Best Deathlove Poems
Counting down the days until i die
on this bed of thorns and nail
i will forever cry.
in life you won't see me try to patch
up all this pain.
hatred mends the holes in my heart
hold on you haven't heard the best part.
i will burn myself upon the stake.
oh yes, such a heavenly trait
to hate to love and love to hate.
it's tearing me to pieces.
'Twas her erotic branch,
And soft seductive
leaves,
That caused my veins to
bleed and branch,
Outside of cotton
sleeves
'Twas I in love with lust?
Or lust in love with me?
It was her heart I could
not trust,
Yet her...I would marry
Not use to love I cried,
A river of a well,
While sacrificing all my
pride,
To hear the harps of
hell
'Twas her erotic branch,
And soft seductive
leaves,
That caused my veins to
bleed and branch,
Outside of cotton
sleeves
It was November 04, when daddy closed his eyes
I was so confused i just couldnt figure out why
You promise you would be there for prom and graduation
But that was four years before the celebration
I know you are in a better place having fun
Just dont forget about your two girls and son
I love you daddy for ever
I wouldnt trade you never
I often sit and think about if you were here
How much fun would we all share
But our heavenly farther knows best
An he have something better for you and the rest
Coming from your baby girl
I love you dad my favorite man in the world
Just an hour more,
and my life will be ended.
Just 3600 seconds left...
for my breath to be suspended.
Someone take my parents away,
eternal is their love for me.
My death would tear them apart,
their hearts will sink, if dead they see me.
Someone ask me,
what my last wish was?
Someone ask me ,
what i crave for?
I want my love next to me,
sitting besides, holding my hands.
The last wreath of love placed by him,
making my funeral a grand
Can someone please,
let my friends know i'm gone.
Please tell them once i'm dead,
always to be happy, never to frown.
This last hour would pass soon,
but i want my memories to remain.
Just bring a smile on your faces,
whenever you hear my name :)
The valiant struggle is o'er, the billowing smoke has dissipated.
The clash of steel is a horrid memory for those who participated.
Weary soldiers muster, the Captain says, "Boys, you've made me proud!"
But when the roll was called, a comrade was missing from the crowd.
Hark, a sobbing moan is heard from the recent field of strife.
Alas, life is ebbing from a buddy who is nearing eternal life.
His closest friend holds his hand and clasps him to his breast.
Quietly say, "Brother, God knows you did your very best!"
The silent group tenderly carries him to a place for repose.
Dreaded duty tho' it be, belongings must be removed from his clothes.
There's his dog-eared Bible marked at the Twenty-third Psalm.
What comfort it must have given him, that eternal message of calm.
Found is an unmailed letter to his beloved Mom and Dad,
Thanking them for their love and moral upbringing as a lad.
Written on the back of a photo of his folks, "God go with you, son."
A photo of his sweetheart, on the back noted, "I love you, hon."
Oh! That those lifeless orbs could see the tender and loving care,
As that selfless band of brothers in their darkest hour of despair,
Honored their gallant comrade who paid the ultimate cost,
To ensure that our precious liberties and freedoms will ne'er be lost!
Robert L. Hinshaw, CMSgt, USAF, Retired (© All Rights Reserved)
Cold nights and darken days,
A setting sun, a cloudy haze.
Tear filled eye’s and a pain filled soul,
My life is gone, a blackened hole.
Is this all that’s left for me,
An empty life, my own dead sea.
Longing for love I linger on,
A ghost in the wind trapped for an aeon.
Beaten, raped, broke, and bruised,
Who would love someone so dirty and used.
Alone in a gutter waiting to die,
With tear filled eyes I start to cry.
Time to give in, time to let go,
My spirit is gone I am hollow.
I remember their faces, every single one.
Crying for help, but no one would come.
Short ones, fat ones, skinny and tall.
One by one, I hacked through them all.
Someone must stop me, I beg you to try.
Though it won’t matter, for you will still die.
Victims have tried, and tried again.
But the ending’s the same, I always win.
I’ve quit before, several times.
But it called me back, in my mind.
