Best Sadheart Poems
If only it was me who could win this race.
I stand so very proud with honor.
Along with you in my rightful place.
But I am but this man that you see.
Everything but him.
If only it was me.
A beggar ive become pride no longer does exist.
Counting seconds till my rejection.
With no escape still the foolish heart does resist.
For we are but children when it comes to soul.
Love leaves us blind.
Failure turns the heart as dark and bitter as a piece
of coal.
Head apon pillow waitting for what will be.
Tears from a helpless heart pour.
The mind becomes a prison as i curse if it
were me.
For if it were me I would make it all
right.
Castaway doubt.
Erase every empty night.
My arms are open empty they do remain.
Reflecting apon every word.
As slowly I go insane.
But i do not wish for the sadness
of being free.
Your love is endless passion that cast such warmth.
A fool cries to the wind if only it were me.
Alone for for now driffting apon the sea.
You stayed at the shore.
Cause you never found comfort in someone like me.
The sunset is empty when your alone.
Worthless is the kingdom.
When no one is willing to share the
throne.
I was your clown when in shadows I always
found a way to make your spirts lift.
Ive lost all since of direction.
Since you set me adrift.
Was it only a moment something I cold not see.
the heart bleeds still.
From this prison called a memory.
The storm doesnt effect me out here.
Its not death.
But isolation I fear.
The wind is my only friend the ocean my home.
Searching for that which I cannot have.
On this endless quest I roam.
Drawing a heart inside your hand as
through the sand you sift.
From the comfort of the shore I wonder
do you recall.
Are love you set adrift.
My heart is torn to pieces. Really, it's on
life support. So bad that it's aching and this
pain is getting worse.
How could you be so cold? You were once by my
side. How could you give up on us? Can you see
the tears I cry?
I guess now it doesn't matter. I guess it was
all a lie. I guess your word was not a bond.
Your word wasn't good as mine.
Maybe I can hold my head up. Maybe I shouldn't
take it that hard. Maybe this is a blessing in
disguise...I found out the person you truly are.
I was ready to give you the world, then here he
comes along. You fell for the words he told you.
You were mine, but now you're gone.
I could pretend with wishful thinking hoping you'll
come to your sense. But if you did how will I know
you'll only break my heart again?
I'll be alright, but as for now I don't want to face
the world. I can't put it in my mind that you are no
longer my girl.
One last hug
One last kiss
One last look upon your face.
Goodbye love
Goodbye hon
He has now taken my place.
Reflection in the mirror.
It couldn't be anymore clearer.
I look past this reflection.
Hidden behind the flesh.
A bloody mess.
Can you tell me something?
How can a heart still beat when it's beyond beaten?
I know I can't take this life for granted.
Can't waste a second.
What do you do when your lungs hurt to breathe?
What do you do when every day you wake up to grieve?
Finding solitude only in the form of an alcoholic beverage.
Drinking in this poison that illudes your mind.
Feeling worthless, just wanting to pass the time.
Look at yourself!
You're filling a void, an empty space.
Believing that this allusion in your mind will replace.
Everything you ever loved.
You're destroying yourself.
Nothing can take the place of what's left.
When will you realize that?
I know your heart has been broken.
I know you feel like your love has been stolen.
Looking in the mirror, a broken reflection.
Tired of the lies.
Are you dead or alive?
You're killing yourself everytime you take another drink.
So open your eyes and give yourself time to think.
Don't bury yourself in a constant state of hate.
Put the bottle down, before it's a second too late.
My heart is cold so empty so numb
For 21 years I've been so dumb
To honestly believe true love will last
Now my heart is broken as it lays in a cast
I can't feel I can't laugh I can't love
Only thing my heart can do is pump blood
He wants to fix things but it's much to late
Should have thought about that
Before you dealt me a full plate
He want to work things out but he just don't understand
I don't need him or is so called love to make me a woman
Throwing so many years away I just sit and stare
I gave up on his love I'm tired and I just don't care
Tired of being sad all of the time
Tired of lieing and saying I'm fine
Happily ever after HUM.. Imagine that
I fell out of love and I don't want it back
You took my love
And used it against me
You destroyed my heart
Or so you thought
Look were i am
Wishing you were there
Waiting like a solider
All the death they see
Ive hardend my soul and my heart
And waited out the storm
My heart isnt a toy for you
But you seem to think that
Look at who im with
Do you see a difrence
Or are they the same person
I will let you figure it out
Who to look at
I see a beautiful girl with a bad decition
Look inside yourself and see the changes
Do you love him or lie to make him feel good
Or do you love someone else
What heart have I to give to thee?
Each day my pain increases
Love is shattered like shards of glass
That's broken into pieces
Now love is stained forever more
I do not know desire
The flame that burned inside my soul
Is now a dying fire
Trust and hope has disappeared
I cannot believe your lies
My heart no longer beats the same
It sees your thin disguise
Your lungs inhale the poisoned truth
It lingers on your breath
The truth you tell is filled with pain
That caused commitment's death
What heart have I to give to thee?
