Best Neurology Poems
We each and all have, I suspect,
a felt awareness
that patriotism
risks degenerating into fascism,
as loyalty
risks bullying.
Isolating nationalism
self-righteously defending weaponized caste supremacy
and patriarchal privilege of one's State
moving toward fear-mongered isolationism
supporting competitive polarization
predative politicization
of "self-made" capitalism
Rather than appreciating our solidarity
as anthropocentric nations resting and wrestling
and co-investing
on interdependent continents
articulating green/blue loyalty
to the Gaia Hypothesis of Win+Win integrity
of self+other governance
And no less self-identified sacred State
of Father Sun
or organic Tribe
of Mother Earth,
avoiding dissociative incontinence
whenever possible.
Divided under the cities
streams mapping decisive
endings while toiling about
the beginning boldness
reaching for braising
characters galloping
amidst a certain angst
we’ve devoured nothingness
and opened the sky
with truth thrashing
tempers meaningful tools
craving an emptiness
above the continuous
Bayshore a quiet offering
pelicans landings sinking
yet surrounding the
jaded light house that
withered to soon exposing
only the dim lantern leaning
to one side still brightening
the rippling waves
Written by Yolanda Nicholsen
April 7th 2014
getting injections
for traumatic brain injury
Spectral light resounding arcs,
healing atheistic justice,
positively bow toward resonant
pantheistic patterned peace
and negatively bend
dissociating dissonant monotheistic trauma.
So too,
wealthy sounding polyphonic cadence
can feel drawn
toward deeply panentheistic
meaning-fullness
Despite no healthy polypathic narrative
widely polymathic democratic speed
of inspiraling light
and fractal-powered purpose
When justice shows up
I don't have to solve your world,
nor you resolve my mind
to body shows just cadence up
maybe isn't quite so marching down.
Just grow out capital His-story.
Throw out whatever wealth-eulogies we can find,
they'll never change our warring minds.
Justice grows unshout out
unpeace changing calm
wise-womanologies.
Peace flows up
Down deep
where old whores have discovered luck
of justice so blind she'll never He be
come slippery wet between our beats;
hungry peace flows out.
Just stand up.
Down sliding stairs of glaring need,
gliding prayers of blaring greed,
crying slayers of darkened creed,
slying players of slutty breed,
flying nayers of righteous steeds
Let just Us free
Earth's kosmic karmic bleed
Flow fueling
light speed rebounding spirals
associate bowing toward resonant
patterned persistent peace
unbendingly dissociate
disturbing dissonant pleas
resisting monotheistic trauma.
Bowing to the East,
a sacred obligation,
comforting
and curious forehead down
to kiss this humble ground
of ego's straight supremacy
Including fat white men
buttocks up
and yintegrity open to receive
To imagine Allah's horniest Tao
amid straightest men
together worshiping Earth's political ground
of cultural becoming
Imaging an invisible economic hand
to massage
message
market
sell and buy and rent,
pimp out and plug in
inspire and respire and expire
speak and listen healthy/pathology signs
and root sensory communication systems
dissociated from ****/oral pleasures
and distended
recessive YangProjectile envy
never prayed
For PatriTheist's great dualdark
win/win transeminal figuration
swelling,
then withdrawing paradise,
like breath
and surf
and in/ex-codependent biformation
Climaxing humane/divine's Allahmin Integrity
without straight male overprivileged impatience
and left brain dominant expression,
extending poly-symphonic power and pleasure
beauty light
multiculturing fertility
reflectively withheld from aggressive foreheads
Gone
To receive sacred manly grace
beyond mere mortal
health-wealthing sensory freedom
for capital-raising
praising
saving authentic co-empathic face
Of Divine cooperation
ecopolitically
polytheistically praying
for bountiful
beautiful protruding co-predation
Whole Open SexSystemic fetal
on man's reclining
enveloped in worshiping knees
made for yintegral male/femate
feral
fertile imagination
Five times per homo-sapient day,
whether he needs it
or wants Allah not
non-dualistic pole through hole
through depolarizing whole
neuro-systemic NonZero binomial
nonviolent SafeZones
For root-systemic health
tipping pointed prime chakra
root communication
in SacRed Hearted resilience
Polyculturing wealth
of metaphoric language choice
through humble worshiping grace face
effaced
Front and back proud male bodies
out and in erased
dominantly disgraced
Misplaced sacred temple
resurrection.
Health brings freedom to live
intentionally
resplendently
maturely
resonantly
integrally
regeneratively
compassionately
resiliently
kindly.
Freedom is personal,
but also social,
political
but also economic,
ecological
but also theological.
