Best Lost Lovecare Poems
Sometimes when I look in your eyes
I feel a sadness in you
It makes me full of guilt
Because I know we both know
I want you to stay with me
Spent the time together
I want you to talk to me when I want to
But not forever
I want to care of you a little bit
I want you to care of me
But, I want us to stay far from eachother
That's the best way to be
Isn't it a kind of love?!
I love you but not as a lover
I wish to keep it this way
Without changing like a weather
you don't want to leave myside
And, I don't want to make you cry
So, please don't fall in love
You know the reason, So don't ask why
I have always wanted somebody to care for me
I have always wanted somebody to love me
I have always wanted somebody to hold me tight
I have always wanted somebody to show me the light
He has found
He is taking care of me yet he is holding my hand
He is giving me his love, he is giving me his soul
He is showing me reality, i can see it all
But still, I'm not happy, I' am not satisfied
I'm a little anxious, No, I'm totally terrified
This is not what i wanted it to be
This is just not me
I thought i could love back
I thought i could at least like
But,
when i was loved, i was troubled
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No more pain for you as you're lain
to rest in heaven. No worries,
though you'll always be on my mind
as I'm walking in the rain.
I'll still be waving in the wind
at you from the docking of
the boat we sailed in one
moonlit night way up high.
Oh what a sight of a crystal beeded
lake. We had no clue we were so close
to heaven, That we were going to get
in each others arms at that moment
without a care of your brothers.
Nor we did not care to share that moment
with a single soul,But we knew we had to
tear ourselves away so we could mingle
like the rest for we know that
would be rude but if we only knew
that Heaven wanted you more, We would
have never torn our gaze off of our moment
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something changed
you dont look at me like you use to
we barely talk
we barely speak
something changed
when you look at
me in the eyes you don't see the sparkle in my eyes
something changed
you dont hear a word i say
do you even care that i am living ... breathing
you don't kiss me like you use to
something changed
you dont call me babe
something changed
you dont claim me as yours
something changed
i used to be your friend your lover
something changed
you dont care if i come home late
something changed
i used to love when you touched me
i used to love when you held me
i used to love when you shielded me
i used to love when you loved me
i used to care
but then you changed
you used to care to
that's when it started
the hitting
the screaming
you used to love me
you used to protect me
you used to heal me
but after a while
you did the opposite
i didn't want to hurt anymore
i didn't care
i wanted to get away
i had to try
so i ended it
i feel so much better
me and you went our separate ways
but i still want you
i never wanted you to leave
i never said goodbye
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YOUR TEARS GIVE ME POWER JUST AS WELL IS YOUR VOICE WHEN YOU SPEAK
LET,S ME NO YOU ARE VERY WEAK
CRY THAT,S WHAT I WANT YOU TO DO
I DONT CARE I DONT LOVE YOU
YOU PUT YOURSELF IN THIS PLACE
SO TAKE THAT FROWN OFF YOUR FACE
I REALLY DONT CARE I DID,NT DO IT
I HAVE A WIFE AND YOU NEW IT
HOW COULD YOU LOVE ME I WILL NEVER BE WITH YOU
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE LIKE I ASKED YOU TO
I,M SORRY IF YOU THINK I,M WRONG
PLEASE FIND SOMEONE ELSE AND MOVE ON
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If I was to die tomorrow, would you care?
If I were to tell you every secret I have, would you care?
If I gave you everything you ever wanted, would you care?
If I told you I love you every second of everyday, would you care?
If I was to die tomorrow, would you care?
I would do anything just to get you to care about me for even a few minutes.
I would hold you and never let go.
I would tell you how much I love you everyday.
I would give you the world.
I would take a bullet for you, just so you would care about me as I was taking my last
breath....
Hesitation,
I could hear her thinking,
temptation,
her eyes blinking,
in my bedroom I stayed,
in a coma, but not in pain,
she took care of my needs and never complained,
but now I sense an empty shame,
I feel she has gone insane,
she was young
and couldn’t take it anymore,
so she silently closed the door.
