I Wish It Did

Contemplating and alone - you ran into my mind It's been quite awhile - I presumed Or maybe I haven't let the feeling sinked in Wondering when will this feeling hits in. We've been through hard times together, We've hold each other through good times too. You held me like you'd hold me forever, But some things can feel wrong even though they're true. From everything to nothing at all, From everyday to never at all, I should be sad; I should be lonely Or I should feel sorry for myself BUT... I don't care if you found somebody new, I wouldn't get jealous if you're happy too I won't feel empty when you'll be gone And my heart won't even miss you. Didn't it mean anything? Didn't it matter after all? And the worst part of it all... It's the way it doesn't hurt - when i wish it did.