I hate the fact that my heart is hurting over him. I’m not supposed to be going through this, but here I am. This isn’t some rom com movie whereby all will turn out well for me in the end. This is real life and nothing has ever turned out as planned for me, especially in relationships. Why did I ever agree to this in the first place knowing very well that I have to share. It feels forced and I can’t go through the same rollercoaster again. I have to make a decision, but how? My heart aches when I block him or try to ignore him. I’m always at the bitter end of the stick. I don’t even know what to say anymore. I shouldn’t be feeling this way and it sucks. I thought I had hit a jackpot, but I guess not.
Categories:
lorn, anxiety, boyfriend, break up,
Form: Narrative
the lovely language leads lorn lost lovingly leased literaure
8/13/20
written words by James Edward Lee Sr. ©2020
Categories:
lorn, appreciation, character, engagement, word
Form: Alliteration
i'm abandoning
abandon
it's left me nowhere
24/06/18
Brenda Chiri's
Abandon 2 - Poetry Contest
Categories:
lorn, life, love, lust,
Form: Senryu
I Know what I can give
I knew what I have given
It doesn't matter what I get in return
It is my choice, don't care if its love for lorn
I'll give you all I got
though People say its a lot
But who are they to care?
When for me it is all fair.
I've seen what you can do
Maybe it's just a thing or two
Its crazy how I'm still genuinely happy
maybe because you're my Reasonable reason
I'd rather have cognitive dissonance
And tell people why wouldn't I give it a chance?
Its my life and its my choice
I'll live mine and it's nothing same with yours.
At the end of the day,
Still, I ask myself why?
Everything's seems to be perfect
Unnoticed, all the effects.
Truly, I am attached to you
Yet no regret in liking you
I pray someday you'll feel the same
And prove that all wasn't a shame.
People tell you they want you
They all see what's good about you
There's a difference with people who wants you,
And I, would do anything to keep you.
Categories:
lorn, conflict, crush, dedication, dream,
Form: ABC
love is never benign i think
but like a tumor grows inside
to bring us cast to limit's brink
unknown until inevitable slide
into full despair of high elation
like an animal roped and netted
pulled to inevitable taut sensation
humanity's deepest appetite whetted
love is a creature on primordial legs
slowly crawls up from human seas
insistent, despite our pleas and begs
walks into lives to sorrow and please
cursed be the wretched box it's in
that binds a love behind high walls
roped passion prevents futures been
lovers' angst, voice passioned calls
love wrenching in its thrusted want
still, as gentle as brushing cheek
requited expressions attainably haunt
to banish hearts by turns oblique
or like fog, can appear on feline feet
to paw its way into every heart
warm and purring to quietly entreat
we love, we feel, that we're a part
must a soul wander to ever find
as, lorn are we, to symbiontly share
pain and joy with a likened mind
that other card that makes a pair
what's left to do but tramp a trail
seeking, e'er seeking for yang's yin
puzzling pieces on a worldly scale
for love's whisper in humanity's din
© Goode Guy 2011-12-08
Categories:
lorn, angst, happiness, lost love,
Form: Quatrain