Contemplating and alone - you ran into my mind
It's been quite awhile - I presumed
Or maybe I haven't let the feeling sinked in
Wondering when will this feeling hits in.
We've been through hard times together,
We've hold each other through good times too.
You held me like you'd hold me forever,
But some things can feel wrong even though they're true.
From everything to nothing at all,
From everyday to never at all,
I should be sad; I should be lonely
Or I should feel sorry for myself
BUT...
I don't care if you found somebody new,
I wouldn't get jealous if you're happy too
I won't feel empty when you'll be gone
And my heart won't even miss you.
Didn't it mean anything?
Didn't it matter after all?
And the worst part of it all...
It's the way it doesn't hurt - when i wish it did.
Categories:
sinked, moving on,
Form: Free verse
I’m catching teardrops in my hand
I’m pacing on a new land
And far away from the ship that sinked
I would run
A vision of a sweet oblivion
Would you run away with me?
Come, I’ll kept it fun and warm
We could spin, laugh, dance
Make love and have the moon as witness
Eyes wide open
You told me never look away
I’ll break and fall into pieces on the ground
Without making a sound
I’m gonna be cold, cold, lifeless
Blessed with beauty, youth and rage
Oh well, this would be a new stage
New age.
Categories:
sinked, black love, dark, deep,
Form: Rhyme
Our love like the titanic,
Our hearts what fueled it,
A love so solid and strong,
One that reflected a beauty,
Loving you was a sail,
Being loved by you was a cruise,
The waters calm and blue like the love we knew,
And then love you outgrew,
A cruise now shaken,
The waters waved away our love,
The titanic sinked away with our hearts
But this love has marked its home,
Like the titanic forever remembered
Categories:
sinked, love,
Form: Free verse
Fool's gold...
In the middle of cross road I stand.
My head growing heavier as I stare
at various paths,
Leading to different directions
with various results of course.
Tick tock!
Tick tock!
As the time waits for no man,
I knew I have to make a massive decision
A decision I have to live with it's consequences.
True gold or fool's gold will I reap?
Befuddling thoughts kept colliding through my head.
As I hear voices whispering through my listening organ.
Saying "take this path" , "take that path".
The question that kept piercing through my head was...True gold or fool's gold will I reap?
I prance as I walk into the path of my choice
with the sweat racing all over my body.
My fragile heart sinked into the pool of sorrows,
As I realised that I have
A fool's gold on my palm.
25/11/2016
Categories:
sinked, best friend,
Form: I do not know?
And she will recite this:
On the day you last breathe
Your arms were too far for me to hug
Your lips were too cold for me to kiss
Your eyes were closed to see me
Your voice was no where to be heard
Your heart was still
Your eyebrows were still beautiful
Your skin became light no more
On the day of your departure
You left us with many questions
Your poems never told us about the date
Yet we knew the end shall come... when? Well we never knew and never expected it to be this soon!
On the day you died
You did not leave alone
But our souls sinked deep into misery
As you left
I lost hope and faith in love
My lips want nothing to do with love anymore.
May your pretty soul rest...
May your wonderful soul rest...
May your beautiful soul rest...
On this day,
You wrote this,
And now, only now
Is the right time to read it out loud.
-N. B Mpila
Categories:
sinked, absence, death, death of
Form: ABC
Over the rainbow
And far beyond
There is my promise land
My fields of tears
I left behind
Sinked in the yellow sand
I have new path
Ahead of me
To discover and to explore
To wake my soul
Follow my heart
To seek true love and more
Share land of dreams
Passion and hope
With someone who will care
To seek and find
My destiny
With only one to share
Let’s share the dreams
Passion and hope
Together as we’re one
The days of pain
Sorrow and tears
Forever will be gone
Categories:
sinked, romance,
Form: Light Verse
Expression is being who you want to be
Not perpetrating someone you claim to be for ME
Trying to hold me hostage with your lies…
Thinking because you were between my thighs that you got me hook lined and sinked….
Getting me all vexed, tensed and unsure of my own emotional rationalization
Emotionally retarded LITTLE MAN you are….
Hiding in your private world filled with
DECEPTION, CAMOUFLAGE and over used ADJECTIVES….
I understand why you were drawn
To my VOLUPTUOUS, SEXUAL, SPIRITUAL ENERGY
You wanted to experience what is
REAL
TRUE
PURE
You had your chance
You speaking in parables, emotionally crippled, insecure MAN…..
I can’t believe I let you get into my head let alone my BED….
But you could never penetrate my spiritual man…
I was before you CAME….
I will always BE the SAME….
G.O.P
GODS….
ORIGINAL….
PROPERTY
SCRATCHED BUT NEVER BROKEN
Categories:
sinked, inspirationalme, me, spiritual,
Form: Prose Poetry