Angst Growth Poems

Sadness was silly when I was twenty-three
Masked with a drink whenever it bothered me
When  my head hits the pillow, it won’t leave me be...

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Figuratively speaking there is no departure from the physical craze of overturning abstinence, within the conscious act of drinking everything down In remarks toward gluttony...

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Happy to be here day by day
Wanting to be remembered so I can stay
Looking for answers to no avail
Seeking the truth like a starving whale
Feeling...

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Blazing guns have a way with the weight
of words, when you're caught in between
green fields of summer and thorns, 
Much of the soul follows 
the...

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Tides across another stone

Deepened 
Like 
water

A symbol of home

Fish
Or
Quarrel

Do I rest 
Within the habitat of thyown....

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Everything is boring these days.

Hugs and smiles are boring.

I’ve evolved.

It’s me, it’s always been me.

But now, there’s been a transformation.

I feel like saying that, and...

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Do you ever replay regrets,
Breathing in that cracked breath, 
Inhaling the last of your little secrets,
Never to suppose, this is not in fact, death.

Even outside,...

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Growing up I was small 
I constantly hit the wall 
I tried to be the best I could 
And always felt misunderstood 
I felt so...

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An empiricist gem,
cut many ways; lives
in my dangling essence,
draped over my soul.
The why— their hearts'
squeeze marks it up— 
while frisking for
a scar that's recent.

With the...

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I want to be left alone
alone and away from my thoughts
not the people around me
they don't bother me, I do
my mind bothers me
every minute incarnates...

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my sympathies aren’t born of grace
like in the way of the benevolent heiress who,
ever-so-delicately, extends cupped hands
to feed the twittering songbirds 
perched on her windowsill...

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Broken 
By lady Arabella 
Just like when  a mirror shatters and the pieces fall away
The  we deal with in life can get heavy...

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All are unworthy. Each if us fail we are weighed
In the balance, the plumb line is streched over
Our ways, we fall like fruit before the...

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You inserted the needle into my veins…
Now, I’m damaged goods that dry on
You sucked up my blood oh so insane
You deserted me by falling for...

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Shame and guilt sabotaged mine healthy growth...

and let yours truly not forget emasculation
that prickly emotional immobilization
whereby these lovely bones 
subject courtesy senescence 
upon cremation reduced...

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