Short Hadnt Poems

I'm sorry for all the wrong i've done you,
I'm sorry I caused you pain.
I wish hadnt started this so we wouldnt be through
I wish i could rewind and stop myself that day.
Do you even understand,
I never wanted to hurt you?
I wish you never took my hand,
I wish I thought it through...

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I want to die!
This is sung by you and I!
this game we've played,
distanced by day.
This love we share,
one day i cannot bear.
This hatred endured,
Burning to end this whore.

I want to die!
This song of mine!
In nine days time!
Blacken this cursed world.
A throwing knife id hurled.
It hit along the wall,
i hadnt hit the girl at all.

I want to die!
This is sung by you and I!...

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his smile
his smile so wide
it makes me smile
his eyes so beautiful 
it makes my heart heavy
i wish he couldve been mine
but its all just a dream
my weary eyes dread the sight of him
one glimpse of those eyes 
and my legs tremble
i begin to speak but i fumble
i fumble so hard i fall
fall into a pool of tears
that he wiped
i wish we hadnt this distance between us
i wish he was here as i write...

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today is a new beginning.
all my past is gone.
the failures and regrets.
the heartbreaks and sorrows.

the could have done(s)
and should have done(s).
the wish i didnt(s)
and wish it hadnt(s).

all life till yesterday 
is a preparation for life today.
no regrets to think about ,
no baggage to carry forward.

a new day greets.
a new world awaits.
smile big and venture out,
It is a new day!...

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Tired, Im sick of hiding my past from the most important person to me,
my mother.
Im scared of what she would think of me, what i did to me.
Im done, i realize there are ways, many ways to deal.
I dont want to deal, i want to be oblivious.
I want to come out, tell her, let her hold me.
Im not ill, not mentally unstabled, 
I told her its done, there taking me to the crisis center.
This is why i hadnt told her.
Im scared......

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im caught here, 
looking at you
and i smile knowing that you are in my life...
you look down at me and smile, 
and i turn away blushing.
i feel you laugh and take my hand. 
and i let my mind wonder,
as i rest my head against your chest
and i cant help but smile again
thats all i seem to do anymore.
none of this would have happened 
if you hadnt come into my life
all i know now
is that this is the beginning
and i dont want it to end....

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i miss your sof lips
i loved when we kissed
i miss your gente licks  on my tits
nemo i wish that day hadnt gone by 
even right now i wanna be by you side 
you will have me soon one day 
i just need marvin to go away 
once were together i 
knw we'll be together for ever 
its me and him
but i'll me me and you
soon and very soon 
my heart is confused
im not sure what i need to do 
i want you to know 
i cant be wit you both 
but i wish i can 
nemo please just be my man...

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