Long Disassembling Poems

My most troubling client
told me he died last night.

While this did not appear to be his somber case,
nor, sadly,
did my home office silently resound
like this was his actual historical peace,
I did conjure up sufficient energy
to...

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I've not been sleeping well
since early November,
about the time Donald Trump
was not just nominated by Republican Christian
White
Male Dominant
Evangelical Christians,
in some unholy alliance with
fundamentalist rabid Roman Right
to Define Which Lives Matter Most Catholics,
but actually elected their...

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11/22/21

This is sad, it makes me sigh
Why try to lie?
My guy I spy
That there's more to life
Than getting high
Wasting money and time
To change it, effort is what you must apply
Go ahead roll the dye
You might...

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4/24/24


I've played plenty
On my conscious life weighed heavy
I have to stay ready
Then aim steady
Obstacles I will face many
Can't give ground or let them take any
These snakes pesky
Often they petty
Life can get way deadly
One big crazy...

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- Junior piece of acephalus
       go to sleep !
      "If you do not do what I tell you,
      ...

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I never crossed forbidden lines
To find it all for naught.
I never strove and pressed so hard
And given all I've got.
I look so hard to find in you 
The only thing I see.
You fell so hard,...

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The only thing weirder than my mom, is the way she says her “r’s.” Growing up, every time she’d ask if I wanted a grilled cheese, I thought she said “girl cheese.” Wanting to retain...

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MY TESTIMONY

Darkness came upon me like a tsunami 
And Scorched away my smiles 
Pulling me through the shadows of death
Disassembling my tiles

I battled against myself 
Cuz I couldn't flee my fright 
Anger reigned over my...

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Darkness came upon me like a tsunami 
And Scorched away my smiles 
Pulling me through the shadows of death
Disassembling my tiles

I battled against myself 
Cuz I couldn't flee my fright 
Anger reigned over my voice...

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The mind craves for pleasures of flesh
Knowing pretty well they end in a flash
Yet the hankering does continue afresh
This is the reality difficult to digest; harsh.

The mysterious longing for something
Keeps always growing inside the being
Fulfilling...

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For years I've hugged a dream
Not a very lady-like one
But then again
Who said, I am a lady?
Not me!

I want a pile of rustic junk
A few bicycles
A perambulator
A pile of wood
Nails plus aged string
So that I...

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The drop of water
Natures only noise
Curiosity caught her
Had no other choice 

Hands, trembling
Flashing eyes
Integrity disassembling
Cave, stone skies

Man made, cracking pillars
Holds up uneven rock
The innocent are killers
Ringing sound, a mocking jay mock

Deeper she wades
Heart pounding harder
Light...

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my eyes see you
…my heart does not
intellect and memory
      say you are someone I love
grappling for my feelings
empty hands baldly stare back at me

scraps of myself
scattered to the wind
crows pluck...

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Attributes of a two faced double helix 
A ripple from a burst expanding bubble
The suction of a freshwater spring
To remain an unchained disassembling
Puppet on a string

A curvature mind on a philosophical swing
Tossed too hard towards...

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Nowhere is my place.
Escape evades my chase.
Shunned by lifes embrace.
Imbue with hindrance grace.

Consumed by peace I rot.
Exhume long hidden plot.
Solitude sought where it's not.
Accursed sanctum death forgot.

Self became a state of disassembling.
Formless integration of dismembering.
A...

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her notes do me justice
more than any other
caffeine injected soliloquy
consoling in consortium
no censure
to my beating inner pride

reserved
she sits upon my table
sentiments lavish behold
tapping out a bloody sky
seduction battled, blessed and bold

nearer arousal invests
she alone, as...

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