Long Drugging Poems

Aphrodisiac (18+)

 We got beaten by the rain on our way home
Looking so wet and feeling cold all home alone
She is not my bride and I'm not her groom
She is not my girlfriend and I'm...

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“The Tear”



How many oceans of salt 
does it take to form a tear?

Unrelenting waves of sorrow 
pounding a broken heart
hears the howl of sharp beaked foolish flying monkeys
ignorant feeding frenzies swallow whole lost families 
swept...

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Mirror of Memories "Alzheimer's" Contest
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I woke up scared...can't remember the time I woke up..
Scattered pictures of lost loves in my distant past.
There she is again, she said she is my daughter, 
But I...

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Living Life

Now I'm living life where life tried to live me.
I'm looking to my future 'cause my past tried to kill me.
Poetry, a strong part of my soul.
The story of my life, it's must be...

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Judgement day is every day when you're trying to survive in a decent way. Clean up your life and move away, to a new playground for the kids to play. It's an Oreo cookie way...

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The hues of affliction caught my glimpse 
Maddening horror scratching my doorstep 
Clashing with severe torture,
Scorching away my destiny...my confidence 

Hallucinations take hold 
Risk shoved in a deserted briefcase 
Pluck the rose pedals that reveal your wasteful woe

Now your woe...

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I’m not sad, I’m scared... there’s a difference.
You see lately, I’ve been having these dreams.
Weird dreams, and they feel so real.
Like they’ve dug into the very secret that is myself,
and turned it inside out.
Opened me...

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What are we doing? Shutting off the world like
a switch! Becoming faceless, tasteless, hopeless?
We cloud our minds with different kinds of topics.
From TV shows to cell phone woes, which celebrity
is cheating, and the wife already...

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Damage     


03/03/2018


I left that morning like any other ,
At work before dawn.
Hope in my heart as always,
I was seeing my 2nd born.
Early to start, eager to finish,
Not a care in the...

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seeing you again reminds me of where i don't wanna be

watching you move listening to how you talk smelling your cologne

all take me back to times that were no good

drinking and drugging and meaningless sex

fighting...

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AN EVENT THAT CHANGED ME

I checked one morning just to see
Had I parked my car and not hit a tree
I found it in the carport where it should be
No broken headlights and it was dent...

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REBORN

Out comes the unwanted object of derision,

Conceived after a hasty union along an unlit alley,

By a mother wholly enslaved to syringes

And a father utterly imprisoned by bottles.

The brawls were painfully endless – 

Shouting, slapping, kicking,...

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The loser,
The one who’s not the greatest chooser.
I’m not proud of the things I’ve done.
It seems the drugs have already won.
When it comes to escapes I have none.
They don’t think I’ve tried.
The truth is I...

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Puke all over the seat and get some on your dogs head 
and a little on the wife’s  purse get her good 
and Madd at yew so she will take the car keys 
and...

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We are under the sun and it's so bright, so why is the world so dark, why is it always night? Why do we live in the night, when God's light is so bright? Still...

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Do you think I kidding when I said I was not perfect,
I laid there waiting and I tried to call
But were you to be found? Nope, not at all.
See now why I am the person...

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I'm drinking and my life is a mess 
But I can't stand anything less 
The more I drink the better I feel 
Or is it possible there is nothing to feel? 
I love a girl...

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My Monster

Every week on Good Friday I get restless
Palpitations rise for my week end disasters
A monster boldly barges into my silent abode
Depriving me of my peaceful slumber
Crash! Now which crockery has ended its life?
The moment...

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With a parting of the crimson seas,
they aren't appeased with just a smile
That girl who walks the star-struck mile
will pay a price that goes unseen

They catch a glimpse and swallow whole. 
Then nonchalantly steal her...

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Your actions so calculated full of anger
I have felt the sting of them time and again
Each time I am tricked to let you in 
I'm reminded quite quickly why I should not

I wanted to let...

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another twist to those children lost and another reason why...perhaps...

Missing!
The World is so big,
So easy to get lost in, when
You don’t listen

The neighbor tried hard to warn
My folks, I was headed down
The wrong path, using...

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Her night shoes are glittery red heels
Used as tools to afford bills and meals
They sit hidden in a corner during the day
Until nighttime when she has to be away

While Her children sleep safely in their...

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missed you...
leaving scracthing
my heart for so long
mising you is
drugging my brain
even though we dont
get together often
knowing that you are
with me
is warming inside of
me for long
i understand newly.
your absence,
get out of being a
stucked pain into my
heart
(appeared)...

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My mother says that I'll never see. 
My father says that I'll never hear. 
My brother I'll never get higher than a C. 
My sister says I'll never tolerate beer. 
  Every day, my...

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I have a twisted mind
My heart is aching
One day soon I hope to find
The peace and serenity that I deserve
My relationship is so twisted
My mind is out of focus
I need to move on with my...

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