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Stephen Corbally Poem
He came into our family
Became one of us right away
He was always smiling
But didn't have to much to say
When Michael spoke we listened
He was honest to the core
You could tell he had a hard life
We could see he wanted more
The things that made him happy
Weren't all that hard to see
His family being the main ones
And he loved his smoking tree
Our family day out was special
Howth hill he gave his best shot
He huffed but kept on smiling
You could see it meant a lot
We all seen so much in Michael
His strenght his drive his fight
And on that day he left the lodge
We all prayed he'd be alright
He took the power from his addiction
And that was clear to see
And if he had to pass away
I'm glad he passed while free
He'll always be our brother
We could see that from the start
You'll never be forgotten Mick
Your always in our heart
Copyright © Stephen Corbally | Year Posted 2015
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Stephen Corbally Poem
Chasing those good feelings
Never can be good
I want to stop that thinking
I really wish I could
Your sinking and yet flying
At a uncontrolable speed
It takes control of all your taughts
You’ll think its all you need
It can change your life forever
When you use drugs as a toy
The Hurt , pain , and sadness
I never did enjoy
But life has so much more to give
You can reclaim all that you had
No reasons to be feeling down
And no reasons to be sad
I replaced my drug with happiness
And you do that too
Recovery’s there for all us
For him for her for you
Copyright © Stephen Corbally | Year Posted 2015
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Would you like to know me
And how I really feel
I am trying to change the who I am
I'm really trying to heal
Could you show me some support
Help me along my way
I'm not asking for a life time
I'm just trying to get through this day
My journey through the lodge was hard
Full of guilt and shame
True feelings and emotions
Are the hardest things to name
My inner voice was screaming
Just tell people how you feel
That's all thats really expected
Your expected to be real
When you release all your struggles
The weights lifted then its gone
Maybe I am worth it
Maybe I was wrong
Twenty weeks is nothing
When you think of what you'll gain
It's the place to leave your problems
The place for all your pain
That common ground of mirrors
Really opened up my eyes
It helped me find my purpose
No pain no fear no lies
The family keep you grounded
Keep you in the zone
You alone can do it
But you can't do it on your own
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So many many memories
From a time so long ago
But it never seems to get easier
And I really wanted you to know
We did everything together
My best friend was right next door
Always in some kind of trouble
Never knowing what's in store
Playing horses on the walls outside
Collecting wood for Halloween
You really were a great best friend
The best you could have been
From dangling from the school gate
Getting kicked by Ritchie's horse
For all my childhood memories
It was you who was the source
Life threw so many spanners
Of those we had our share
The pain that came with losing you
I never can compare
Time is a great healer
At least that's what they say
But sadness comes with memories
On days just like today
Sometimes we lose the ones we love
No one knows the reasons why
I'll always have a tear for you
Every single time I cry
Your face your voice and humour
Has never gone away
I hope you know I miss you rob
And in my heart you'll stay
For my dear friend Robert Hanley but I miss every day
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The lodge its had its moments
A real mix of good and bad
I can't pretend that leaving there
Didn't really make me sad
Departments everyday is tough
But you try give it your all
Then football on a Wednesday
That's if we have a ball
The house is full of personalities
Respect it is a must
But you can meet some good friends there
Especially if you've dust
From TV room to kitchen
There's certain things you'll hear
Have you any roll ups
Or bleeding more aware
Comradary between your Coolmine brothers
Is a feeling you can not buy
They'll support you if your lonely
Or if you need to cry
The lads I done my program with
In sadness and in fun
I've nothing but love and gratitude
For each and every one
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Stephen Corbally Poem
Trying to get some sleep again
daylight comes creeping in
Here's when i fight my demons most
the fight i rarely win
This voice that never leaves me
always playing with my mind
telling me i'm not so special
i,m not one of a kind
I,m bad and mad and worthless
is usually what they say
things will never change for you
this will always be your way
Don't burden people with your madness
no one wants to know
they'll think you want attention
they'll say its all a show
So i do the worst thing possible
and keep this all inside
constantly telling people i,m doing fine
even though each time i lied
If only i could tell my loved ones
exactly whats going on
why i,m always on my own
and why i,m so withdrawn
Maybe that would help me
and change my life for real
change the way i view myself
and change the way i feel
It may get worse before its better
but somethings got to give
to feel this way about yourself
is not a way to live
I,m pushing for a change in life
its time for something new
try feel good about myself
and change my point of view
I know that voice will never leave
though convincing its not always true
so i guess i,ll keep on fighting
anything to make it through
Copyright © Stephen Corbally | Year Posted 2016
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They call her Suzy feelings
And many men have cried
Everytime they seen her coming
They'd scurry then they'd hide
I'd see her big bright colours
Come strolling down the walk
Then she'd make eye contact
I think we need to talk
I had tried to take to others
But all I did was lied
With her those chats were different
It's like she seen inside
Our chats were really special
She helped me find my way
I never taught I could feel like that
With those things I'd never say
I'm starting to like the real me
And that for me is new
I can finally go and live my life
And that's all down to sue
You really are a diamond sue
The best I've ever met
I'll meet many people along my way
But you I won't forget...
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Can they see me through my camouflage
Do you see how hard I try
Its just became so routine now
To answer questions with a lie
I dont know why Im like this
Its a heavy load to bare
I can never just say im hurting
Deep down I know they care
So who exactly am I fooling
When each time i brush it off
There really is no good parts
Certainly no payoff
Im grand im good im ok
The stupid things I say
That little hesitation
When they ask how Im doing today
Things are getting slowly better
Well at least thats what I think
Ive found a little release now
That takes me from the brink
There is one thing that makes me laugh
How good my advice can be
Pity it works for everyone else
I cant hear it when its me
Its important to keep going
To wherever lIfe may lead
Try to give yourself a break sometimes
And find out what you need
So thats the path I choose to take
I think I finally see the way
positive taught.s and affirmations
Surely help you through the day
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I write my hidden message
And hope they see in time
My taughts have finally beat me
I'm tired of saying I'm fine
I know they'll say it's a cowards way
But they couldn't be more wrong
It's every taught i think of
Its the words of every song
You never see it coming
Before you know it it's all you see
The place would be much better
So much better without me
I wish I done things different
And Been a better man
Forever just a let down
Of that I'm sure I am
To see it through once and for all
For once I will commit
They'll be better off without me
Although they won't admit
I love my family dearly
There are no words to say how much
I hope they'll miss something about me
My voice my smile my touch
I tryd so much to reach out
They didn't understand that's clear
I was left alone with all my demons
And consumed with all this fear
The way out for me is clear now
As hard as it may be
I'll finally be without my taughts
And i pray that I'll be free .
Copyright © Stephen Corbally | Year Posted 2016
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My daughter is someone special
Someone I can always depend
She really has the biggest heart
She's like a true best friend
My feelings and my madness
I can always be open and talk
If its Just us on the bike
or out for a short walk
She comforts and loves me
Every single time I'm down
She can sense just how I'm feeling
every expression smile or frown
Our bond is strong and so special
And She can always make me laugh
Can't imagine my life without her
She's like my other half
To see the young lady she's became
I couldn't be more glad
I'll always be her biggest fan
The number 1 proud dad
No matter what life throws at us
Whether sky's are blue or black
My little girl you'll always be
And I'll always have your back .
Love you T ?
Copyright © Stephen Corbally | Year Posted 2020
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