9:10 PM
Hey, brave write and well put, too. Thank you for sharing this. Blessings to you, Cyndi
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