I need to kill, I can’t help it.
I’ve tried before, to bury the hatchet.
You can’t stop me, no one knows how.
Never happened before, so why should it now?
I hate myself. Why can’t I stop?
Can someone please help me? Maybe a cop?
I love the feeling, of ripping through skin.
I need to feel, that feeling again.
I don’t know why, truth is, I don’t care.
I’m going to kill you, somehow, somewhere.
Face it my friend, you’re out of luck.
You can’t get away, just give up.
No one can stop me, no one will.
It’s all that I know, God I love how this feels!
His Gone Again.
I dreamt you were here last night
I saw your beautiful face looking at me
Those were the days when I never drunk myself to bed
I miss your soft hands miss playing pillow fights in the middle of the night
I want you to hold me in your arms.
Please do not leave me again.
Your side of the bed is empty and cold
I’m lonely it’s not the same when you’re not here
If imp going to sleep without you here
I’m going to have to leave need to let you go
Your ghost is haunting me, everywhere I go
Your everywhere
I want to let you go but you’re my soul mate.
I’m so in love with you
I want you back in my life
On our bed, where we made love all night
Where I and you felt together
I want you back.
She stands
OUTSIDE...
In the Blackness
of the SHADOWS...
She is
TALL,
SKINNY,
like a SKELETON...
in HIP
CLOTHES...
Her hair
LONG...
SILKY/BLOND
blows
with the rhythm
of the WIND...
Her name
SILVIA....
Prostitute-
Herion shooting
CRACK ADDICT...
She needs
A FIX-
A SMACK-
A TOKE...
A RIDE
ON THE DEVILS TONGUE...
Streets
EMPTY...
Seems like she
STEPPED into,
Another WORLD-
Another DIMENSION...
She cries out
"WHERE IS-
MY LIFE,
What has become
of that SWEET
INNOCENT CHILD?"
That used to play
with sweet girls
and Barbie dolls!!!
"Why am I-
here???
Why has GOD-
FORSAKEN ME?"""
Her Dad,
PREACHER-
Molested her-
age Six...
Momma,
ALCOHOLIC-
Beat her,
Called her
"TRASH..."
She sits,
DOWN-
in an ALLEY...
KNEES-
Pulled up
to her chest...
Rocking
BACK and FORTH-
Trying to Fight,
IMAGES she POSSESS...
So Beautiful,
so Talented-
But LOST...
LOST-
In a world...
Where she is the VICTIM-
of PAIN...
HEART BROKEN-
first LOVE to
SUICIDE...
Found DEAD-
HOTEL ROOM,
wrist slashed...
Blood GRAFFITTI-
on MIRROR....
I LOVE YOU SILVIA,
ETERNITY YOURS-
NICK...
She WEEPS,
Pulls Back-
her SILK MANE-
into a PONY TAIL...
She's NICKING-
BAD....
Needs
CIGARETTE-
something to kill,
the PAIN-
INSIDE...
Empty bottle-
BOOZE...
Mad Dog 20/20,
Cigarette butts-
ON GROUND,
beside-
GARBAGE CAN...
She Scoops up-
BUTTS...
Finds-
NEWSPAPER...
HEADING-
"BRUTALLY MURDERED
3 PROSTITUTES-
LAKEVIEW ROAD..."
Which is,
three blocks away...
She shakes-
TREMBLING,
A cat-
from no-where-
STARTLES HER...
Her HEART BEAT-
RACING-
FAST...
Cat hissed-
hair fluffed out-
Runs out of
Alley....
Hand BLEEDING-
CUT on-
BROKEN GLASS...
FOOTSTEPS, distant-
Yet ClOSER,
CLOSER,
they seem...
Each step-
NEARING-
her spot...
Her HEART
BEATING-
FASTER,
FASTER....
Steps-
CLOSER,
CLOSER...
Her SCREAM-
NEVER HEARD...
Body Found...
HEADING-
BEAUTIFUL YOUNG LADY
FOUND DEAD IN ALLEY
"PROSTITUTE..."
written 09-07-1997 while in GCI....
