Fading Photographs

I look inside my photo album
seeing fading photographs in black and white.
There is one of me riding on a trike.
Oh, there’s another. Gosh, I look a fright.

My front teeth have two spaces
where some new teeth soon would grow.
I look so plain with hair cropped short.
Oh, the things back then I did not know!

Things about my future, my children and my spouse.
How innocent I was – life was still brand new.
These photographs – like me back then – did not use to be
worn with age; they were photos I could clearly see.

Here’s one of my father. Mental illness stole his joy.
That’s why he looks sad.
Mother had to leave him; back to the farm she went.
He was the dad I never really had.

Here’s one of my sisters (we four the Miller girls),
and the eldest one am I.
Like this picture, we are also fading.
Who will be the first of us to die?

That’s a question I would not have pondered
in my fresh and younger days.
The path ahead of us which seemed long
is now for all of us in autumn’s phase.

And here’s a photo of my red-haired stepbrother.
I loved him so; his name was Dale.
Only the good die young, and he was very good.
We lost dear Dale -he’s now beyond the veil.

Fading photographs like most of these
still have a lot of time to last.
I wonder if anyone will ever view them
long after I and those I love have passed.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2024

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Empress Avatar
October 6, 2024 at 1:34 AM
Dear sweet andrea, This is so touching made me feel like you actually went through your old photographs as you wrote these words down. And made me feel sad when you mentioned also how you think of who will leave first amongst all in your line of loved ones, its a sad thought but i know how you perceive also death and how brave of you to write in detail about your dad and many more. I especially loved the rhythm and cadence of your poem, as you kno i judge final round with my cousin and she also complimented the cadence of your poem! Thank you for writing such a soulful take! So personal and heartfelt! Congratulations on your win
Dietrich Avatar
October 6, 2024 at 4:29 PM
Thanks, Ink
Hind Avatar
September 18, 2024 at 3:40 PM
Beautiful memories...it's good to look back on them, even bad, it's growth, I hear- <3
Crandall Avatar
September 18, 2024 at 9:28 AM
Beautiful poem, Andrea, I enjoyed following your thoughts and feelings brought up by each picture. I have 3 brothers and we're in the autumn phase.
George Avatar
September 16, 2024 at 1:52 AM
"That’s a question I would not have pondered in my fresh and younger days. The path ahead of us which seemed long is now for all of us in autumn’s phase." These lines really touched me. This I can so well relate. I am the fifth of the six siblings. My eldest is already gone. Who will be the next... a thought I always wish to avoid as all of us are in autumn's phase. I am sorry your father has been mentally unsound. A very touching poem, dear Andrea.
Canerdy Avatar
September 15, 2024 at 12:16 PM
Andrea, this moving, descriptive piece resonates with me so deeply! I had three siblings; now I have two~~cancer, my only brother! Just last week, I spent a long time looking at photo albums, smiling and crying!! Janice
Dietrich Avatar
September 15, 2024 at 4:25 PM
So sorry, Janice. my stepsister got dementia and died after several years in a facility. At the funeral last year, we all reminisced over photos of Linda and also all our other siblings, who fortunately are still alive (except for my dear brother Dale, who died from a drunk driver in '85) Once we are all gone, chances are very slim that our old photos will be seen any more. I am the only one of my sisters whose two children have had children. I think my nephews and nieces will never marry (for various reasons)
DiMino Avatar
September 15, 2024 at 8:15 AM
"These photographs – like me back then – did not use to be worn with age; they were photos I could clearly see." I hear ya. Instead well seasoned I try to tell myself. "Fading photographs like most of these still have a lot of time to last. I wonder if anyone will ever view them long after I and those I love have passed." Your photographs are immortalized in the lovely writing. The way I see it, anyway. Excellent, relatable read.
Dietrich Avatar
September 15, 2024 at 8:18 AM
thanks so much, Joe
Williams Avatar
September 15, 2024 at 4:31 AM
This is so bitter sweet Andrea and a great poem - Could be even lyrics. Thank you for sharing your inner-most thoughts. I loved - the poetry and so sad about the content. Hugs Maria
Dietrich Avatar
September 15, 2024 at 8:14 AM
Thanks, Maria.
Bauer Avatar
September 14, 2024 at 1:13 PM
well said, andrea! i often wonder the same thing - i think all my photo albums will be tossed out when i'm gone...
Dietrich Avatar
September 14, 2024 at 2:08 PM
And our beloved poetry too. It's sad.
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