Foundation.
Based on a simple question.
What form does paradise take?
Is it simply when one doesn't suffer the mental confusion between unconscious, and conscious desires?
Such as finding love, friendship, material or spiritual wealth, etc. Etc.
Paradisus (L)
Consciousness and Unconsciousness
Rests and bows in peace
As tranquility flows
Through the good heart's
Altarpiece
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Copyright John Duffy
Paradisus translated:
Paradise.
Categories:
mental confusion, spiritual,
Form: Rhyme
I await sweet Annabelle
as I rest in this lonely bower.
I yearn to hear her angel voice
and feel her healing power.
Others come and others go
in times I'm given to folly,
like buxom Jenny Ramsbottom
and then there's fulsome Molly.
Sometime I forget their names,
it's so hard to keep a tally.
Some bore with their chitter-chat,
especially one named Sally.
I sometime wish for solitude
How long will this persist?
My age is catching up on me
and I doubt they all exist.
But one there is who is for sure
and she's s my favourite nurse.
Begone ye mad romantic dreams.
Sister Jane is down to earth.
Categories:
mental confusion, age, angel, anxiety, dream,
Form: Bio
(verse 1)
I’ve lived a short life,
for which my tears have gone dry.
A state of mental confusion,
from a mother and father.
Twisted lies, twisted truth,
which to believe, which to distrust.
(chorus)
Will I shine like the sun,
and glow with self loving esteem?
Or will i fade off into the blue,
with a mind that’s bashed by depression?
(verse 2)
A man that’s lost on a path,
that was created by a child.
What was it that I dreamed?
Was it lost in days of yesteryear.
Did daddy do what mother said he did,
and did mommy suffer the way she claimed?
(chorus)
Will I shine like the sun,
and glow with self loving esteem?
Or will i fade off into the blue,
with a mind that’s bashed by depression?
(verse 3)
When I turn old and gray,
will my friends and family stay?
Will I abuse my wife with fists?
Could I end up beating my kids verbally?
Can I conquer the sickness,
or will it just be a fantasy?
(chorus)
Will I shine like the sun,
and glow with self loving esteem?
Or will i fade off into the blue,
with a mind that’s bashed by depression?
FADE OFF INTO THE BLUE
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Categories:
mental confusion, childhood, destiny,
Form: Lyric
I took the force of it again today
A curled formed fist from powerful limb
Planted on cheek in full fledged force
Rendered with frustrated frenzy
And me the punch bag
I took the torrent of ugly words today
Aimed just for me like poisonous arrows
That infiltrate and destroy the soul
And humiliate my tortured mind
I took it all without a word
I took the weight of unwanted lust today
Upon my meagre violated body
Forced against will to serve base needs
Instilling hurt and sanguine pain
Contaminated and used
I bore the agony of excised pain today
That went beyond the barrier of suffering
Of no desire and mutilation
Taken without assent and free will
Now void of feeling and of worth
I had to marry an old fat man today
And take glib vows at tender age
Lost now the age of child-like innocence
No time to play, no time to feel free
Just subjected and servile
I carry the marks of abuse today
Of contusion and mental confusion
Of pain, depression and low self esteem
Of humiliating indignity
And permanent scar
Categories:
mental confusion, abuse,
Form: Blank verse
Triangle Squares and crooked lines
Imagine this within the minds
Of those confused and lost in a way
I can't put in words
I can't even say
They were brought in this world for a reason I know
Maybe to suffer maybe to show
How lucky we are to be free from a state
Of mental confusion
Destruction high rate
Suicide.....
Categories:
mental confusion, death, grief, life, loss,
Form: I do not know?
I consider you my chief, at one point of time
My commander at heart , leader of our military
The big gun in our castle, but mental confusion
Came upon my soul, heart and mind
Disturbance was in the air, causing a big fluster
Flurry thoughts came in my bubble, bursting illusions
As, I tell myself, this can't be true, I know you
You love me, and wouldn't destroy, our magnificent home
Bringing tears , tears and tears
How, could love overlook this pain
This sudden burst, I'm feeling to, disappear far , far away
Where no-one, would dare to stay or lay
So, I may stay on my knees and pray
Pray that this, bewilderment goes away
Because, truthfully,
I have only, one question
Could love overlook this pain?
Categories:
mental confusion, confusion, hope, life, lost
Form: I do not know?
Vibration stimulation creates molecular transformation…
Our universe speaks vibrational sound…
Discover your universe name within your ears going round and round…
Simplicity within synchronicity guiding me through my infinite multiplicity…
Mental confusion the ingrained crime…
Leaving us empty;
Doing time…
Doing time…
Doing time…
My emancipation from the illusion of confusion flows through me with spirit fused rhyme…
Blasting through the blockade, divine frequencies our allied aid…
Medicinal cure for low vibration addiction…
Imagine living your grandest vision…
Living with purpose, breathe your intention…
This mind is not our real identity…
Delve within discover your divinity…
Living from the heart manifests godness human behavior…
No longer hoping for our world saving savior…
Categories:
mental confusion, inspirational, introspection, peace, confusion,
Form: Free verse
She holds her hands close to her heart.
She feels the pain as her mere existence causes this.
It is a pain very acknowledgeable to her
As each spiteful word echoes through her ears, a thrust of emotion erupts from within.
Crawling into the corner postitioning her body in the fetal position, always brings about her the comfort she demands.
Hoping for ecceptance is all she's ever know.
Begging for love with every minute of her being.
Praying to God, her creator.
Wondering why she was created with such flaws...
After all, God has stated to have produced every being with love.
Although, he emotions are distinctly not love.
She is perpetually in a state of conspicuous mental confusion.
Trying to find her meaning within.
Trying to unbrace the knots within her heart.
Everything seems to be pessimistic...
Her eyes have now become dense.
Her body is frail.
That once beautiful face, that was displayed with complete confidence, is now pale in color exhibiting sorrow.
Images of disturbing flash backs continue to curse her mind.
Through all, still trying to hold on.
Still trying to breath.
Still trying to live.
Categories:
mental confusion, life, pain, body,
Form: I do not know?