Bittersweet, sorrowful, the air tonight tasted.
A gentle breeze swirled around and into me.
With each breath, I drank in the ambiance-
Fragrant, the autumn evening rushed me;
a smooth and potent red wine that
opened my disillusioned consciousness.
I surrendered my grief to the enchanted darkness.
My senses were dazzled and dizzied;
I couldn’t help but to drift away, freely,
under the guise of exaltation.
The strange panacean filled me up
unlike any concoction I’ve ever known.
When the candles burned out and the sun rose,
the night fully possessed me.
Intoxication metamorphosed my being;
with an ever vanishing respire,
I withdrew further into the shadows-
Inhaled, I fell into its misty rapture.
Exhaled, I became a part of the velum.
Categories:
dizzied, autumn, dark, death, grief,
Form: Dramatic Verse
We always do!
Well, maybe we shouldn't...
I cherish hugs from you!
Today, it just isn't prudent...
Forget what is on the news!
I'm dizzied, from the media spin...
We have the right to choose!
Arms embrace, sparkling within...
Don't allow such grievous stories
Rob us of love's simple glories!
Categories:
dizzied, abuse, america, fear, health,
Form: Rhyme
Longing in lowly light of longer days
by which a summer wilts paternal dreams
and browns the loitered heaves of yellow spring:
the budding void that stamps an empty swing
seen swaying golden locks ungated beams
my own Begotten streamed in greener dawn
where fussy forums for an April fawn
allay no muttered march on mother’s May.
Persistent blades unsheathe the sprawling grass
beneath the blue release of silver dew -
an inch overgrown, as inch shrouded cool
billows: arisen reeds from dizzied drool
showing flashes of reincarnation
cured by the rose (or purple carnation)
4/4/17
Categories:
dizzied, depression, father daughter,
Form: Sonnet
Her curves are rinsing their endless constellation
beneath hot rainfalls of white shower steam,
which is why I stand quiet, sinfully agape even
and willfully paralyzed by an ambrosia of slender echoes.
A drunken prize fighter, dazed by countless punches I spin
from the twirling parasol of her sexy, fitted hips-- when finally,
as the winds of lust muffle in her bath towel, she chuckles
her red-petal lips contour the silent words.. “I love you”
I'm hit by the crack of thunder that that stops everything
dizzied by the just-popped blossom that steals all the newborn light,
the kind that even moribund butterflies take drifting detours to see
before their wings lose all starlit desires to fly above the soil.
Here.. somehow.. in the question mark of my good fortune
she stands like a bouquet of lightning, catching, and natural.
Her light tips over a glass of my words, spilling incoherence everywhere
my senses scramble to pick up scattered bits of tongue-tied sweet talk
but I admit defeat, I admit hilarious defeat.
I turn ten shades of red, still-- after six years of marriage
I am the thorn-- she is the rose-- and together we make love.
August 23, 2016
Categories:
dizzied, flower, love, marriage, together,
Form: Free verse
He snatched me, cuddled me,
A straying lamb in the wild.
I peeked into his eyes; a flame danced.
I cupped my mouth, mumbled:
In love with me!
He pressed me to his heart;
Kissed my boney cheek.
I stink, don't I? My lips trembled.
He whispered: To clean you up,
My love; that's why I came.
My love ... Me! I began to shiver.
His face gleamed, You're mine.
I, a hostage! My eyes bulged.
I wriggled, tried to get off him;
His arms tightened, nestling me.
I wanted to cry, my voice vanished.
Giant eagle clutching a prey, he lifted.
We soared, I dizzied, the wild receding.
Still dazed, I clung, clenched my eyes
Till we punched through the clouds.
I peeped, looked around; dark cloud below,
The blue above. I squinted at him. You, saved me!
He smiled: I've searched for you!
Warm tears crawled down my cheeks.
© 2013 Celestine S. Ikwuamaesi
Categories:
dizzied, spiritual,
Form: Pastoral
Boredom after boredom
As the bitter contents of life unfold,
And mortals wind their way home
To mark the end of their earthly lease.
Turning and turning around the selfsame path
Through the predetermined arcs of fortune and fate,
Dizzied by the opium of struggle till the last of breath,
To answer unknown judgments, to face the incorruptible jury.
Who will the future foretell and inform mortals of their fate
And alleviate their confusion, and get things clear and straight.
Categories:
dizzied, life,
Form: Verse
He's been dizzied by the changes
through which night and day revolve,
His heart's been captured by conflicts
nobody dares to resolve.
Has looked upon that well lit path
which would lead him to the truth,
Yet lives amongst the shadows held
in a disappearing youth.
There are sins within his conscience
that he has never denied,
And sermons by much younger fools
are now harder to abide.
The winds of change seem to shift
much too fast for aging eyes,
Has chained himself to memories
on which his life now relies.
Has always wondered about love
though he's never felt its touch,
Can't recall a mother's embrace
or a young girl's awkward clutch.
There's no one in this old folks home
that can understand his pain,
And no one here can realize
what's coming with tonight's rain.
