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One More Thing

All these words on the tip of my tongue,
Waiting to be expelled from my lips,
Violently,
Inevitably.

I'm sure the thought
"What a little witch" has crossed
That twisted little mind of yours a time or two.
That stone cold heart,

Barely beating in your hollow chest.
So I screwed up, but wrap your mind,
Around this thought, if you 
Can manage.

My intentions were solid,
But drenched with sorrow,
Because turning my back on my own flesh and blood,
Turned my blood ice cold.

Not that you'd understand,
But I guess even now, it's worth a shot.
Newsflash for you,
I have feelings, I have a heart,

Beating steadily and angrily in my chest.
I have thick skin, 
But somehow let you underneath it.
So you know what? I have

One final thing to say to you,
And you're damn well going to listen.
You can live your "happy" little life,
And I'm going to move on,

Without you.

Copyright © Bella G. | Year Posted 2008



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Baby Girl

I don't expect you to understand how I feel.
I'm your little girl,
How could I possibly comprehend what love really is?
Love is everything I feel about him 
and the fear and the safety I feel when I'm with him.
You say you'll never deny me my feelings,
So stop trying to deny me from being in love with him,
Because he'll never think of hurting me.
Why, you ask, do I say this?
Why?
Because he loves me, 
He really does love me.
I'm still your baby girl, I'm alwyas going to be 
Your baby girl.
I promise that will never change,
But Let us be young and in love.
He's got my heart and I'm his girl,
So just trust me.
Your baby girl knows what she's doing.

Copyright © Bella G. | Year Posted 2008

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Oh Help Me Now

Blah blah blah
What is with this lovey dovey stuff?
I have become the single most annoying,
Breathing creature that inhabits
This crazy world.
You know what?
I may be pathetically sappy,
And romantic,
And oh heaven forbid I'm happy,
So I'm sorry I'm annoying you.
The funniest,
Most ironic thing of all this is...
I've become someone I used to hate.

Copyright © Bella G. | Year Posted 2008

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Just a Girl

Just a girl,
Who drowns out the world with angry poems,
And rock music.

The tragic lines of each,
Beautifully distressing poem,
Colours a lonely world.

A world with is perfectly
Masked with skillful metaphors 
To shield from the real pain,
The real loneliness.

The rock music silences
The screaming that pounds through the skull,
The thoughts filled with anger and hurt.

I'm just a girl,
Who drowns out the world with angry poems 
And rock music

To silence the loneliness that surrounds me
As I face each day without people I love,
And to silence the fear that controls me.

The fear I will lose 
Each and every person
I love most.

Copyright © Bella G. | Year Posted 2008

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My Mask of Lies

I know how you see me...
You may think I'm an idiot,
But you're not as subtle as I once
Gave you credit for.

You will never see me more than
That girl...
You will never see more than
What has been put right in front of you.

I am more than what
He has painted me as.
I am more than your best friend's
'Once upon a time girlfriend'...
If you haven't noticed.

You never are going to see more
Than what's right in front of you...
Or you would have seen it was never
Just...

I'm not that kind of girl,
I only say I am so...
Guys like you and him don't know
I gave you more than just my body.

I wish you saw me for who
I really am
And not who he has painted me as...
Not what you just wanted to assume.

Cos I know,
All these words...
Fall upon deaf ears,
Though you'll never really know...

Never hear me say them from the lips,
You once kissed like I was a girl
Who meant something.

Copyright © Bella G. | Year Posted 2008



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You

Your love,
Warms my soul.
Your smile,
Brings me to tears.
Your memory,
Etched into my mind.
Your hand,
Placed against mine.
Your body,
Fits perfectly with mine.
Your eyes,
Enchant me,
Capture me.
You, 
Complete me.

Copyright © Bella G. | Year Posted 2008

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Hollow

The hours I spent,
Wasting my damn time confiding in you.
Are you now going to sit there,

With a smug grin plastered on your face,
And tell me it was all for nothing?
I don't know,

I've never been in love,
Where my heart swells with euphoria,
Only to have it smashed into a thousand 

Slivers of what used to be a whole.
I've never felt that, 
But I think I'd rather feel that,

Then have my heart brutally crushed
By my own blood.
I'm never going to get

Those precious moments back,
And I know for sure, you can never,
Ever make up for the ocean of tears,

These seemingly hollow brown eyes 
Have cried because of you.
These hollow eyes that you see now,

Are actually deeper than you'd ever think.
They reach into the depths of my soul,
That you only wish you could see,

But are masked by the hurt your sharp words
Lashed upon me.
God, I want to hate you,

I want to look you in the eyes 
And scream all the hate out.
But I can't, 

Damnit, I can't even though
I wish I could.
I want to put words to this pain

And I want you to feel what I do.
I will NEVER give you the satisfaction
Of knowing you got under my skin.

I will never, ever
Let myself be as low as you.

Copyright © Bella G. | Year Posted 2008

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I Wish

I wish I knew what to tell you,
I wish I could look you in
Those sky blue eyes that can trap my gaze for hours,
And lie to you.

I wish I could tell you this
Is all going to be as harmoniously blissful
As it started out.

Heck, I wish I could lie to myself,
Look at myself in the mirror and convince myself
This will be perfection.

There's a catch,
There will always be a catch
To this so-called "perfection" we've been living,
And it kills me to say each and every word.

I'm sorry I'm not the girl for you,
Even if my heart physically aches to be 
Held in your arms.
For you to gently whisper in my ear
That you love me
Until the day God takes you from me.

And even then, you will still love me,
That our souls are connected through our love.

God had another plan
For this heart swelling love of ours,
And I can tell, only because,
You don't have that look in your eyes anymore.

I wish I was your one and only,
The one you'll love
Until the sun sets forever.

Copyright © Bella G. | Year Posted 2008

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Even As

Even as the anger,
Courses violently through my veins,
Painting my cheeks a crimson red...

And even as the words,
Escape unwillingly from my lips,
Uttering how much hate my heart holds...

And even as the hate,
Etches itself permanently in my heart,
Always leaving a painful reminder of words left unsaid...

Even as I let myself fell the anger and hate,
All of this is really just my way,
Of telling you how much I care...

Even if you let what you feel,
Slip away.

Copyright © Bella G. | Year Posted 2008

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So Much For That

I might as well have lost everything,
The moment I lose you.
The conviction and will
To wake to the morning sun
Died with those three words...
"It's over, sorry"
The casual tone and
Washed over look of sheer apathy
Stung worse than thoe three words
Repeated over and over
As if I hadn't heard it the first time,
Thank you very much.
I wonder what happened to 
Always and Forever
And what happened to all the promises you
Seemingly effortlessly whispered in my ear
Ever so lovingly... in the heat of the moment, I assume.
I refused to believe you,
My love, my life, my heart and soul...
That you were capable of lying to me.
But you abused my love,
Tore my life in two,
Broke my heart
And killed my soul.
I see it all now,
As clear and sure as I am sitting here writing this.
You can break me, abuse me,
But you will never completely destroy me.
Your lies are meaningless against the truth I hold,
The knowledge that I can do,
So much better than you.

Copyright © Bella G. | Year Posted 2008


Book: Shattered Sighs