Convoluted

11/22/21 This is sad, it makes me sigh Why try to lie? My guy I spy That there's more to life Than getting high Wasting money and time To change it, effort is what you must apply Go ahead roll the dye You might be surprised from what you find Make the best of it, before it's goodbye Good and bad occurring in daylight and at night For a long time the heart sat on ice Eventually you got to make a sacrifice Do what's right, not follow bad advice Just about everything has a price But some things don't now isn't that nice Have you ever had sushi with black rice? No need to open up People still at each other's throats so much Is that a joke or what? Inaccurately computed Causing another relationship to be ruined As they continually feuded It was convoluted Being disputed Still too soon to be concluded Don't be stupid And feel so wounded You got to do better and get through it Spirit and energy boosted Approach rerouted In an area that is moonlit More than musing In a life that can be simple yet confusing Make the best of it, all of your choosing As a human Often I brooded Searching for meaning and cupid Don't care about a new trend Regardless of who says I got a message to send Getting pushed to the edge Tying up any loose ends Shoutout to my few friends This all gave me a true sense Of reality nearby a bamboo fence Can't let any nuisance Or jealousy Get the best of me Let it be Don't give in to the negative energy So they say allegedly Still marching to my own melody At times it was hell for me Or it turned out heavenly Incredibly It happened intentionally Or accidentally Of a similar or different pedigree Could soon be the end for me They wished the best for me Thought less of me Or hoped I'd wind up dead you see Always something impacting longevity Struggling and wrestling Continually questioning With thoughts and feelings that are unsettling No matter if they're meddling I'll leave them trembling Quickly disassembling Leading to the end of things Nothing else developing I'm first not no second string The whole nine including a wedding ring Regardless of there eventually being a reckoning