Best Lost Lovepain Poems
I still feel my life like sand through your fingers
Falling in the winds swish and rumble of the world
And in every grain of my being lingers
Still the roar of pain in the silence where I am hurled
Sand is in my eye, Each grain a different memory
Salt the tears I cry, Each pain a different history
I dreamed of you all my life, and desired that you yield
Only long enough for me to yield my all to you
But just when love rose like a Babel me, I could not seal
Your faith in simple truth, nor pride my care renew
We were as broken as a tide
Each drift of separation became more wide
Ah, but it was not you nor I at fault for fear but us
For in all the time we loved before we came to this
With only a fragment of the self and full of old dust
And broken in the place where life stores its bliss
Today I think, would I have given all before
To sit on sand and watch us united as we soar
You rushed me into it, and there my weakness began
For somehow I see in soaring birds also a dance
And every dance is perfect when led by the man.
And shall I learn again to be strong now, and find my chance
Sand is in my eye, each grain a different memory
Salt the tears I cry, each pain a different history.
In the darkness there are places
That no one's ever seen
Guarded by a wicked one
A kind of devilish fiend
He rejoices over heartaches
And revels in our cries
He causes pain I can't explain
With love as his disguise
He catches all our teardrops
And brews them into tea
He drinks it with our broken dreams
That keep him company
He mocks us when we cannot sleep
In dark and lonely places
He reminds us of the love we lost
And shows us all their faces
Wayward hope become his teeth
To chew our broken smiles
He decorates his domicile
With all our pain filled files
In the darkness there are places
You will never wanna see
Guarded by a wicked one
Known as "Misery"
I awaken to a new day once more
The loneliness still tears my world apart
Summer days spent walking along the shore
There is a constant pain inside my heart
A solemn sunrise, just another day
Memories take me to another time
The anguish I feel never goes away
Each day is another mountain I climb
My arms reach out in the still of the night
When I wake I’ll find them empty again
I long for those days when it all was right
I feel my tears as I remember when
Emptiness as I face each tomorrow
A solemn sunrise brings pain and sorrow.
It was a tear to fill an ocean,
just one, crystal clear,
contained the pain of yester year,
the weight of all the lies.
Just one, crystal clear,
that tear, clutched all I’ve ever feared;
the weight of all the lies.
Very small in size, but yet,
that tear, clutched all I’ve ever feared
contained the pain of yester year,
very small in size, but yet,
it was a tear to fill an ocean.
It burns like it’s the fire in Hell,
It hurt’s as my soul wept..!!
The hurt brings me the pain unknown;
As I live with a wounded soul..!!
Hate, such a dark feeling,
Yet, can’t help but feel..!!
Bad of other’s is not what I want..;
Yet, can’t stop my mind from wishing..!!
Ma heart works hard to fight..;
Yet, can’t win over the hate that grows within..!!
Hate, such a dark feeling,
Yet, can’t help but feel..!!
Forgiveness, is what’s right,
Yet, can’t forget that pain..!!
Betrayed is worse than being killed,
Yet, can’t die & am forced to live..!!
Shame, is all the past brings..;
Along with the tears for my hearts plight..!!
Forgiveness, is what’s right,
Yet, can’t forget that pain..!!
It burns like it’s the fire in Hell,
It hurt’s as my soul wept..!!
The pain brings me the pain unknown;
As I live with a wounded soul..!!
Form:
Her body was a wonderland for him to explore
Because he could and because she gave it all
He had tasted this before and now he finds it hard to stop
Life’s most exotic desire
he craves it like a malnourished child. she pops,
His ecstasy, she wanted love and they made it
In his car and in a sea of blankets, the sea parted
Like Jesus and the miracle
They never stopped exploring, learning, trying
Feb 14th they played harder , she offered him more than he asked
Fulfilled dreams and fantasies,
While She lay waiting in the promises and Her unknown pain
The pain was unknown to Her yet She knew
But She held on to the faith, in the belief
That this was something special
For Her and for Him
But She waited at the corner of His house, in the cold
The wind cutting Her, deep slashes across Her eyes so that She wouldn’t see
For they had love to share, to embrace
Love that She felt for the first time, Her heart had weakened and wanted to be looked after
But it ended, Her pain continued, and like a cycle He returned
This time the promises felt real, the love felt true, and the bond was growing
But the night was misty and it stayed like that for very long time.
The black cloud followed Her everywhere but She was not aware
Not aware that the storm was going to fall and Her tempest would awaken.
That the curtains had not changed and the show still continued.
The sheets on which She held on to him stroking His hair, telling Him of Her love
he used it unlawfully and through the night
A sweaty tangle of sheets
she begged for more
And so one day Her and His Destructed. Her life was taken for granted
Her love was toyed with, Her trust destroyed and Her pain became known
Her inner pain She avoided, surfaced and took Her breath away
She doesn’t walk away but watches Him walk away from Her.
She will never know the full truth, the mist is not yet close to clearing up
But She continues on suffocating and burning
Waiting impatiently for the day She can breathe and let go.
God Save Her Soul. It Cries.
