How I Feel.....

To know how I feel 
In that moment I cried
I doubt my heart 
Is seeing the truth
My mind is now trying to rule
A wall is built I try and fight the demensions
My past has taught me
A silence of voice not heard
Its not true to yourself
A pain that I do not understand 
I feel lost in no mans land
A smile that crowned my smile
Has gone I speak a thousand times in mind
The walls hear my thoughts 
The floor holds my tiredness
A shadow sweeps across my dreams
My feelings were not counted
Just like the past was knocking at my door
Someone else that now says when and how and why
I run inside as I see what could now be
My heart could be torn inside to out
You do not even notice the effect on me
Like china broken I mend myself
We will see it to the end
As I know how I feel....
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Fraser Avatar
August 12, 2010 at 1:17 AM
The reading of an empty soul looking for tomorrows goal. Tomorrows goal will surely come, as she falls into the arms of the one. Sad but touching piece Sarah >> James
Cobb Avatar
August 10, 2010 at 2:20 PM
as always you have a way of expressing emotion that draws the reader in word for word and line for line. dayby day you continue to grow as a poet my lady. enjoyed the read.
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August 10, 2010 at 1:05 PM
Lovely, but sad feelings enjoyed your poem Sarah,..p.d.
Rhinem Avatar
August 10, 2010 at 11:35 AM
~ Smile, "Beautiful Sarah" ~ I love this poem dear aside from its melancholy tone and, I find strength although again, amid hope, within the beauty of its final verse ~ Another fave; as they are starting to climb, to the pedestal where I believe they belong ~ "Completely Beautiful Sarah" ~ "My Love & Warmth, 'Deeply to You Dear,' Always & Forever," John!:) ~ Smile, let Us go view another of "Your Treasures" ~ ....
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August 10, 2010 at 11:24 AM
Smile ~ Before I com upon "This Captivating & Beautifully Gripping Poem" I wish "Your Beauty" to know that, henceforth, I am going to be a very loyal fan and admirer of "Your Beauties Verse Dear Sarah" and, every word "You" speak, will be "A Treasure" I am sure, to All whom shall read, and especially unto me....This poem is soo very amazing and, it just seems to wrap itself around one and, pull them deep inside of "'You;' So Beautiful!!!" ~ ....Cont:)
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