Notes About The Poem

We were married on the 25 of December, 1980 a gift to each other 

Christmas Mourning

Christmas is nearing, bells are ringing, carolers singing, "Deck the Halls". I hate to engage. I'd give anything to be with you one more time. To see your bright eyes and smile to hear your laughter. I wallow ragging unconscious. What care do I have in riches? Without you my life looks rough ahead. Inside I am a soul that feels so hollow, I am tired of wallowing. Family and friends swallow, do not know how to follow. My mourning for you make them not want to be near. I cannot sit back with self-pity and wallow. Christmas songs playing, a little Christmas tree by the window full of bright colored lights, gifts wrapped in bright colored paper and bows under the tree, all with a small note; To:____ From: Santa, for all of my children and grandchildren. But I cannot promise I won't shed a tear. I've wished for you in my heart, A Merry Christmas. This is our very first Christmas without you. Date: 11/27/2018
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

Poem

Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

Gauthier Avatar
April 22, 2020 at 3:51 PM
Such emotion, Eve. So poignant. Thank you for letting us into your circle.
Croft Avatar
December 6, 2018 at 6:15 PM
Sad, but yet very beautiful.
Sergi Avatar
November 29, 2018 at 11:13 AM
A very poignant but beautiful poem, Eve. I hope it's not personal and I wish you a Merry Christmas.
Horne Avatar
November 29, 2018 at 9:11 AM
sad but lovely - I know how you feel, my friend x
La France Avatar
November 28, 2018 at 9:53 AM
Eve, so touching and emotional, I can relate to your poem and would like to say that the pain goes away but that would be a lie, it comes back each Christmas but somehow we manage to get through ~
May Avatar
November 28, 2018 at 3:53 AM
That was beautiful Eve! Guess What, we are in the same contest, I hope you win!!
Kiser Avatar
November 27, 2018 at 7:20 PM
a very well painted scene about a very difficult Christmas to face. It does get easier but, we never forget.
Rose  Avatar
November 27, 2018 at 4:04 PM
You made me drop a tear Eve, I am sure it's gonna be the hardest Christmas eve, thank God you got family around you. Find strength in each other dear, Love this poem of heart felt emotion. xo
Gentile Avatar
November 27, 2018 at 3:04 PM
Eve, If not for your deeply moving and emotional write, I could not imagine your sorrow at this time. I wish you peace xxoo
Krutsinger Avatar
November 27, 2018 at 11:41 AM
Eve, you have described exactly what happens after a loved one moves over. "Family and friends swallow, do not know how to follow." None of us every know what to do, but it is nice to know you have each other. And you have us, dear. Always know that.
Green Avatar
November 27, 2018 at 7:42 AM
Eve, this really touched my heart and moved me in a way I was not expecting. Your words are your heart and your heart, though grieving, is beautiful and warm. Hopefully your children and grandchildren will fill some of the gap left in your world and help you to smile just a bit more. Beautifully done my friend.
Allison Avatar
November 27, 2018 at 6:18 AM
Such a heartfelt write eve, christmas is such a tough time for many who are missing loved ones who are no longer with us:-) Hugs Jan xx
Vaso Avatar
November 27, 2018 at 5:44 AM
I share your tear, hugs!
Elam Avatar
November 27, 2018 at 4:42 AM
May God and your wonderful poems continue to heal your grief.
Cunningham Avatar
November 27, 2018 at 4:03 AM
A very emotional write Eve, your family and friends will support you this Christmas and like many of us you will reflect on happy times gone by. One thing I know Sonny would not want you sad. And they do live on in your heart and mind. Regards. Tom.
Callus Avatar
November 27, 2018 at 2:48 AM
Beautiful in a very deep emotional way, Eve. The loss of a loved one brings back memories and a feeling of longing. Hugs // paul
Get a Premium Membership
Turn off ads, get more exposure for your poetry, and get more features with a Premium Membership.
Book: Diverse Voices: The Poetry of Human Rights and the Pursuit of Peace