It's now a blackened void
A heart that once was filled with love
Is now forever destroyed
You have sent me your elegant portrait
Saying it will fill the void in my life
Not realizing that it will further frustrate
And cut my heart like a blade of knife
I tried to talk to it, it wouldn’t answer
I tried to kiss it; its lips were cold like ice
Ignoring my frailty and heart’s seeded cancer
Its locks unfurl nor roses of cheeks entice
Your colors it wears nor ravishing perfume
It neither cheers nor languishing heart console
My love! Was it so difficult to presume!
An image only wasn’t my craving’s goal
Can an image respond to an earnest embrace?
Can it feel ones fondness, ones caress
My kisses don’t change the color of face
On my chest it doesn’t spread its tress
Its eager fingers do not comb my hair
It doesn’t seek the coziness of my arms
It comforts my anguish nor my despair
It doesn’t heal my afflictions; it only harms
I am craving for you, my love, not an image
Bird of life may seek freedom from body’s cage
To know how I feel
In that moment I cried
I doubt my heart
Is seeing the truth
My mind is now trying to rule
A wall is built I try and fight the demensions
My past has taught me
A silence of voice not heard
Its not true to yourself
A pain that I do not understand
I feel lost in no mans land
A smile that crowned my smile
Has gone I speak a thousand times in mind
The walls hear my thoughts
The floor holds my tiredness
A shadow sweeps across my dreams
My feelings were not counted
Just like the past was knocking at my door
Someone else that now says when and how and why
I run inside as I see what could now be
My heart could be torn inside to out
You do not even notice the effect on me
Like china broken I mend myself
We will see it to the end
As I know how I feel....
you cant help but feel to failure,
presence of nothingness fills your heart,
your subconscious mind turns into your enemy,
and the heart you stitched together has fallen back apart
your head is filled with memories, in which stab your present thought,
The smile on your face is artificial,
while the pain in your heart remains sought
stuck in this state of mind, its hard to let it go
you get high to seize the day, because on ground level,
your stuck at a low
She was left alone
Standing in the rain
Even though it’s not shown
She’s filled with nothing but pain.
He was supposed to be with her
They were supposed to have a date
He was going to propose to her
But he couldn’t escape his fate.
What’s she to do now?
He was her everything
To him, she made a vow
In her heart, he’s the only king.
He did everything for her
Not caring if their parents opposed
He just wants to be with her forever
To other girls, his heart is closed
Her life began because of him
She just realized life’s neither fair nor fun
How to go on without him?
what now that he's gone?
His memories started with her
But it ended in just a flash
What of now and forever?
He only left her heart a gash
They both loved each other deeply
What will happen now that they’re not together?
An obvious answer came to me
Juliet would immediately go after Romeo.?
As my heart feels the pain we’ve been through
~I cried
As my eyes remembered the way they looked at you
~They cried
As my mind reminisces on the good and bad times we have had
~It cried
As my soul misses your soul and my heart misses your heart
~ My Spirit cried
Knowing we will never be able to laugh together again…..I screamed
But knowing that you will never cry again….I laughed
NOTE: Even though you’re gone. I still have your goodness inside of me and that helps
me smile… Therefore, I laugh…
Forbidden to remember
Terrified to forget
She is bitten by September
As the rising sun sets
He sinks his teeth into her cold, lifeless flesh
As what is almost breaking is her very last breath
The agonizing fire courses angrily through her veins
She would do most anything to stop it, the anguish and the pain
She pleads for her death
They hear it in her cries
What has she ever done for this life to be lead?
The bitter truth and the bitter lies
Her steaming red blood is staining the floor
She struggles to keep her eyes even more
She tries to survive, she tries to be okay
But she won't be alive come the next day
The reason as why she is holding on is fading
The darkness is pulling her under, an undeniable waiting
Her fears don't consume her, it's the fire that is killing
She assumed that she was, but she truly wasn't willing
She thought she was stronger
She thought her heart could take it
But it won't be much longer
No, she is afraid she won't make it
Crimson red matters her hair
And what she cries out is a sin
All the others can do is stare
As she fights a battle she will most likely not win
Her breathing turns shallow
Her heart beat decreases
Her eyes are now hallow
Her heart beat seizes
She captured my heart for a blessed moment in time.
Everything seems new.
Now even words seem hollow as the lines to this rhyme.
Hands togather I held a chance at something so very true.
Strong are the arms.
That held on to all but you.
Such a strong appearence so many feeling I conceal
Please dont look into my eyes.
Cause my broken heart will reveal.
As the pain is a unending stress.
What is this agony
So many names is love none the less.
She takes my day.
every second she haunts my thoughts.
Keeping my heart from so very far away.
To understand anothers heart we can only guess.
call me a joke if you must.
But a lost soul craves love none the less.
I watch you from afar
Smiling at your friends
As they envelop you in warmth
While I stand in the frosty mist
You are the sun
I am the earth
Basking in your light
Never to touch you
If I could only reach you
The sweetest dream life would be
And never would I let go
But the dream never comes
A wall divides us
Built with stones of insecurity
Each time I get closer
Fear pulls me back
Your heart is also afraid
I wish to comfort it
To give you strength, life, love
To light your way
Your eyes turn to me
My mind races
You speak to me
My heart skips a beat
Muscles turn to stone
Mind turns to cloud
I mutter something back
We return to our futile dance
Closed eyes cannot hide you
Every minute reminds me of you
Never shall I know your heart
As I fear it has no room for mine