Confusion Health Poems

In the halls of my mind I walk as I ponder,
Over things that trouble me, big and small,
Over things that tear me asunder;
As though I...

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Vexed Nights 

Trapped in my own delusion,
Engulfing self induced contusions,
I imprudently cause self confusion,

Distance seems cruel to me
So I detach from what used to be,
Emotionally,
Physically,
Then...

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I deserve it at this point,
I see it coming every time.

I know your promises are hollow,
and your love riddled with lies.

I've stayed this long just...

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In the weeping crack of dawn, a battleground unfurls,
Reflected in the mirror’s gaze, a storm behind two girls
One, a wisp of tattered light, eyes shimmering...

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My nights are often restless,
My dreams are often broken. 
The tremors are often heard, 
Within words not often spoken.

I'm tossed about in silent motion,
Until I'm...

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Heart of Gold

A heart of gold
Will melt in the fervent heat
Of scorn…in the fires
Of pride, where greed is born.


A heart of lead
Will be Heavy with...

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To a new job, 5 days a week I go
Sigh. I wish my memory was not so slow
I get through most of the directions-- then...
I...

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On that July day of confusion and discord,
I entered the women's psychiatric ward.
A place I'd been in before,
receiving a calming shot in my buttocks
on the...

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Trapped in my space suit
Tied down to the launching pad
Terrorized by the rocket
Paralyzed to the surface
The cold surface of my skin
Basks in the judgmental sun

Strapped...

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A thought not yet realized 
Unearth, my cerebellum contorted in confusion 
A lack of comprehension 
The heart of iron melted at first hesitation 
Trembling with...

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I feel enraged
Stuck in this cage
The Black dog beside me
The pushing down
My mask isn't working 
I manage to frown

When I'm out on a social.
I afix...

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Broken sunshine falls on my face 
As I stand here in this lonely place 
But in this brokenness, 
I see The strength and resilience inside...

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My body is here, yet I'm not
My thoughts are lost in a distant thought
To a place that's dark and lonely
Where I'm safe from the world's...

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My initials are M F, of course, given by my parents. I don't use nicknames in any of my writings.

Maiden’s flimsy faking made mystique meaningless...

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Do you love me
Do I even care
Care enough to find out
Care because I should
Should I ask you
Should you respond
Respond to my question
Respond with the truth
Truth...

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