An broken wheelchair by the wall,
he sits lifeless in the seat,
One shotgun and two forty-fives
now lay silent at his feet.
At the end of the body count
they said they found thirty four,
Had he been twenty years more young,
might have got a whole lot more.
Categories:
dizzied, angst,
Form: Rhyme
Claps of thunder, growling sighs
Crackling light spears, ruptured skies
Dark bruised smudges, jostling clouds
Wanton weaving, angry shrouds.
Water effusions, driving rain
Flooded fields, congested drains
Forcible winds, quaking leaves
Bending branches, bowing trees.
Birds are silent, shy dogs hide
Children reach for sheltering sides
Fish dive deeply, spiders curl
Senses dizzied, fearful swirls.
Clouds are broken, grinning sun
Arching eyebrow, rainbow tongue
Storm is humbled, joyous sounds
Love runs rampart, peace abounds
Categories:
dizzied, nature,
Form: Couplet
from: "Me to You", by Alastair Reid
"...write me about the weather.
Perhaps
a letter across water,
something like this, but better,
would almost take us strangely
closer to home.
Write, and I'll come."
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Monterrey, Nuevo Leon
Dizzied by the whirl of crowds
On sidewalks, seen through windows --
Reflected in mirrored, columned walls --
I drink, I eat, I mull and fret, I yearn,
Little lulled by homely music
Softly playing beneath sonorous
Strains of Spanish
(Beautiful tongue, not yet my own,
But now not strange to me --
Not wholly foreign.)
I sneak sidelong glances, I peek, I stare.
I feign indifference:
A pseudo-cosmopolitan air.
I am quiet and excessively polite,
Not yet knowing how to be rude
In this still stiff idiom.
And, I am intensely lonely --
Hungry for a caressing, offhand phrase,
Only a stray familiar word, hardly heard,
Whispering all there is to say of home.
Categories:
dizzied, angst, depression, introspection, music,
Form: Free verse
CARNIVAL
Masquerade
Passing parade
Behind the faces –
What?
Dizzied bright
Synthetic light
Synthetic everything!
Robotics
The mystery
What you see?
Now!
Straight forward
You hip!
You hip!
You left right left!
Words can kill
Silence is telling
Behind the faces-
What?
Which one?
Which one has murdered someone?
Which unknown has been reborn ‘neath a star?
Masquerade.
Hundreds on parade
Carnival!
Categories:
dizzied, fantasy
Form: Narrative
Again I bend to kiss this blade
Then face the winds of Change in steadfast resolution
Whisperings of vows long made
Spin in dizzied revolution
Old and weary wrinkles fade
In face of coming restitution
Tis now my turn to face the night
and at long last to know what's right
Freedom's been a constant fight
Worth every dancing minute
To earn a living in it
Categories:
dizzied, life
Form: Ballad
Inside/Outside
Maze of life, Mirror of thought
Brain symbiosis on bureaucratic
Check the bank
The recognition dizzied, paralyzed
Come thunder to break the ice
Come harpoon to cut control
Bring spirit underground
Where echoed sounds still resound
Love reigns in wet drops
Love conquers all shields
Categories:
dizzied, angst
Form: I do not know?
You are always
Dancing dead on the inside.
Lots of drugs swimming with lots of alcohol,
Moving your feet to the beat you taste
But not the beat you feel.
You are always
Dancing dead on the inside
And beyond the point of feeling—
Comfortably numb from dizzied head to heart,
Laughing at dry jokes
To conceal the refuge of Indifference in your mind.
You are dancing dead
While I sit here, attentive,
Absorbing every blow
That comes from the mixing of your sweat
With the perfume of a compromised girl.
Dance dead.
Lift your feet just a little higher.
Stumble, intoxicated, from p.m. to a.m.
Crowd surf—
Anything is possible when you’re seeing double
Except for finding stable ground
When you are dancing dead
Everything embodies perfection
From the blaring speakers
To the garbage bag that becomes the saviour
Of the laundry on your floor—
You are always
Dancing dead in this shape shifting cave
Where shadows of the drunk and drugged
Flicker ominously on the rocky walls—
Where we never look behind us
To see the light.
Categories:
dizzied, recovery from...
Form: I do not know?
it's cooling my nape,
this damp collar
of my coat.
by neither water nor gale
i'm cast adrift,
set afloat.
the ocean swells in my mind,
my shrunken brain
starts to bloat.
dizzied by the toss and yaw
of my imaginary
boat!
Categories:
dizzied, health
Form: Tail-rhyme
aboriginal saintly crickets painted
in thier red dust bleached masquera
jump jubilently in the drygrass.
dark yellow paint chips erode away
on a lone steeple house.
they fall to the ground like scorched
pigments off of a dusty wrinkeled brow.
inside walking around on creeky floorboards
an array of bearded bright eyed bootstraped
men fellowship.
dizzied daylight creeks through an
old clanky fan on a window pane.
it harmonizes slowly with the
houses of the native holy sons
and daughters, who create an
original psalm.
Categories:
dizzied,
Form: I do not know?
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