Giving Up Hope

Giving up hope I can´t breathe... It´s too much... Can´t take anymore. Make it stop! Why do they do it? Just stop fighting! Make it go away! I´m so tired... Getting weaker... It´s soo cold! It´s so dark! It hurts so bad I can´t fight anymore!! Where is the love? Who cares anyway? Why do they hate me? I can´t breathe... Leave me alone!! Stop lying about me!! It´s just not true!! Make it stop! They don´t even know how I feel. Why should I care!! No one cares!! If... I Live or Die! Life is meaningless... There is no hope!! I give up! There is no point! What´s that number again? Oh yeah... Ring...Ring... Hello Youth helpline How can I help you? Hi... John Derek Hamilton February 22,2016