Best Inner Turmoil Poems

It is not fair, it is not just,
That you have things that I don't!

Do I suffer with envy and jealousy,
Coiling like a noose in my chest?

Or do I strive to improve myself?
Or do I accept you as you are,
Or love me for who I am?

Should...

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Quite disdainful I due regret to be punished within one's own mind,
The silence of the screaming,
The happiness its loathing,
Each one hitting you at the same time.
And i cant quite believe how i ordinary i can seem,
When im dying on the inside.
I used to let such...

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"Explosions of Inner Turmoil"

In depths of shadows, a tempest stirs,
A raging storm, frustration curse.
Life's intricate maze, puzzling strife,
I will pour my heart out in this bombastic life.

Oh, wretched world, my spirit foe,
Why dost thou mock me with relentless blow?
With bellowing thunder, my dreams shake,
Frustration fire,...

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 I watch closer
as it's a hard time to feel lonely
I come back to a bad home 
that smells rot
I smile as if nothing happened
like the voices weren't raised
like snide remarks weren't heard
like it's all forgotten.
I struggle through the pressure of consumption
I am caught in...

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I cry so loud, yet you never hear me weeping
I stand so tall, though I feel like falling down
I must go on though, life is so worth keeping
As tears now gather, could make a person drown

My existence questioned, seldom ever answered
My thoughts then turn to...

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Why is it so hard? I wonder,
To have myself figured out.
Me, whom i have known about
Just well, since forever.
And if i cant do it myself
Then how can i blame another?
Who is also just a self
Not very unlike any other
Who has his own worries,
Troubling pasts and...

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When you look at your reflection in a mirror, what do you see?
I see a failure, and that failure is me.

I feel like I’m stuck yet I pace up and down.
My face is etched with a worrying frown.

The problem is I tend to fester and...

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.Past the estrangements
Witnessing profuse isolation
Fidgety deep the listless eyes
Conjures up hallucinations
Suffering the incagement
Dreams of touching the skies
Tainted sphere
Smothering her hopes
She breathes in poisoned air
Much like gloomy saprobes
Mistful lashes
Memory on flashes
Fabricated smile
Loaded on heart so fragile
Fails to hide the bedlam
Regret clustered in lump
Can't help but succumb
Yet...

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Heart, what do you want?
Is it in front?

Uttering those whispers,
You show me hopes of glimmers.

Heart, are you confused?
While my soul is used.
But you, be at ease.
As the divine will show you peace.

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Shadows are flying in my head.
Emotions are lost .
Darkness is running allover,thou life is a mystery.
Deeply I feel sad, deeply I feel happy, asking why life is worthless.

I can feel anger brewing inside my heart.
Periodically hateness is installed in my heart.
My emotions are lost in...

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