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Janetta Harrington Poem
Here in my room,
I lay in my bed,
With every thought of you,
Intruding my head,
Like snapshots in my brain,
Of the last thing you said,
My gut is violated,
And I twitch with rage,
I cannot free myself,
From this anxiety ridden cage,
And in this chapter of our life,
It seems I can't turn the page,
This torture is much worse,
Since you have been away,
I am so scared,
That away is where you'll stay,
And no matter how hard I try,
I will have to lay here in my room,
Alone one more day.
By Mac Holmes. Janettas grandson.
Written sitting in my room alone still waiting...
Copyright © Janetta Harrington | Year Posted 2007
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Janetta Harrington Poem
deal with it
i will not let my emotions
be monitored
this is me
if you do not like the
fire
stay away
i am me
so why not enjoy
if it were left up to me
society would be ignored
i would fly to you in my
widows' weeds with hand-
fulls of forget me nots
i would wear a purple veil
to obscure the depth of
my sorrow
or not
i would hook you
in the eyes and say
hi. why me flatly
with nuance
i would move myself
into your space
and waste us both
without dignity
i would use your arms
around me to grieve
if , only if, it were
left up to me
Copyright © Janetta Harrington | Year Posted 2007
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Janetta Harrington Poem
it is midnight and i am
sitting here worrying
about things that i
cannot fix.
i found out today
some things i
did not know and
was not aware of
or maybe i just
was aware and
didn't want to
think about it
i know it will be
time for me to
go soon. so my
2 daughters and my
son are on my mind.
i hope you know
how dear you are
to me
you must understand
this, i don't want you
to worry. you are
all capable of taking
care of yourself and
of each other.
this is all i can give
you...because this is
all i have.
Copyright © Janetta Harrington | Year Posted 2009
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Janetta Harrington Poem
darkened moon
filthy room
five fast bullets
locked and loaded
perilous inches
from my head
fate is held
by my true loves' hand
Copyright © Janetta Harrington | Year Posted 2006
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Janetta Harrington Poem
i
am so special
i
won't suck you dry
i
need to be someone
I
have such anger
i
am a stranger
to myself, myself
I promise to me
to let myself be free
I WILL do better
I WILL forget
the things said
be better, no regret
I will be better
than you
I already am
Damn...
Copyright © Janetta Harrington | Year Posted 2008
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Janetta Harrington Poem
Before I start I just want to say that I will always love you Baby..
I am letting you go, so go you are free
Free to learn that you were meant for me,
The pain and misery of our history,
Shall never flee from inside of me,
I deserve better than this,
You know I do,
But all I've ever wanted
Was what I deserve,
To come from you,
Dating is preparing,
Preparing to give all,
I gave you everything,
A mistake that led to our downfall,
I did it anyway,
Because I want you forever,
But you are my first relationship,
And I didn't know any better,
If only you knew exactly how I feel,
You would not be so upset,
That I need time for my heart to heal,
You've done me wrong so many times,
Which are comparable to murder,
But as relationship crimes,
I know we both never wanted this,
We sprinted off the start,
Racing towards infinite bliss,
Only to run out of breath,
And slowly move apart,
And lose eachother in innocent mist.
So when you come back,
You will be yourself once more,
Not who you are now,
But that innocent girl from before,
And since you have a tolerance to,
The greatest part of me given to you,
I will be come an even better man,
So when I learn how to give again,
I will be ready to take your hand...
By Janetta's Grandson.
A poem on a downhill relationship of me and my first relationship. I was getting
treated
badly because I became obsessive after a hard time in my life and she took
advantage of
it. So I postponed our future and let her go so she can see what she is doing
and go back
to the girl she used to be, in the meantime I'm going to focus on getting back on
my feet
again.
Copyright © Janetta Harrington | Year Posted 2007
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Janetta Harrington Poem
I'm so in love with you,
Definitely head over heels,
I wish I could fall in love with you every day,
To keep experiencing how it feels,
How it feels to crawl into bed,
And fall asleep gently knowing,
That you are meant for me,
And we will be forever growing,
How it feels to wake up late at night,
So I can think about you some more,
Just to make sure my next dream of you,
Starts off like the one before,
It was me who first said I love you,
I was lost in your eyes,
You remember,
We both had stomachs’ full of butterflies,
I was shaking,
And I started to cry,
You said I love you back,
We both smiled and kissed,
I wish I could count every time I say I love you now,
But there's too many times to list,
Tonight is one of those nights,
Where I sit and get lost thinking about you,
No wonder my favorite number is two,
When it comes to me and you,
Dreams of walking with you along the coast,
With the sunset to our backs,
I have so much love to give,
And you deserve the most,
We've had our moments,
Our hard times,
But it all seems worth it now,
Because I have you baby,
And I'm done committing crimes,
Now I just write down my love for you,
And make sure it rhymes,
I love you baby. this poem was written by my 16 year old grandson. i was
blown away when he posted it. . at how good his writing skills are......i guess i
will have to give him a site of
his own now. . i am so proud of him.
Copyright © Janetta Harrington | Year Posted 2007
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Janetta Harrington Poem
KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK
THE DOOR ALMOST FELL DOWN
MY mama went with the
goodbye man ALL HER CHILDREN
slumbered
close a hand
he wouldn't
think of
leaving
her
behind
we awakened
and found
that mama
had gone
a smile was
all she
left behind
she had gone ...
she went with
the goodbye
man
by janetta
Copyright © Janetta Harrington | Year Posted 2007
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Janetta Harrington Poem
in the distance i see you
and i call you back;
I WANT YOU BACK........
and you turn....
look at me
with a split-second
of for-EVER in your eyes
then...as you are
so good at doing
you use that
devil i don't care
smile
and disappear
right there
in the crystal
swirling liquid
of my tears
there is a whispering...
"i will wait....
yes, i will wait
next time."
by janetta
Copyright © Janetta Harrington | Year Posted 2006
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Janetta Harrington Poem
i wish you could have
looked deeper into
my eyes
and knew what
was there for you
i wish you could
have known what my
lips were trying to
tell you but were
afraid to do so
i wish i had held
you closer. that i had
known that one day
would be the very
last time i would
see you
i wish you could have
known what my heart
said each time i saw you
how i felt when my hands
touched your face
i wish i had told you
how it made me feel
when you kissed my
lips over and over
and told me how
beautiful i was
i wish you could have
been braver and therefore
able to tell me what you
were going to do
when you were so sad
and ... i wish and i wish,
and i wish, but all i can see
is you, and how handsome
you were the last time
i saw you; and how i
longed to tell you i loved
you too...
i wish.
Copyright © Janetta Harrington | Year Posted 2006
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