Inner Turmoil

Why is it so hard? I wonder, To have myself figured out. Me, whom i have known about Just well, since forever. And if i cant do it myself Then how can i blame another? Who is also just a self Not very unlike any other Who has his own worries, Troubling pasts and memories. What would Christ do, I wonder, If He was in my stead? He would just entirely surrender It all, i guess to His Father. I don't know why i falter And i don't know why i'm bitter But i know God wants us to be helpers Of ourselves and one another To uplift spiritually, each other And get through storms together. So i'm just going to surrender All my worries and sorrows And wait patiently as this ember Slowly illuminates my tomorrows.