One Step Back, Two Steps Forward...

Before I start I just want to say that I will always love you Baby.. I am letting you go, so go you are free Free to learn that you were meant for me, The pain and misery of our history, Shall never flee from inside of me, I deserve better than this, You know I do, But all I've ever wanted Was what I deserve, To come from you, Dating is preparing, Preparing to give all, I gave you everything, A mistake that led to our downfall, I did it anyway, Because I want you forever, But you are my first relationship, And I didn't know any better, If only you knew exactly how I feel, You would not be so upset, That I need time for my heart to heal, You've done me wrong so many times, Which are comparable to murder, But as relationship crimes, I know we both never wanted this, We sprinted off the start, Racing towards infinite bliss, Only to run out of breath, And slowly move apart, And lose eachother in innocent mist. So when you come back, You will be yourself once more, Not who you are now, But that innocent girl from before, And since you have a tolerance to, The greatest part of me given to you, I will be come an even better man, So when I learn how to give again, I will be ready to take your hand... By Janetta's Grandson. A poem on a downhill relationship of me and my first relationship. I was getting treated badly because I became obsessive after a hard time in my life and she took advantage of it. So I postponed our future and let her go so she can see what she is doing and go back to the girl she used to be, in the meantime I'm going to focus on getting back on my feet again.