Table For None

I am a Savonarola chair
carved from discarded 
remnants of cedar and birch that
littered our backyard - 
waiting to be burned
or broken by a trespasser’s hands, 
or tended to by the warm touch
of a gardener’s natural instinct; 
an individual 
who values growth 
and prosperity.

I am an object
forged from splinters and sweat.
My four legs become six when your
spoiled bones and blackened hearts 
grow weary. 
Stilted fractures wax like leprosy 
within your fumbled thoughts -
seeking respite as you recount 
negligent actions upon broken fingers.

Father was a saw 
and cut out his tongue.
Mother was an awl 
boring through his visibility.
Ignorance sanded his face.

Blind eyes rendered him mute and
useless, like a comb without teeth
or a song-less linnet bird.

I am a piece of furniture.
A curio cabinet 
curiously displaying your mistrust.
An end table advertising no family portraits.
An ottoman whose cushions knead
the detestation clinging like muck upon 
the backsides of chafed ankles.

I am:
Father's severed chainsaw.
Mother's twisted liquor cap.
Sister's crumpled gum wrapper.
Brother's fleshtone punching bag.

I am a chair.
I serve a purpose - but not for you.
A chair can be slip-covered, polished, 
straddled and veneered. 
A child cannot.
I am most content when six legs
morph back into four. 

Exuberant,
I then know my 
private existence can breathe -
and the hardened antecedents
who took advantage 
of my open arms and inviting lap

have grievingly walked away.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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Brown Avatar
January 17, 2011 at 9:40 AM
Congratulations on having your poetry featured this week on PoetrySoup John. Love, Carol
Brown Avatar
December 27, 2010 at 5:38 PM
Congratulations on your win in Paula Swanson's "I Am...." contest John. Love, Carol
Radke Avatar
December 27, 2010 at 11:54 AM
I don't quite know what to say - this poem has taken my breath away. It is disturbing, haunting, beautiful and wonderfully written, all at the same time. It is a great piece of writing, and makes me feel the same way I feel about some great works of art - I need to go back and look at them again to really understand why they touch me this way. I don't often encounter this in poetry, so I have to say again, great piece of writing. Congratulations on your winning placement in the contest.
Sweetheart Avatar
December 26, 2010 at 5:37 PM
Super congrats John my friend on your big win in the I Am contest .. with this exciting entry ... enjoy with luv and a Happy New Year too.. with richest blessings from above...always...
Richards Avatar
December 26, 2010 at 10:39 AM
Ahhh....I would have put this at the top.....such a gift your poems are !!
Mehta Avatar
December 26, 2010 at 10:15 AM
Many congrats John for bagging coveted spot in the contest with this thoughtful creation. Merry Christmas to you & your family. Luv/best wishes...Hitendra Mehta
Mehta Avatar
December 25, 2010 at 6:42 PM
Congratulations on this third place win in the contest of Paula, John
Onclaud Avatar
December 25, 2010 at 5:14 PM
really beautiful, john!! cheers to a big win in the contest... nette
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December 25, 2010 at 4:53 PM
Congratulations on your win..Sara
Poet Avatar
December 25, 2010 at 11:22 AM
Congrats John on your big win!
Devonshire Avatar
December 25, 2010 at 9:44 AM
The description of your chair gives us much to ponder. Congratulations on your win in Paula's contest. Merry Christmas, my friend. Love, Carolyn
Richards Avatar
June 11, 2010 at 8:27 AM
Wonderful to read this again.....but how, my friend, does one ever choose a John Heck favorite??? (Aren't they all??.....Yes they are...!) Stunning descriptions, and as always, unique and a style no other can compare! :)
Sweetheart Avatar
June 10, 2010 at 7:01 PM
Congrats John on your big win in Mac's best poem contest with this wonderful write and most amazing entry.. enjoy another success and victory dance please.. with luv from the "Sweetheart"...
Mehta Avatar
June 10, 2010 at 6:58 PM
Congrats on the 7th place win, John
Mcgovern Avatar
June 10, 2010 at 6:26 PM
John, congratulations on your 7th place finish in my contest. Another magnificent poem you have penned.
Johnson Avatar
December 26, 2009 at 9:21 AM
Wonderful interpretation of the contest. Congratulations on your win. Love, Joyce
La France Avatar
December 22, 2009 at 1:49 PM
congratulations on first place win, it is a wonderful poem, really fantastic...
Richards Avatar
December 22, 2009 at 1:20 PM
Another amazing poem, John! Winner extraordinaire! Merry Christmas, and Congrats!! Love, Carrie
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December 21, 2009 at 6:39 PM
congrats on the number one!!
Clark Avatar
December 21, 2009 at 5:39 AM
Congradulations on your Win!!! Excellent piece and so wise! Happy Holidays Jeralynn
Nutter Avatar
December 21, 2009 at 3:51 AM
Congratulations on winning the contest, a well written and deserving piece. A. W. Nutter www.freewebs.com/abcedit
K. Avatar
December 20, 2009 at 11:26 PM
Wonderfully written, John :) Super congratulations on the first place win, bravo to you :)
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December 20, 2009 at 7:26 PM
Masterfully executed,John. downright awesome! Certainly number 1 in my book! congratulations on a well deserved win! God bless you- Bob
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December 20, 2009 at 4:30 PM
Agian! This MASTERPIENCE takes its rightful place. Congratulations, dear John. Wishing you a very Merry Christmas and all the very best in the New Year. Much love, Lainie
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December 20, 2009 at 12:38 PM
congrats great poem
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