Truth

What terrifies me the most?
What do we have time for?
Perhaps a prost…
      To all the things beautiful 
            and decomposed

The truth
      Yes, it is the truth, I suppose 

What if I know?
How the knowing horrifies me so
Knowing all the things that knowing shows 
Mostly devastation because
   the truth is rarely a rose 

What if I see?
Awaken to all the images that have haunted me
Gun fire in a city that never speaks
     Living out sin for the secrets we keep 
A virus to wipe out all of humanity 
A friend I see slipping into an endless sleep
The people, 
   Are they people?
      That reach out and weep…
          For a final word, a last goodbye
             Regrets leaving imprints 
                In my mind’s third eye


What if… 
     I stop begging to be loved?
     Would you abandon me? 
What if I accept that I really don’t matter 
     and I leave?
I am tired of being invisible 
I want to be seen
  Would it even matter?
    Would you notice at all?
Would you catch me, before I fall?

To all the what if’s and the questions I have posed

Yes, it is the truth 
       that frightens me the most.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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Seeker Avatar
February 8, 2022 at 11:03 PM
Terror … fear … delusion ~ enjoyed your beautiful, honest write, Andreanna! May your love be dispersed as a bliss mist to one & all like the fragrance of a rose!
Wells Avatar
January 11, 2022 at 6:03 PM
Both your introspection and illuminating images make this poem powerful. But it is your honesty and clarity in these lines that make this poem great! George Orwell said, "In times of universal deceit, telling the truth is a revolutionary act." Be well! - Thomas
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November 4, 2021 at 2:00 PM
Fine write Andreanna, good imagery and insightful line of thought too. I like your bio and like you have no qualifications in this craft but enjoy using words to create a message poetically. Take care, Gordon
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