She pushed up her sleeves,
tired and she will no longer grieve,
then she thought about the weeping willow,
outside our bedroom,
she shook that thought away and grabbed the pillow,
because in my death her life would bloom,
my life dangling,
her mind abstractedly flipped,
now she’s convinced of strangling,
she unloaded,
my mind imploded,
she was tired of taking care of me,
she was young anyone could see,
I was in a coma, she was now convicted,
her story conflicted,
I did not choose to live,
I did not choose to die,
but honey, in my heart I forgive...
I can't love nobody until I love myself.
So I let a "good thing" go.
Is that selfish? Is it good.? Because I'm really confused.
I've never had this problem before.
But I guess I never had a chance anyway,
so why am I worried.
I can't miss something that I didn't have, right?
So why am I crying?
Why does this hurt me this much?
Why now, when I should care less?
I didn't care when I was losing that "good thing"?
So why now? It hurts so bad.
I don't like this feeling at all!
It's painful, it's empty, full of hopelessness.
But I still ask why now?
Why does it hurt me to even think about it?
I let that "good thing" go, I just let it leave me,
I didn't even put up a fight.. Why is my love so complicated?
Why do I love that "good thing" with all my heart but I just let it go.
Watched it leave me slowly and didn't try to stop it.
So I ask why now do I care.? It's gone now, I can't get it back.
But I didn't have it, so why am I hurting?
I can't miss something I didn't have!!!
Or did I have it but didn't notice??
Because I loved but didn't show it,
I could of had it but didn't get it,
so why does it hurts??
Because I loved but wasn't loved back.
No it was because I was afraid of rejection.
Afraid of love.
My love is too deep to be given, to have, to love.
That's why I hurt so bad,
because of what I could of had is gone because I was scared,
terrified of the fact that I, Jazzmine Ja'Vonn Porter, was in love.
For the first time.
But I just couldn't take the dreams,
I would have of that "good thing".
They were too much for me to handle!
I didn't have the time to love, think, talk,
or dream of that "good thing".
So I let it go.? Does that make any sense?
I had opportunities,
but I just turned them down for no reason.
I loved that "good thing". But let it go.
What's wrong with me?
It's gone now, I have no more chances,
I can't get it back, It's beyond late to do anything..
Birkdale Village
Spring time
Drunken nights, sleepless days, rides
to nowhere
A time I don't recall,
thanks girls for taking care of me
Racing naked into the pool, underneath the moon.
Stars lit up the clear, calm, night air.
Footprints in the sand,
lending me your hand.
Reach out and touch something,
feel something.
Thanks again for taking care of me
Just a walk away from the love tree,
sat me (the poet) and you (my lover)
A forbidden romance, fueled by our
burning desire for one another.
We were having to much fun to put
out the fire.
Our magical seven month affair.
We broke through the window
Yeah, we knocked on the door
but, our love would not answer
anymore.
So, my fair child
let go, go wild
It's now summer and it's
getting warm
We no longer have each other to hold.
I will always love you
until we meet in the next life,
Goodbye,
I had fun.
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You got me close just to rip me apart
You didn’t care that you messed with my heart
Betrayed me in ways that only evil could do,
You didn’t care as long as it satisfied you.
You let me build up all the love and trust,
So I felt putting you first was definitely a must.
I gave up everything to make you mine,
I didn’t have a clue what I was about to find.
I met you online over a year ago,
Everything seemed perfect because I didn’t know.
That you were lying to me all along,
You weren’t who you said you were, I got it all wrong.
Older, different, illegal crime
Why couldn’t I see this, after all that time?
Everything I did and everything I said,
Then everything you said.. None of it was meant..
Just an act to lead me astray,
Just all staged to get your own way.
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I want you
I know I have to wait
But god it's killing me
I keep thinking though
What is it that you care about?
I know you say you care
Nevertheless,
I just do not know what to think
I want to believe you,
But you have to understand
I’ve been hurt before
and cannot bare it again
Even if you do not feel as I do
It will not change the plans
I just need to know
What I am getting into
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