l am on the razor's edge
Trusting the undone years for
a
change
The feeling of pins and
needles
yesterday gives me
Makes me to have a pinch of
salt
for untold success of
tomorrow
Today puts me through the
mill
Because my childhood was
out on
a limb
Years to come turn the other
check
As if cheap at the price
My present spending is
taking a
plunge like a gold dust to
line my
pocket out
How do I kick the **** of
tomorrow?
When forces beyond spike
their
guns
A second attempt from you
Will provoke me to give you
a slap
on the wrist
Before I begin to kick the
**** out
of you
No more crying over spilt
milk
Since the undone years has
rewarded my childhood
agony with
success.
The sands of time has put us
in a
world apart.
Every phase of my existence
opens
the penultimate chapter of
your
inestimable worth.
For being true in my salt
My rejection nurture love
and care
For giving me eyes amidst my
shortsightedness
In my dark world; you gave
me light
For filling the
void when it was grassy and
wanted
wears;
The incalculable and
immeasurable lifting
structure you
gave
Held me up amidst the storm
You will forever remain in my
hall
of
praise.
A sister you are! ! !
When we were vultures
Living in mangers
You told me you'd love me
Forever.
The seasons cry into each
other. The sounds warp.
You become a constellation.
A morass of deep meaning,
Filling my lungs,
Untill I can barely breathe.
I will try to sleep now, sad I am
alone, but not all due. You Are with
me, I take the pain alone . I should
not see what I take , again back to
loneliness but all I see is a light, I
hate my isolated soul. It stops me
from you, I try to break free , orange
fire a shows the truth of us. I see
you my love; wearing nothing but
white; a smile and a loved one
guiding you towards me; happy !
Not only me but others, they see our
love; I see it in morning and night.
We create a vanity, something that
brings us closer but also never
apart. My heart is yours; now we
see future of what we miss xxxx
I open my eyes every morning and
you automatically cross my mind,
It makes me sick,
If you were in front of me I'll grab
anything just to hit you with it,
My heart is all yours but it doesn't
beat for you,
You think all for two I think all for
you,
When I cried you told me it'll be
okay with a slap on my back,
Everything I want in you you
obviously lack,
But when I open my eyes I think of
you,
When I throw things at least you're
there when I do,
My heart IS all yours to keep,
I Give you my all because you've
gave so much to me,
And at least you show affection
when I do weep,
We're quite different you and I,
Maybe that's why we've lasted so
long this whole time.
Just need that feeling
That same old feeling
At 10 years old
Riding my yellow
Banana seat bicycle
That sweaty afternoon
I jumped on not sure
Where I'd end up
Just needing that urge
To steer and go
Anywhere I wanted
Grabbing those handle bars
I jerked them left
Then jerked them right
Making sure it was me driving
The streamers hanging
From the rubber hand grips
Blew loud in the wind
The wind I was making
As I pedaled
And so I did pedal
Independence filling my chest
Years have passed
And I lost that feeling
The one my heart needs
To beat out my own path
That giddy stomach feeling
Of me deciding
Where I want to go
as the new title flashes
so they begin to sit
with glasses over...
am taking on
running by the edges yet within
its mine
lets have wine ..
so me again
What ve I done
do I deserve this....
its when I fly over the see
so I began see
I wonder why my life they look
yet beside onto me they blow
...is it my eyes you look at?
the story is far apart...
far away I am
close to me they be
with glass they read
with words they missay
whats wrong in
what next are you saying
am happily be me
I have done and will go
I sleep in dreams
and my dreams had good realm...
I landed right
whats yours
Give me the attention i need
baby
Im craving you for my sanity
Ill be a naughty girl baby
Do anything you ask of me
Given me the attention i need
baby
Show me i exist
Your driving me insane baby
With your lack of interest
Im begging for my need baby
I can feel it deep inside
Its more than sexual
exploration
Its more than one quick ride
Im beggin for your attention
baby
I got nothin to hide
Titles have flown
And brought me home alone
But yet I talk cheerfully
Hiding the suspense fearfully
Don't dare but play fair
But be calm and I despair
Any dethrone justice
Of which I seek malice
I boast with dark blasphemy
Of a fool's forgery.
I Boast with your fears
I Boast with your tears.
I boast with your laughter
I boast when you think you are my master.
I boast with your terror
But what I love most to boast is your error
To forget me your conscience.
you tracked me down
and send me away out of
town
without a reasonable
reason
in the hottest season
thinkning that is the end
because you had the end.
O no! Mine O war
and when the time reached
seventh month
you called me forth
happy well wishes were
and sad I was there
and when I returned
yor amnesty was a **** torn
you did all wrong
and asked me to pay the
due.
Mine O war!
I rise out from the dark
and set to bark
to hell on your track
nothing will hold me back
behind the bar
I will wait for you unto war
until I have my strength
I will end the war
I want your attention,don't pass me by,even though when your around me you make me shy.to fake these feelings? I won't even try! Because love is something money cannot buy.the structure of your face,your waist moving in a steady paste.don't forget forget GOD's mercies and grace,for when we do what we do he see's it all and deeper in love we will fall.this feeling so special,indulge we shall,me calling your name and you becoming so tame as we pause.......as we pause...........please do aplause!.
Kiss me and bring back my senses,hold me in your arms.touch me and make me tingle,fill me with your charms. I think about your soft candy lips,especially when I trace them with my fingertips.with each sensational silky licks.my heart gives out emotional kicks.my hormones do 'yeah' to every romantic word to say,for this everyday in our love we will stay............... So forget about the world,no prices to pay.!.
I remember the first time I saw you, from on I knew,I knew.... You were sitting in the seat behind me in the bus, saying in your mind 'talking to me was a must'. I don't like to remember our old love,its a love that never lasted, and in our hearts the fire of passion blasted and I forgot how to love. You always saw right through me and I always wondered "how could it be"? There were never 2 but 3 of us circling our feelings, learning how to trust. I didn't know who she was, but when she stole your heart I fell apart. You ran away,so far you stray, leaving me lonely,here to pray. So I'll never forget our old love, because it wasn't pure,as pure as a dove!.
Deep,dark,lonely,sad
These feelings this place it's
always so bad
Just when I thought there was
no going back
Youve dragged me back down
here
Away from by crowd
You let me go and you set me
free
It's just a disguise I no you'll
never leave me
So empty and cold
I'm scared as you know
Why me why me why when
I've got my 3year old
Who will she have and where
will she go
When you've won this battle
My poor little child
She makes me happy she pulls
me back
She puts that smile there
the 1 u always crack!
Not quite finished yet...
I was called Life and I gave gifts away
Till they came and asked for better pay
I was called Religion and I gave them hope
Till they came along and said they could cope
I was called Goodwill and I gave the poor time
Till they came along with smiles full of lime
I was called Knowledge and I told them to learn
Till they left the books on the bonfire to burn
I was called Imagination and I taught them to think
Till they brought the Red Flag and washed me down the sink
I was called Purity and I told them their scope
Till they gave into their loins and learned how to grope
I was called Pain and from me they learned Fear
Till they detained and tortured without shedding a tear
I was called Evil and I gave them choice
Till they turned to me and adorned me with poise.
I was called Death and I brought them on
Till they forgot and labelled me Demon's Spawn
I was their God, and now I am dead
Surely they don't seem like they want me instead?
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