I Remember

I hold three magic rocks, in my hand
Rolling them over and over and over
Leaving this reality behind, far behind

Where am I? What’s happening to me? What am I doing here? 
I try to remember, my mind is clouded with a terrible fear.

I remember!

I was lying in an operating theatre with lights shining down on me
Slowly I recalled what had happened. I saw the oncoming tree
Headlights blazed and then the darkness. I swerved but couldn’t stop
I saw myself lying in the road, and then I saw a traffic cop. 
The light, the bright dazzling light was blinding me.
Wondering in the ether, a restless nomadic spirit free.
I moved in a slow and airless motional way
Following my instincts I fought to stay
The surgeons were trying to save me, I knew this
But now I was free from pain and that was bliss

I remember!

I don’t know how I knew this. I was numb from the shock of it all
I floated along the ether I heard the heavens call
I was out of body and just a soul, a lost soul without a doubt
I wanted to tell the surgeons, I was here but I couldn’t shout  
Was this the end? Oh no! This can’t be happening to me! 
Here I am I haven’t gone, I am still here can’t you see!
The three magic rocks will save me won’t they? Where are they now I must find
Were they just thoughts in a dying dream or a figment of my mind?
The light is calling it wants me to go I follow the heavenly glow
I am too young to leave this world oh please don’t make me go

I remember!

My journey isn’t over and I plead with the powers that be
You don’t want me to go there yet, you really don’t need me
I may not have been an angel but my heart is in the right place
You can’t take me away from here; I am part of the human race
As I travelled along to my destiny, whatever that may hold
I felt myself being dragged along, I can’t die! I am not that old
This is the end of my journey; I fear I may have died
I don’t know what is in store for me, I really could have cried
The light disappeared abruptly; drawn back to my body so
Did those magic rocks save me? That I will never know

(Entered in Constance La France's contest)
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Kearley Avatar
June 29, 2011 at 11:07 AM
Pamela, I find this so very odd that you wrote of a life ending experience.That I also had the same exprience but did not want to come back.I wanted to stay.I really enjoy your works!They all seem to remind me of myself.Truely unbelieveable.
Fraser Avatar
November 25, 2009 at 11:02 AM
Congratulations Pamela on your win in Constance's excellent contest >> James,x
George   Avatar
November 23, 2009 at 1:04 PM
Dear Pamela, Congratulations on your win in th contest. What a journey!. Love, Lanie
Johnson Avatar
November 23, 2009 at 11:59 AM
Very imaginative. Congratulations on your win. Love, Joyce
Sweetheart Avatar
November 22, 2009 at 9:11 PM
Congrats, Pam, on your winning poem in the Magical Journey contest.. well deserved win... happy to share the stage with u .. blessings ... luv ... Linda-Marie, P.E.P.S. "Sweetheart"
La France Avatar
November 9, 2009 at 6:35 PM
Thank you for supporting my contest.
Poyntz Avatar
November 9, 2009 at 1:08 PM
So I am curious, how much of this is a poem vs a true recollection? Well done if a poem and totally introspective if recall.
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