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Being seen
With poker face
Mistaken
As who does not give a damn
Cool and distant
Unfriendly aura
On the way
With people's stares and whispers
That she is a bad person
That is funny
Why judge
They do not know about her
Alone her name
Little they know
About the experiences and traumas
Mould her this way
No strength to make facial expression
With little energy
Left in her
Only use
This remaining will of hers
To live and face on
It is precious thing
She will keep at all costs
With friends she trusts
And faith she holds to believe
Those who love her
A rare privilege
Seeing her real self
Wild mind
Innocently gives love back
More than she does to herself
Because she feels safe
Knowing there is nothing
That will bring her down
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Making a decision
A step forward
Saying yes or no
Weighing the pros and cons
Knowing the best
What it suits me
Being clear
Of the sacrifices and adjustment
In order to be there
Voices of opinions
Around you
In your ears
Sometimes overwhelming
Away from your conscious
What your heart really wants
The gut feeling
Screaming inside you
Paranoid
With what ifs
Making mistakes
Causing regrets
Boiling anger
Self destruct
Clouding your mind
Losing your way
Almost forgetting
That you are the person
Facing this situation
Not all things
Not all reasons
Not all depth
They know about
Their words
Just guidance
Giving exposure and closure
Not the determinat
Of your life you living
You know the rules
Set sail
Streak it
Till that big break comes
Glorious
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Watching
People speaking to each other
So effortlessly confident
Words flow
At their first meet
Curling my knuckles
Under my face
Feeling with envy
Sometimes with anger
Secretly hating
Not them
The people from my past
Who made my heart and mind
This way
Just not enough
For myself to move on
How far I go
Pulling me back to zero
Building up
And destroying at the same time
From the triggers and experience
That embedded in me
Hiding back to my inner shell
Everytime my heart hits hard
Regardless the intention
Afraid to be broken
Leaving me no hope
To rebuild myself again
Still making myself think
Back in my mind
It is over
The things I used to see
All gone and no longer there
At least
The humble truth
Close to my soul
Able to step one forward
Own time and space
The past is behind me
Where I do not face it anymore
Now I see
Same but different
Little but better
With that
Regaining myself
Once again
The best
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We have dreams
Filling our hearts with passion
Making us alive
Blood pumping solid
Wanna get there
To make it true
Making us fulfillingly happy
Do whatever we can
Day and night
Every second
Trying and failing
Flipping and crying
Being mocked
By naysayers
Confused to which one
To listen and have guide
When overwhelmed
Step back
And breathe
We have only ourselves
To win and learn
Gut feeling is our guide
Awareness is the telescope
To our resources
Under our noses
Heart will be the mighty pen
That write out
The destiny
We will belong
Don't worry
How it takes
How much it takes
Don't focus on
What ifs, could haves and should haves
That will be wasting time and energy
Fail before trying
That is a big no no
Mindset
Of whatever life gives us
Any kind of situations we are in
As we do it
Even our life ends
We can proudly say
We did whatever we could
We did have fun
We did feel happy
It is all or nothing at all...
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Oh gosh
In a maze
Mess over here
Mess over there
Everywhere
Like zombie apocalypse
Coming to get me
Gonna plan
My action of attack
With plastic bags and boxes
As their coffins
Ain't compromise
Nope
Ain't shedding a tear
Coz this will set me free
Opening up the horizon
Opportunities
Fresh ideas
Productive lifestyle
Making me
Oh My Gosh
Blaming my lazy behind
Thinking
I will need this and that
Reasoning illogically
Been nagged
Till my ears about to fall off
And my eyes shaking up
Long for days, months and years
Gonna bust
Their territory
Making my headquarters
Armed with discipline
Not making this happen again
Throw stuff
Like Michael Jordan
Banana kick like Cristiano Ronaldo
Swift myself like Usain Bolt
Then finale myself
Holding cape
Clearing the mess
Saying "Ole!"
Bull eye!
