Short Dissapointment Poems

I 
Wished
Upon a star
And guess what
My dreams didn't come true...

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These hands don’t do half of what they could, what they should.
I blame them instead of myself.
Seems easier somehow....

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How do I live?
How do I feel?
How do I see?
How do I know?

How do I wonder?
How do I hope?
How do I stop?
How do I go?

Obstacles and road blocks
Down the path of life
Heartache and dissapointment
A world full of strife

At the end of the tunnel
There is always a light
It will forever shine
If you forever fight...

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Your words like music in my head
I'll show you 
the good
you said while
you pull out another cigarette
Playing cards with fire


Inhale exhale
the smell of you
Inhale exhale
the look in your blue eyes
as you pull out joker on me

Inhale Exhale
I am 
Inhale Exhale
the Queen

And in between the smoke
and dissapointment
you lost the Queen...

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I can’t stand honey
Without your love
Without your softly touch
Without your warmly kisses

Your love carrying me the calmness ocean
To passed my emptiness day
To passed my dissapointment
To passed my discouragement

Touch me honey with your desire
Release me from my difficulty handcuffs
Release me with your coldness heart
Release me with your passion love...

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Do you ever show up?
I always hope you will
So my heart always gets broken
And my spirits plummet
Puny as a pea
Petrified I won't see him soon
Out the window goes happiness
Into a whirlwind of emotion
Nary a smile to be found, but only frowns
Then you know how love feels
Merry as an angry bee
Earnest pain, and earnest joy
Never will you find happiness 'till' you find him again
To know love, is to know dissapointment...

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I'm sorry for leaving
the way that I did.
I'm sorry you don't
consider me your kid.
I'm sorry I'm not exactly
what you wanted me to be.
I'm sorry my sister died,
and it hadn't been me.
I'm sorry for having this
mental disease.
I'm sorry my mind
is never at ease.
I'm sorry that I'm
just a huge dissapointment.
I'm sorry I wasn't
just what you wanted.
I'm sorry I now
have a mind of my own.
I'm sorry dad
you have no more control....

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I'll toss up every excuse
Known to exist
So i can continue
avoiding the list
Of things i refuse
To accept and are true
Like the fact im consumed
By enjoying the end-
less pursuit
Of that elusive moment of bliss
Anything less 
Than the feeling of reaching
A bathroom toilet 2 steps
Before my bladder
Explodes into bits
Will only be viewed
As a dissapointment at best
Yes i do 
Have all sorts of regrets
Ranging from sort of upset
To damn i need a delorian quick...

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