Remember Jacob

REMEMBER JACOB what is normal? i’m back to it with my back to the negativity a smile securely in place, in place of the fog that was raging, raging strong… fighting me (how do you fight an entity - you cannot see). i pray, i pray through day and night night and day. remember Jacob wrestled even with God - he wanted a blessing. a blessing i’ll take but the enemy i leave behind. the enemy is often lurking in my mind, propelled by memories that are touched upon or by things i shouldn’t see or hear. we live in a fallen world a world of turbulence. even i, have trouble sorting it out. i sure feel for those who are caught in an unholy squeeze. sneeze it out…bring it to your knees… shout it out with every ounce of grateful thing you can think about. turnabout is fair play - play unfair with unholiness cling to godliness. even if we suffer dislocation, like Jacob, our disorientation all gone - the sun with its warmth of healing touch. 3/27/2023 Jacob was left alone, and a man wrestled with him until daybreak…”Your name will no longer be Jacob. It will be Israel because you have struggled with God and with men and have prevailed.”… The sun shone on him (Jacob) as he passed by Penuel — limping because of his hip. (From Genesis 32:24-30)