If Only It Was Me

If only it was me who could win this race.
I stand so very proud with honor.
Along with you in my rightful place.

But I am but this man that you see.
Everything  but  him.
If only it was me.

A beggar ive become pride no longer does exist.
Counting seconds till my rejection.
With no escape  still the foolish heart does resist.

For we are but children when it comes to soul.
Love leaves us blind.
Failure turns the heart as dark and bitter as a piece 
of coal.

Head apon pillow waitting for what will be.
Tears from a helpless heart pour.
 The mind becomes a prison as i curse if it
were me.

For if it were me I would make it all
right.
Castaway doubt.
Erase every empty night.

My arms are open empty they do remain.
Reflecting apon every word.
As slowly I go insane.

But i do not wish for the sadness 
of being free.
Your love  is endless passion that cast such warmth.
A fool cries to the wind if only it were me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Strand Avatar
September 26, 2009 at 8:19 AM
Like that last line John.Rgds Brian & thanks for your welcome comments today
Brown Avatar
September 26, 2009 at 7:06 AM
Thank you for sharing and giving us the pleasure of reading your splendid poetry today. Wishing you the best in your writing endeavors where ever they may lead you. Love, Carol
Devonshire Avatar
September 25, 2009 at 12:53 PM
You have such a beautiful heart, John. Surely, you are destined for a truer love, one who is more deserving. Beautifully written, straightforward and honest! Love, Carolyn
Loveless Avatar
September 25, 2009 at 9:56 AM
aww. oh my this is quite beautiful John. how many nights ive cried this into the wind myself. an old soul i am, with the eyes of a young woman. hugs john ~ rain
Chircop Avatar
September 25, 2009 at 9:51 AM
Heartfelt and sweet,a poem from my friend's soul--a favs--BEAUTIFUL--Charma
Nagy Avatar
September 25, 2009 at 5:03 AM
any comment would be so unfair for this poem :'( it couldn't be more perfect :) Noura
Kendrick Avatar
September 25, 2009 at 3:24 AM
Interesting thoughts put to pen. Keep writing. Sara
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