Health requires freedom from addiction
to beliefs:
Some people are born to rule
and own Earth,
while others are born to be serfs
and slaves,
laborers
and frightened/angry addicts.
Some people are born
to be born again,
while others are born
to be unredeemed,
idol worshipers,
poor,
sinners.
Some straight males are born to be White
Evangelical Supremacists,
while others are born
to be Other.
Some people are born to extract
from healthy Earth
as they choose to expand personal
and corporate materialistic "wealth".
Others are born to be entertained by,
and sometimes envious of,
these violent stories
of capitalistic rape
and plunder.
Multicultural dreams of inclusive democracy,
expanding throughout all cooperative economic strata,
encompassing all politically engaged genders,
all nations and tribes,
all positive energy systems
to regenerate a global health network
of wealthy freedom
for all interdependent creatures
globally here below,
and those who fly,
and revolve,
and generate light
power
energy,
These are ancient
indigenous dreams
of non-addicted trust,
non-dualistic Truth,
polycultural free-trade outcomes
for EarthDwellers,
EarthPatriots
EarthLovers
EarthSabbath Worshipers.
Regardless of age
gender
race
left-brain dominant enculturation,
colonizing violent history,
capitalism's win/lose supremacist games,
energy's zero-sum secularizing theology,
degenerative ecological fears
and angry
unfree
fossil fuel addiction,
consumer-driven overpopulation,
lack of freedom to sleep safely,
to live healthy outside
in familial communion
with Original Sacred EcoFeminist Earth,
etc.
The Dali Lama,
born to sainthood?
a view I doubt he would support,
says his religion is kindness.
Perhaps his spirituality
resonantly respects EarthMother's kindness
and unkindness--
much easier to do outside
than inside a dimly addictive
unfree temple.
There once was a math teacher
well-versed in singing
"We have many ways to learn."
Eyes
and ears,
Touch
and feelings,
Tastes
and smells
each looking for redundant
polypathic messages
from polyphonic Others.
The math teacher
was conservative
about over-generalizing
from her own deep learning experience.
She did not trust
in only her way
to find resolution,
theoretical
or musical,
to questions
paradoxically noted
predicting answers
and harmonic responses,
causes intending nonhypothetically resonant/dissonant effects,
trusted experience,
If "x" processes of seeing
and hearing,
touching
and feeling,
tasting
and smelling are followed
faithfully,
with good faith humor,
and good humored compassion,
then a consensual win/win responsive passion
predictably follows.
In reason's end,
two plus two quarter notes
will always equal
a measure of fractal four,
regardless of left brain dominant vision
or right brain prominent felt experience
touched and octavely sensed,
or untouched and ignored,
neglected,
non-emergent unconsciousness,
entropic,
apathetic,
non-empathic.
But,
ZeroZone plus ZeroZone,
like ZeroZone times ZeroZone,
always invites OneEarth Justice
for her students right brain prominent,
While Zero spatial-plus,
or temporal-times, Zero is,
at not-not best,
double-binding positive Zero freedom
for those left-brain prominent
who see more powerfully
than mentally hearing
and spirit-embodied feeling
sacred light of trust,
interdependence,
unity, not so much metric uniformity,
healthy democratic multicultural flow
naturally swaying left
and spiritually ebbing right
health/wealth bicameral values
Whether metric
or numerologically versed
or ecological
or theological
or musical
or social-psychological
or neurological
or politically empowering
or economic Win/Win enlightening
or compassionate communication theory
or restoring EarthJustice
or resilient Permaculture Design
with polyculturally robust answers,
outcomes,
resolutions,
nutritional designs
for self-care
ZeroZone resilience
Whether seen and heard,
or touched and felt,
or tasted and smelled,
or all of Earth's sacred Above.
But probably not today
will positive neurological compassion
express without win/lose capitalistic traces
expecting only win/win cooperative discussion
and deliberation
and bicameral discernment,
these eco-politically empowering hopes
non-violent communication investments
will restore EarthTribal Peace
Earth MatriarchalPeace
is also positive
sacred ecofeminist
green power
Doors to Perception
Revolving changing nutritious light
and nondualistic dark bicameral healthy memory
Restoring caretaking and caregiving EarthJustice
is also democratic grassroots inclusive energy,
positive and negative historic multiculturing/monocultural root systems.
Energy is
EmPowered Mass is
spatial place
and transportive time-power is political
whether involving the cooperative politics of a root system
or the more competitive politics of run-away monocultural
colonization by one species
against all polyculturing Other species,
cultures,
subclimates,
theocratic ecosystems,
Green Goddess YinRivers of Transport,
GrandMother Full/Empty MoonLight
SunLight ReSourced ReFlection.