Form:
my heart aches for you
trying to burst out
the more i think
the more my chest hurts
screaming your name inside
it fills with pain to cry
cant you hear me
as i step slowly behind
following, so i can realize
the mistake i have done to you
the harm that causes
you to become weak
to the point where your tears
are like rain drops slowly
it comes down
so much that it turns cold
i have made you into
another person
i'm sorry, i'm sorry
i want to wisper to you
over and over
i love you
to the point where
i want you to be with me
i love you
to the point where
i want you to love me back
i cant help it if i wish to
stay asleep in my dream
where theres no demon
to break us apart
no stupid talk about us
all i want is for them to leave us alone
the pain screaming not at you
but at those idiots, thinking they know
when the story didnt even end
i'm going crazy isnt that enough
i'm standing here, not on my knees, not yet
but still beggin people to leave us alone
let us run the story
let us love each other like
how it was like how it should
let us, just let us, please?
Form:
A part of me has vanished
without you in my life
The pain that ive experienced
with all the sleepless nights
Hope that once was
has been buried deep within my soul
The life I once thought I was guiding
has somehow lost all control
To say I'm weakened would be an understatement
crushed has a better appeal
They say you haven't begun living til your heart breaks
I guess now my life is real
The irony makes me wonder
Is love what we really seek?
Or do we constantly hurt one another
while pain envelopes the meek
Pearl
The pearl is precedence
A quiet resting creature who but deigns to live and die
When life inserts hard measure
Surrounds with gentle folds
And turns its pain to treasure
But lesson more than learning
That time alone will show
Already tells me nothing
Ah pearl, I do not already know
This tiny hurt of love was left, so like a grain of sand
When last she made to go
Time graced my heart to understand
Ah pearl, I know
I know
Emptiness would rest
Without that grain of hurt
So 'round its pain I grow
'till hard layered shell disguise the thing
Ah pearl, I know
I know
Oyster-man lie quiet
There's nothing left to do
Save gently rock in a sea of time
And grow 'round the grain of love she left in you
Encase it in a luster of multicolored hue
Mixed of tear and hope and memories
Of when your love, loved you
Hard over hard, and slow
'tis not an easy shell to grow
when years of time have rolled by thee
if some forsaken scientist from curiosity
Should wonder at your core
And crush your opalescent majesty
From vain wanting to know more
Perhaps in wonder he would see
That tiny grain of sand that hurt you so
it caused a thousand-layered soul to cover it
and brought beauty borne of pain that it might never show
But I would not have to open you see what made you grow-
Ah, precious hearted pearl
I know,
I know.
I feel nothing
I am numb inside
My heart has been broken
I am at a loss
There is nothing left
The pain overtook the joy I once felt
A destructive behavior tore apart my very hope
I have no choice then to give up
And not look back
My veins are broken and misplaced
I have absolutely no place of comfort
No safe haven
I have chains that shackle my feet and keep me grounded
Where I am pulled and tortured
For you brought the pain and left me to the shame in this game you played.
Silence amplifies, increasing the void in my life.
Iambic pain, is the rhythm of my broken heart.
Day after day, I remember your infectious smile.
Eventually, I’ll forget the pain of losing you.
Eagerness still dwells in my soul, though I’m
Feeling impatient of living this miserable way.
Facing the world without your love,
Experiencing the pain of lovers past,
Cradled to the only memories of happiness,
Thinking of the times we shared, I’m plagued with the
Side effects of loving you.
The breath I breathe, is cold against my skin,
The teardrops roll onto my cheeks, and fall off my chin.
How long will it last? The pain inside my chest,
How much will it take, even if I try my best?
The hole in my heart, just won't sew up,
I'm afraid if i try, the pain will go up.
I've been fighting these emotions much too long,
And in the end, they turn out to be just too strong.
Love will never find me, and I'll never find it,
I should probably just stop, give up, and quit.
But, still, there I go, not ready to be killed,
And always end up, that hole unfulfilled.
The time we shared ended far too soon my heart capsized and lost with out you like a ship
drowning in the sea living life with out you the waves cascade over my dead soul floating lost
and lonely with out you waves of pain crash in drowning me whole seas of tears begin to
flow constantly drowning in the sea of lifes sorrow swallowing the pain trying to just stay
afloat losing hope sinking fast gasping for air trying just to care if the current pulls me under
in the sea of lifes sorrow
Form:
I must tell you something
You always know how to make my day
When I see your smile...I grin
When I hear your laugh...I laugh
When I feel your hugs....I know they are filled with love
When I hear your voice...I fill up with butterflies
When I see you look at me...I can only make eye contact for less then a second before
the pain returns
It makes me sad that we aren't each others...
When I see you unhappy...I want to do anything to make you happy once again
When I hear you cry...I cry
When your in pain..I know I did something to cause the pain
When I hear your voice...I fill with sadness
When I see you look at me...I can only make eye contact for less then a second before
the pain returns
I guess what I'm trying to get at is that I need you and want you in my life from here on
out!
After today I hope when I see you I don't fill pain but with butterflies
I love you...my lil monster :(
Sadness & Sorrow.
Regret & Shame
Loneliness & Pain
Feelings that run deep.
Emotions that overcome.
Tears in my eyes.
Fear in my heart,
For the one that I love is far from my touch.
I am to blame.
I will live with the shame.
The hurt & pain I caused runs deep.
Minute by minute, day by day
I can only try to absorb the hurt & pain away.