As The Rising Sun, The Dawn Came In Softly & Slowly;
&
So Did My Suffering.
Maybe Unexplained Or Unexpected Feelings;
Which Have Been Ignored;
A Sudden Melancholy Skulking In The Silence;
Awaiting The Arrival Of This Day.
The Days Have Regrettably Passed Since We Parted Ways;
About 4 Years Ago, & I Now Wonder If There Was Anything I Could Have Done;
I May Not Have Needed To Spend As Much Time In The Closet;
I Probably Need To Have Paid Closer Attention To How You Felt About Being Anonymous;
Or;
To Anything Else That Would Have Kept You By My Side;
I Am Sorely Missing You Right Now.
My Thoughts Are Hitting Barriers, & My Tears Are Falling Like Waterfalls;
All With Photographs Of You;
Including Your Wild Hairstyles;
Wild Kissing Technique;
All-Gleaming Beard;
Lovely Eyes;
Beautiful Voice;
Undetectable Abs;
&
Silly Smiles.
The Monotonous Music You Listened To In Your Place;
I Can Still Hear Them Playing In My Head From When I Visited;
I Still Occasionally Hear Them In My Brain;
Which Is Shocking, But I Genuinely Miss You & Those Awful Songs.
Categories:
missing him, angel, best friend, boyfriend,
Form: Free verse
she waits to hear
the sound of his voice
saying, "I'm sorry"
Categories:
missing him, emotions, i miss you,
Form: Senryu
I missed some one a lot today,
How he always loved to just play,
And just a bit longer, always wanted to stay.
He would always have some sort of joke,
Never saw himself ‘broke’,
And always charming when he spoke.
I missed how, just BEcause, a broad smile, he would always wear,
Confidently displayed it, without a care,
And with everyone, it, always wanting to share.
The most out of Life, he was determined to get,
For anyone to break his spirit, he would never let,
About much, he really wouldn’t fret,
Nor would he ever really seem upset.
I missed how he was always full of joy and carefree,
How he was grounded by climbing a tree,
I miss ‘him’, now more specifically,
Because HE, is a version that exists within ME!
Categories:
missing him, boy, cheer up, creation,
Form: Rhyme
She promised she'd stay
He promised he'd pray come nights
But, they still fell away.
Categories:
missing him, husband, life, loss, lost
Form: Haiku
dreams fly by,
as I sit here and cry.
because your not here to hold me,
and you'll never be here to feed me tea,
when i am ill.
And STILL...
i stare at the phone at night.
Cluthing your teddy dog, holding him tight.
As i lie in bed,
feeling restless, like the dead.
I needd your voice in my ear,
or i fear, my dear,
I may DIE.
Categories:
missing him, loss
Form: Free verse
MISSING HIM
I thought I heard him call me
imagination, so it seems
I loved to listen to his voice
but now, it’s just in dreams
If he had only asked
I would have followed anywhere
If he had only loved me
but, he didn’t even care
©NLB
Categories:
missing him, angst, lost love
Form: Rhyme