Compassionate global win/win communication
light=energy=ecopolitical therapy opportunity
could restore health-optimizing EarthJustice,
multiculturally mediating EarthTribe Peace,
including GrandMother Moon,
both Full and Empty,
someday,
When good
is bad for nothing.
Restoring EarthJustice
is our sole soul-redemptive passion
Conveyed without win/lose competitive
capital-driven transactions,
exchanges,
disassociations,
cognitive/affective dissonance
Given over to cooperative co-investments
of compassionate win/win communication,
verbal and non-verbal,
spoken and listened-for
watched-for
incarnated
and reincarnated globally
Committed blue/green Interdependent
PostMillennial
Contextual
WholeEarth-Systemic Consciousness
Rooted in multigenerational
contextual intelligence multicultural
left/right-hemispheric tipping points
win/win co-arising dipolar
nature/spirit enthymematic,
polyvagally health systemic,
wealth resilient polypathic,
fractal double-binary audio-optic,
passionate communion polyphonic,
EarthPeace
ultra-nonviolent harmonic.
Growing up on God's impoverishing family farm,
he learned to hide his work
in tissues of unearthly privacy.
Regenerating in Earth's richly resonant nutrition,
she recovered her playful avocations
in ecosystemic response
to global over-grasping issues
of under-conscious
her/his-storied
positive domesticity
Over-privatized
so powers under-privileged;
personalized
so shy of compelling
retelling publicity
Earth camouflaged
democratically healthy ecopolitics,
co-empowering
co-operating
co-generating
co-laterally co-investing
co-systemic
ego/eco-analogical
co-passion.
Growing out on Earth's extending family farm,
he learned to share his playful work
with issues of unEarthly
inhumane
left-hemispheric primacy.
I would like to hear
with no urgent need to speak
and to respond
without reacting,
over-acting.
I would like to hear
your experience with faith and faithless communities,
theistic
and atheistic,
sacred
and secular believers
and unbelievers,
communal investment positive
and fear and anger
flight and fight negative,
healthy
and pathological,
resonant
and dissonant.
And I would like to hear the same
about political power experience,
partisan
and non-partisan,
green democratic
and libertarian republican,
militaristic
and more peacefully resonant
green new deal ecopolitical parties
and win/win games of cooperative discussion
and win/lose strategies of capital-headed competitions.
And I would like to share
our hopes and dreams
of future faith cooperative ownership
and empowerment party management
for public healthy climate resonance
and private wealthy resilience,
I would like to hear us sing
for our win/win democratic cooperative suppers,
expressed in liturgical dance,
unrepressed fire circles
impressing nature/spirit bicamerals
locally through globally contagious
listening cameras.
I would invite us to share
where we have been
and where we would like to journey together
for our own cooperative health
and climate resonance,
So our children
and grandchildren
and their children
will look lovingly back on us
gathered here this and future days
to claim their shared health inheritance,
"In their lunch space
and climate public residential time
of great unraveling,
They didn't just eat together,
they dined smart
and swallowed multicultural grace
until so full of wealthy health
they learned to sing and dance
to pray and play
to faith and power
our way
toward this very resilient
win/win
sacred/secular
right/left bilateral
warm accompaniment day
of dis-competing
non-violent interdependence."
Our children will benefit
from our social-psychological wealthy interdependent health,
of course,
but also political-economic binomial equity-investments,
polypathic and also not not polynomial balance
theological and ecological
great reweaving analogical,
metaphoric and polyphonic
20/20 listening.
At last,
we are angry with each other
coincidentally,
simultaneously,
which may be a coincidence,
but probably not;
Depending on active faith
in linear cause-effect relationships,
leftbrain dominant yang powers,
And/or
circular dipolar co-arising
co-passioned effective unpolarized relationship,
causes v effects = effective causal recycles
of rightbrain both/and recessive yintegrity.
Now,
at last,
we have set our synergetic communication stage
to test this ancient hypothesis
that two negatives
are equal to a potential positive co-passion,
as polynomials
may equal not not polynomials
Where positive
also equals leftbrain healthy
and rightbrain safe
And negative anger
equals leftbrain liberally
communication healthy
when rightbrain feels conservatively safe
Despite never considering this internal hypothesis
because of patriarchal
dualistic
win/lose capitalistic faith
in not not equivalent potential
for ego/ecosystemic win/wins
Despite respite death through life
ego/eco-recycles
repurposing timeless eternity
of unity
more flexibly equitable
than uniformity
of leftbrain thoughts
against rightbrain feelings.
