My heart hurts my soul is depleted
I used to walk around feeling so undefeated
The pain is at a tipping point & I just can't beat it
My brain is killing me & my body follows suit
Sometimes I wonder if I should just pick it up & shoot
Early morning headaches feel like a tumour
Take 12 of these it'll make relief come sooner
Spinal tap & a few MRI's later
They say more pills will make my chances greater
Side effects put me in a dark place
Im scared when I look in the mirror I'll see my killers face
But my son shouldn't have to live through that disgrace
Why me is the answer I want to know
When I pray where do those thoughts go
I tried to be the best person I could
But my life is like a scalpel trying to cut through wood
Pull myself up by my boot straps like you knew I could
I can't say it any clearer but you still misunderstood
Memory Loss
Urinary problems
Losing vision
Thinking difficulties
Individual weakness
Painful moments
Losing balance
Extreme fatigue
Stress induced
Coordination problems
Life altering
Emotional rollercoaster
Reduced strength
Over reacting
Smell sensitivity
Irritable feelings
Suffering daily
Many people don’t
Understand all the
Limitations we face.
These affect each
Individual differently yet
People continue to
Laugh when we
Experience “MS Moments”
Some moments like:
Cognitive and memory
Loss along with
Extreme fatigue can
Ruin plans with
Others because even
Stress can make
Individuals with MS
Suffer a relapse