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Make it to home
Pushing last strength left
Removing shoes
Head forward
Being first to the finish line
Flush cheeks
Wandering mind
Sense of relief
Being safe
Dropping everything
Dive into comfy clothes
Brew tea
Double cups
To keep warmth
After cold air outside
Slowly sipping
Melting memories today
Forgotten and done
No longer bother me
Acknowledgement to myself
Trying my best
Failures are my opportunity
To be aware
Better next time
Letting my hurts be free
Not be drown in
Be human
What a luxury
In a world of facade
Why hide
I told myself
Laying my weary body down
Tears down my cheeks
Questioning myself
How long
I can really hold on
Till I am free to be myself
Unflitered
Unapologetically
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Wandering
What it feels like
A man set his eyes on a woman
Knowing all the flaws
The emotional scars
The courage in her to show
Yet he still love every inch of her
Getting close
Slowly showering kisses on her skin
She is a goddess to him
Enveloping arm around her waist
Another brushing her hair
Out of her ears
Whispering
"You are the most beautiful woman I ever seen"
That set her tears running
Something she finally hears
After so long
She able to feel
The happiness
Growing in her heart
Shining and warm
Seeing her face
Tearing up
Wiping her tears away
Biting his lip
Cannot believe
The treasure he has found
In his grasp
Smiling across her face
Feeling safe
In his embrace
Tracing his lips
With her finger
His lashes lowered
Kissing her lips
Deep and passionate
Closing her body with his
Making her senseless
Ignoring the world
Enjoying this private time
With her knights
Being one
Hearts beating together
The feels
Of skin contact
Tears running down their faces
Completing each other
The happiest in the world
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Years ago
I knew
What I want to do
Being excited
Energized by the dream
Fun adventure
Just the mistake
I made
Giving up
Before it started
Mind
Full of non existent excuses
Thoughts of failing
Dream too big
To make it happen
I regret that mistake...
That years gone by
Being in circles
Facing the endless pain
What I want is there
In front of me
Why I give a miss?
Now I am here
Little wiser and calmer
Looking at the same picture
Once I have been given
Again, long ago
Still I have time
It is not over
I am still here
Being in my own world
Looking still
Reflecting my actions
That cause me to this state
Now knowing better
Regardless whether
Getting a shot in this
Learn to have fun
Making exploration
Meaningful and productive at least
One at a time
Put in more than 100 percent
Do whatever the necessary
Rest if need to
Do not stop
A bit goes a long way
Keep my passion
Like a secret
Burning bright in my soul
That keeps me alive
Let actions speaks
Continue to put out there
Will there be smoke
Again and again
Soon there will be fire
That makes my presence sparks
More than I was before...
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We have friends
Close with
Still communicating
Thinking they are forever there
In the moments to come
Talking about random things
Going deep in our souls
Doing everything
Being there
For each other
Hopefully for a lifetime
The thing is
There is no control
For all of them to stay
Being initiative
To understand
To look at the same picture
Sad reality check
We may have been prioritized
Saved as favourites and not
What vulgar words to state
For friendship
They look kind
But their actions say otherwise
Stabbing us
Asking us whether we are ok
We wanna so hard
To give reasons of the doubt
They will change
Just a phase
But what is allowed
Will be continue
Snowball till it is too much for us
Being taken advantaged
Sucking up dry
Ending up
Like a floormat
To be stepped on
Do not try anymore
Let go
Walk away
Leave some places
For someone
Who are worth to be called
A friend...
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No matter
How much you want me
Letting out your hand
Towards me
Looking at it
Something like
My mother always tell me
When I was a kid
Dont take it from strangers
Funny thing
You are not
I like you
Yet you are foreign
Not in my eyes
But my heart
I cannot feel anything
About you
Afraid
I burn myself
With my hand lands on yours
I dont feel safe
No comfort will come out of it
No love
Filling with unlimited amount
Of anger
Knowing
Falling in love with you
Sinful thing to do
I better walk away
To where I can be safe
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