The dopamine seductress
Invigorating your animal instinct
Revitalizing your susceptibility to pleasure
and inclination towards familiarity
It is the most diabolical influence
Acting with no regard for psychological longevity
Torturing the pathways into surrendering
to an influx of degenerative saturation
Fulfillment falters
and self actualization settles prematurely
As the mind disintegrates
before it reaches the point of becoming whole
Am I safe?
Do I matter?
Are we safe?
Do we matter?
Am I sustainably healthy?
Do I resonantly matter enough?
to survive win/lose evolutionary assumptions
about history,
to thrive within win/win multicultural wealth.
According to the amygdala center
of our Default Mode Network
bicameral in/ex-formation processor,
"Am I safe?"
we originally ask of EarthMother womb,
While "Do I matter enough to survive?"
MotherEarth asks of still individuating me/we.
Climate and multicultural trends
premillennially presumed to answer "Yes!"
to both questions
optimistically predicting win/lose evolution
would lead,
through MotherEarth's manifestly destined reach,
toward win/win Alpha/Omega Tipping Point Balance,
ZeroParadise organic zones
of multicultural design
for enriched polyculturing global outcomes.
But,
in this post-millennial Time,
Whose mighty Yang Amygdala
does not answer these same questions
with a crippling and troubling,
dissonant "No!"?
I am not safe
from inhumane mortality of life,
for cooperatively interdependent species,
for survivable Earth history
for continuing communication,
for complexly organized organic relationship.
Do I matter?
to survival history of Earth,
to thrival win/win multicultural economies
regenerationally reborn by EarthMothers
of all colors
and stripes
and spots
haired and furred,
wooled and feathered,
shelled and fish-scaled.
Are we safe?
How deeply
and extensively
do we matter
to Earth's living history?
to GaiaEarth's healthy multicultural outcomes
and incomes,
divestments and investments,
detachments and attachments,
degenerations and regenerations,
entropy and energy?
Why are we safe/not safe?
How do we matter/not matter?
What is the historic significance of communication;
the multicultural transcendence of relationship?
Why are we health
communicating?
How do we widely
and deeply wealth
rooted relationships?
1 universal prime relationship
lives within win/win grace
0-whole open
integral space
Sufficient for unitarian ecofeminist minds
spiraling
revolving circles of ZeroZone
highest and empowering best
enlightened ego/eco-memory,
left/right hemispheres
bicamerally balancing
equivalently interdependent reMEMEory,
Depolarizing bilateral co-arisings
DNA multiculturally recombining
Yang/Yin co-passionate CoCreation Stories
of divinely energetic
polynomially universal abstractions,
with polyphonically harmonic good health intentions,
polypathic multiculturing progressions,
polyvagal neural systems
+Yang/+Yintegrity
+/-
(-,-) = +
Where numerative Yang
embraces our chosen ZeroZone
and Yintegral dualdark denominative
re-mattered GoldenRules
for and of and with each Other
Nocturnal Shadow absence
of privileged bright white light Chosen
integrity of translucent
transparent
bilateral temporal Powers
of health/wealth ZeroZone
insight
incites timeless In/ExFlowation.
A natural/spiritual,
multicultural,
bicameral dialogue
develops a healthy cognitive/affective individual,
So too,
development of a metaphysical system,
is, through diverse seasons,
creative
and re-creative
and pre-creative
and un-creative
and not un-creative
in-between synthesis
Of physical facts
and metaphysical feelings
out of which a new contagious
robust
resonant
resilient paradigm
Emerges
merges
re-emerges
pre-merges
un-merges
not un-merges
democratically organic
holistically in-between interdependence
and equitable independence.
Universal principles
and ego/ecosystemic
nondualistic unitarian understandings
organically develop
within each ego/eco bilaterally healthy system,
whereby resilient networks of communication
undergo continuous co-acclimation,
physical and metaphysical,
natural life territory
and spiritual wound healing maps,
self/other revising
refining
changing definitions,
double-binding pan-transformations,
holistic communions.
Like a democratic intended constitution,
or multicultural health,
or equitable
and wealthy robust climate
of truth and safe beauty,
Any polyphonically resonant thought/felt system
becomes resiliently health-wealthy
only in its co-relational
interdependent dipolar co-arising entirety.
Ego/eco-systemic prime indigenous learning
provides a win/win therapeutic-historic way
of perceiving ego-centering
polyculturally communing persons
with bicameral balancing curiosity
And this deep integrity learning
graces natural/spiritual
open whole systemic climates
of bilaterally transformative
natural health/spiritual wealth
green cooperative wisdom
Co-arising natural civil health,
robust
non-violent communication,
with spiritual
metaphysical wealth
of non-violent communion.