Aunt I Really miss u, now your
in a better place.
And I swear I'd give the world,
just so I could see your face.
I'd give anything I tell you, for
one more hug, one more smile,
one more time to see you
dance as I just laugh out loud.
I couldn't except that u were
gone but it's like now I have no
choice, and it seems like
everytime I think of you, I still
can hear ya voice.
I think that that's what keeps
me going cause I still got
memories.
Of the days that u were here,
when u were sitting next to me.
And you always kept me
Laughing,
Auntie I swear u were crazy.
Such a kind heart, amazingly
beautiful young lady.
If tears showed how much I
miss you, I'd own a endless
sea.
I'd give everything I have juss
to bring you here to me.
You were the perfect freaking
auntie, the perfect sister, the
perfect mother, and I'm
missing you like crazy, and
hope you know I really love ya.
And when it's my time to go, I
know you'll be there waiting,
we gone do ya dance again,
and we'll have everybody
hating.
So auntie" toot that thing up let
me see u drop it" Haha. I love
you auntie Gwen, my Mrs. Pop
Lock And Drop It.
A nino is someone who cares,
One who's love never wears.
A man of wise yet soft words,
who is now a guardian angel flying high above the whitest dove birds.
No matter the distance or time,
I knew you would always be there to help me up that climb.
So lucky was I to have spent this time with you,
those memories created will help me through.
As I pray this night for you, and your life with the lord,
I think about all those who loved you and adored.
Truly you are but one of a kind,
one who the lord will sure enough find.
Always will you be my nino and my friend,
never did I think I would soon have to see this end.
Accepting this will be the hardest part,
But I know soon again I will see your heart.
Playing golf was the last memory I do have with you,
And the last words were saying I love you too.
Rest in peace with the angels tonight,
And soon enough we will all be guided to your light.
my daughter
my princess
my sweetheart
i cryed when you were born
you were my angel
my innocent daughter
i planned your whole future
even your wedding
i had such lovely dreams
until the doctor came to talk to me
he said you were dying
my dreams were shatered
i cryed again
not for joy but for sorrow
god was taking my angel back
i got to hold you
while you took your last breath
i told you i loved you
as you looked at me
gasping for air
i saw you were in no pain
but i was
my heart was breaking
i was so angry at god
how could he take you
we just met my daughter
my baby girl
i felt your breath in for the last time
i held you close
as the final breath escapes
your sweet little lips
i saw in your eyes you knew me
i cryed so hard
i didnt want to let you go
i didnt want to say goodbye
your dad told me
that i will see you again one day
i said my last goodbyes to you
with tear filled eyes
everyday i think about you
and on your birthday
i go to your grave
just to let you know i still love you
one day we will meet again
and when we do i will tell you
i love you.
I put a red silk sheet over me
Pretending that I’m dead
Trying to forget all the words you ever said
As pain slowly fills my body
I think of all the good times we had
But they all just made me mad
Quickly erasing them from my mind
Your picture comes into my head
And I can’t help but start to cry
As my tears roll down my face
Onto my bed
I dream of someone giving me a piece of paper
Saying (Death)
Not thinking I quickly sign it
Then I felt something grind into my wrist
I make a fist to make it bleed more
After that I remember feeling sore
As I wake up sweating
I look down at my bloody arm
I remember your charm
And as I say a long goodbye to the world
I say
I love you
I hope you understand that this is what I have to do
To make this love true
Death has the victory today
My love is carried away
Breath is no longer his stay
My sorrow is deep like the sky
Loss is deep festering wound this way
My precious love took my heart
Now I will make a new start
Half existing, vision swimming
to be completed...
YOU died so young i cant believe its real.
why couldnt you listen to your friends and family?
but instead we are all missing you now.
i know you are up in heaven watching over all of us.
i hope this is a life long lesson to the young people and your friends that drugs do kill.
dont worry about any of us down here that miss and love you so much one day we will be
fine we will mourne for a while and the relize your still there in our hearts with that
wonderfull smile and we will always think of you when the giants are playing on t.v.
i love and miss you john murphey jr.