Depression

Trying to get some sleep again daylight comes creeping in Here's when i fight my demons most the fight i rarely win This voice that never leaves me always playing with my mind telling me i'm not so special i,m not one of a kind I,m bad and mad and worthless is usually what they say things will never change for you this will always be your way Don't burden people with your madness no one wants to know they'll think you want attention they'll say its all a show So i do the worst thing possible and keep this all inside constantly telling people i,m doing fine even though each time i lied If only i could tell my loved ones exactly whats going on why i,m always on my own and why i,m so withdrawn Maybe that would help me and change my life for real change the way i view myself and change the way i feel It may get worse before its better but somethings got to give to feel this way about yourself is not a way to live I,m pushing for a change in life its time for something new try feel good about myself and change my point of view I know that voice will never leave though convincing its not always true so i guess i,ll keep on fighting anything to make it through