Missing Him

As The Rising Sun, The Dawn Came In Softly & Slowly; & So Did My Suffering. Maybe Unexplained Or Unexpected Feelings; Which Have Been Ignored; A Sudden Melancholy Skulking In The Silence; Awaiting The Arrival Of This Day. The Days Have Regrettably Passed Since We Parted Ways; About 4 Years Ago, & I Now Wonder If There Was Anything I Could Have Done; I May Not Have Needed To Spend As Much Time In The Closet; I Probably Need To Have Paid Closer Attention To How You Felt About Being Anonymous; Or; To Anything Else That Would Have Kept You By My Side; I Am Sorely Missing You Right Now. My Thoughts Are Hitting Barriers, & My Tears Are Falling Like Waterfalls; All With Photographs Of You; Including Your Wild Hairstyles; Wild Kissing Technique; All-Gleaming Beard; Lovely Eyes; Beautiful Voice; Undetectable Abs; & Silly Smiles. The Monotonous Music You Listened To In Your Place; I Can Still Hear Them Playing In My Head From When I Visited; I Still Occasionally Hear Them In My Brain; Which Is Shocking, But I Genuinely Miss You & Those Awful Songs.