Sometimes You Just Don'T Belong

Sometimes you just don’t belong 

I chose to be me and
found out just how hard it is
Kicking pebbles to the curb,
watching daydreams shattered
when the impact of truth
becomes a mirror I’d just rather break (who needs luck anyway)

Hands in my pockets,
clinking loose change (as if change matters)
as simple gestures
are torn and tossed,
paper mosaics on a dust particle breeze
when someone flips me a dove

                               ~

                    My heart sat open,
                    no line, no waiting, empty as a candy shop after Halloween
                    That little bell above the door rang,
                    you walked in, smiling…at me?
                    Dirty apron and all, milk chocolate drippings
                    and sugar sweet became you

                               ~

When I see another, a friend…yours or mine?
Danger Will Robinson, flailing metallic arms,
blinking colored lights in pinball fashion
collect in the corners of my eyes
As I say under my breath,
“that is not my name”

Lonely streets of crowded stares,
pointing fingers at hardware store signs
Naked in the freezing cold, sweating beads of Mardi Gras dreams
Facing a vagrant wearing a t-shirt that reads
“Sometimes you just don’t belong”  
which I understand but politely ignore
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Johnson-Saunders Avatar
March 4, 2017 at 8:30 PM
There's beauty in every emotion, even the saddest, darkest poems have a light of hope. I find when I allow my pen to visit the dark side, it's cathartic for me, and I feel better for sharing.
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March 6, 2017 at 8:55 AM
Thank you so very much Rhonda for your always kind thoughts
Hamilton Avatar
March 4, 2017 at 9:49 AM
Interesting write Chris, they always say that to me when they don't understand it, so I pass that along, although I think I get it. Seems so sad. Don't worry you belong....here!
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March 6, 2017 at 8:54 AM
Thanks so much John. It was pretty much just a poem, something that came out when I wasn't paying attention. :)
Onclaud Avatar
March 3, 2017 at 2:16 PM
my, such sense of isolation deeply written through the beauty of your words, chris.... huggs
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March 3, 2017 at 2:35 PM
Thanks so very much Nette. I am happy you could feel that though as well, sad that you could. :) Thanks again my friend.
White Avatar
March 3, 2017 at 2:08 PM
Ohhh how beautiful but sad this poem is my friend, how beautiful but sad! Just be you, and if you don't belong somewhere, you DO belong somewhere else. Believe me, I know that so well. I will explain that to you one day, when you ask me to, not a second sooner. Just be you, and you'll belong to the people who feel the same and understand.
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March 3, 2017 at 2:43 PM
It just made me so sad
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March 3, 2017 at 2:35 PM
Thanks so very much my good friend. This is really just a poem, just me letting my mind wander to darker and lonelier places, but don't worry, it will be back soon. :) I appreciate you Darren.
Ricci Avatar
March 3, 2017 at 2:05 PM
Hi Chris. Believe it or not I read your entry twice and each time I read something different. Forgive me for that. I see something familiar within the words and I see something that a reader may connect to. You truly have a grand way of placing your words to convey thoughts in a poetic fashion with metaphors also. Enjoy the weekend. Well done
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March 3, 2017 at 2:33 PM
Thanks so very much Lisa and no forgiveness needed, that is always my hope that my poetry will touch people in different ways, especially one like this that does leave a lot up to the imagination and interpretation. I appreciate your visits and kind words always.
Sands Avatar
March 3, 2017 at 1:20 PM
Very well done Chris. I bet many can relate to this at some time!!
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March 3, 2017 at 1:37 PM
Thanks so very much my sweet friend. I am happy you enjoyed my weird little poem.
Smith Avatar
March 3, 2017 at 12:56 PM
I've felt that way a lot lately...especially with my poems...I don't know if they're bad, people cant relate, or they just don't like me....even some friends seem to not see my name and comment anymore...gets depressing and makes this place no longer feel like home.
Hamilton Avatar
March 4, 2017 at 9:45 AM
It's not you Tim, everyone seems to be depressed or something, I got poems with 1000 views and no comments, I know what you mean, is my writing that bad? Don't take it to heart, you are still you and are a great writer!
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March 3, 2017 at 1:00 PM
That seems to be a reoccurring feeling around here my friend, but I wouldn't take it personal, the site has seemed a little off for the past few weeks to me. Thanks for stopping by to read.
Chircop Avatar
March 3, 2017 at 12:30 PM
We all need to belong..But first and foremost to ourselves..Once we accept and love ourselves for who we are..When we embrace our imperfections and learn to humbly appreciate our good side of us...Then we can belong to the world ..Many will respect us for that...Im sure your poetry belong to many that can relate to this poem..including myself..
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March 3, 2017 at 12:48 PM
Thank you so very much my sweet friend. Everything you say is true, we must first love ourselves. I appreciate your kindness always.
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