Lonely No More

It was hard to accept my husband’s death
I believed I could never love again
At the age of twenty-four I resolved
I no longer wanted to bond with men

Birthdays flew by with no celebrations
Though I was the youngest of three children
I never had a family of my own
Holidays made me feel loneliest then

It took more than years; decades in fact passed
Before I noticed elderly couples
Walking hand-in-hand, strolling city streets
And my feelings of loneliness doubled

When the old woman next door died alone
So few came to her funeral service
I brought flowers, knelt gently by her grave
Bowed my head and realized I was nervous

All of my friends were happily married
And though they invited me to their homes
For many picnics, weddings and parties
I was never comfortable standing alone 

But visiting St. Patrick’s Cathedral
I realized that I'd not been alone
I lit candles for departed loved ones
And basked in glory of the light they shone

Comforted by the presence of our Lord
I turned and opened the cathedral’s door
When a kind man retrieved my fallen scarf
Together we remain, lonely no more
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Inka Avatar
February 23, 2011 at 2:31 PM
A warming poem that fills and empty heart with hope, and an openness to possibilities.
George   Avatar
July 20, 2010 at 3:15 AM
Being alone in this world is an over-whelming fear and sadly, there are many who live it. Wonderful story and great writing, Carolyn. Congratulations on your win in John's contest. Love, Lainie
Brown Avatar
July 19, 2010 at 7:06 AM
Congratulations Carolyn on your well deserved win in John Heck's contest "Edge". Love, Carol
Marcum Wong Avatar
July 17, 2010 at 7:19 PM
Congratulations on your win Carolyn. Your poem was very moving and beautifully written.
Brumley Avatar
July 16, 2010 at 7:04 PM
Congrats on your HM in the Edge contest Carolyn! I think that I'm probably right about the same place you are right now. At least you guys parted friends, mine hates me.
Guzzi Avatar
July 16, 2010 at 2:40 PM
awwwwww Now this one had at least a happy ending! Thank you....this contest really got folks wounds bleeding (shiver) Congrad's Light & Love
Amah Avatar
July 16, 2010 at 1:58 PM
Our own Caro-lyn, my co-winner, congras! no doubt about what your poems could do on the Soup ... Caro-lyn ... keep fit ... Canny
Amah Avatar
July 2, 2010 at 5:32 PM
... for sure, dearest Carolyn, a thousand friends & millions of associates could turn foes in a moment ... the entire mankind could count nothing in comparison to the presence of the One the universe reveres ... this verse, beautifully, speaks volume of this reality ... moreso, the pen-friends that share what is on the mind are God-given ... I feel happy meeting you on this Soup ... maybe, you need a tour of the thick forests, here ... keep fit! Canny
Neels Avatar
June 25, 2010 at 1:01 PM
Wow, filled with hope and the message that when we least expect it, love will find a way, thanks for sharing Carolyn, luv Wilma
Blakeley Avatar
June 24, 2010 at 1:24 PM
I really enjoyed this. When you stop looking...you will find that special someone. ..
Fontes Avatar
June 24, 2010 at 1:02 PM
Wonderful poem filled with love, loss, and new beginings. Thank you for sharing. KF
Masters Avatar
June 24, 2010 at 9:35 AM
That is how God works, this blew me away!
Byrne Avatar
June 23, 2010 at 5:09 PM
wow!
Ryerson Avatar
June 23, 2010 at 4:03 PM
Beautifully done as usual, Carolyn...you have captured those feelings of lonliness very well indeed...God's blessings to you as always, my friend - Tim
Lacey Avatar
June 23, 2010 at 4:02 PM
loved ones never really desert us, great poem
Delacroix Avatar
June 23, 2010 at 2:04 PM
Aw, how wonderful! I am so glad. This is a great write, Carolyn and I was able to walk along into your world with your words. God has always a plan and His only wish is our happiness. Yet at the same time, precious things don't come easy. I'm inspired by the ending. Thanks for sharing and thank you for your kind comments on my latest. Much appreciated. Love, Your friend, Caroline.
Goff Avatar
June 23, 2010 at 9:31 AM
breathtaking! goodness! I enjoyed this fine poem! Carolyn! and thank you for awarding my poem! jimbo
Spence Sr Avatar
June 23, 2010 at 9:29 AM
Ah, so lovely is this poem. It flow very well and ends well. I like the riding off into the sunset imagery. Great job! Joseph
Peranteau Avatar
June 23, 2010 at 8:42 AM
How romantic Carolyn! Hope you are enjoying love dear ! james
Chachere Avatar
June 22, 2010 at 10:34 PM
thats sweet..lonliness is always a sign something is missing, whether one trys to avoid it or not. we all feel that way, im wondering if im too young to feel this way, because i do a lot, maybe too much.and sometimes, your best friend fulfills that place, because they are always there for you.(: im glad you don't feel this way any longer,Carolyn. ~Always&Forever Lynette
Henderson Avatar
June 22, 2010 at 8:59 PM
Wishing you the best of whatever you want. Charles
Fraser Avatar
June 21, 2010 at 10:40 AM
Another beautiful poem Carolyn, hope all is well at the clean up. Keep me informed >> James
Keys Avatar
June 21, 2010 at 9:07 AM
so touching, very well expressed, so sad and happy at the same time; a lifetime in one poem, from happiness to happiness but the sadness in between is still sad. hope for the best, thank you, chuck
George   Avatar
June 21, 2010 at 9:01 AM
Hi Crolyn, I hope you have entered this in John's contest. It is very touching. Love, Lainie
Falotico Avatar
June 21, 2010 at 7:09 AM
Very romantic write, Im no angel in life but God has helped me through some tough times also... Love has a way... Michael
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