Apparitions Or Dreams

Clinging to his pillow
     Wondering
Would he ever lie beside me again
     Praying
Miraculous recoveries can come to pass
     Hoping
Finally sleeping, albeit brief
     Succumbing
Bright light filled the room
     Glowing
In the mid of night she sat before me
     Comforting
Clad in the pink dress I’d bought for her burial
     Speaking
“Mother, I miss you and now my husband
     Dying…”

     “Dear daughter, I’m watching over you
     You coped when I died; you’ll survive this too
     You’re not alone, I’ll make sure you get through
     Just remember I’m always here for you”
 
Just five a.m., but the phone
      Ringing
Alone, the vision gone,
     Hearing
“We’re sorry, but John passed in the night”
     Weeping
But feeling mom’s presence still
     Encouraging
Made a move to another state
    Struggling
Years passed, more obstacles, a fiancé drowned 
     Yearning
Tossing, turning and finally
     Seeing
In the mid of night John sat before me
     Comforting

     “My darling, I’m watching over you
     You coped when I died; you’ll survive this too
     You’re not alone, I’ll make sure you get through
     Just remember I’m always here for you”
 
Were these dreams or spiritual apparitions?
When trying to survive under adverse conditions
I feel no desire to seek “rational” explanations



*For PD's "Dreams" contest
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

Poem

Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

12
Brown Avatar
February 21, 2012 at 8:08 AM
Congratulations on your win in ~P.D.'s~ "The Dreams" contest Carolyn. Love, Carol
Ronthorpe Avatar
February 20, 2012 at 6:39 PM
Carolyn, This poem literally took my breath away, that's right, I am writing this with bated breath (sorry, couldn't help myself). This may just be one of the best free verse poems, I have ever seen. Your command of words is truly amazing and the way you put them together.....All I can say is 'stunning'. Say 'Hi' to Kash on my fav poet list, cause you both are on it. Remarkable work. I am a Carolyn fan. Keep up the awesome work and congrats on making PD's winners' list................S.Ronthorpe
Sweetheart Avatar
February 20, 2012 at 9:14 AM
congrats Carolyn on receiving an HM for this dreamy delight luv..
Tams The Golden Girl Avatar
February 20, 2012 at 4:18 AM
Congratulations Carolyn, a well deserved win xx
Johnson Avatar
February 20, 2012 at 1:19 AM
in a word spiritual, the smiles of the dying often tell, where the veil gets torn anew, loved ones come to you, are you coming home, i shall... my bloody oath i want to!
Guzzi Avatar
September 18, 2010 at 2:34 PM
Yike I would have given you a #1 too! enjoyed muchly! Congrad's Light & Love
Chachere Avatar
September 16, 2010 at 3:59 PM
a dream one has with a such strong emotion like in your write, its always a message you will 'feel'. . or a desire and thoughts of the unconcious, from someone, something, or somewhere deep. .very deep. listen to your heart, only you would know the true answer of what it was. ~Always&Forever Lynette
Muzzey Avatar
September 12, 2010 at 12:42 PM
A wonderful write, congrats on your win. I enjoyed the write. Caryl
Brown Avatar
September 11, 2010 at 11:31 AM
Congratulations Carolyn on your win in Constance ~A Rambling Poet's contest "A Fragmented Dream~~. Love Carol
Richards Avatar
September 11, 2010 at 7:36 AM
This is so gripping, Carolyn....no one should endure such losses, but only the strong would be spiritual enough to find comfort in such dreams. Congratulations on this fine poem! ~ Carrie
Mannan Avatar
September 11, 2010 at 5:11 AM
many congratulations on this win. This really is an awesome piece. Thanks for your kind comments.
Falotico Avatar
September 11, 2010 at 4:10 AM
Congrats on this excellent piece ...sad but a beauty....love Michael
Horsman Avatar
September 11, 2010 at 12:00 AM
Love this profound,sad, yet beautiful poem, Carolyn, congrats for this contest winner. Harry
Henderson Avatar
September 10, 2010 at 9:13 PM
Congratulations on your big win in the contest. Charles
Mehta Avatar
September 10, 2010 at 7:15 PM
Congratulations on this win in the contest, Carolyn
Loving Iii Avatar
September 9, 2010 at 2:12 PM
does it make a difference? john
Locksley Avatar
September 9, 2010 at 1:16 PM
I think these really were apparitions. Very intriguing!
Kendrick Avatar
September 9, 2010 at 11:04 AM
Good job in telling your dreams in poetry form...This sure to be in the winners' circle..Keep the creative pen flowing...Sara
Culverhouse Avatar
September 9, 2010 at 4:16 AM
must be a comfort to have a dream like that.
Fraser Avatar
September 8, 2010 at 3:49 PM
Heartfelt, but uplifting piece Carolyn. It's got to be up there, and no wonder it's a great piece >> James
Murphy Avatar
September 7, 2010 at 5:13 AM
What a great write good luck in the contest well done faleshia
K. Avatar
September 6, 2010 at 11:06 PM
Hi Carolyn-- I do think that the answer lies within you-- what would actually console your heart and I believe that you already know the answer...losing loved ones is definitely the hardest thing to go through and our souls can only take so much I guess... but it sure is comforting to know that they are still with us, always-- wish you the best in Constance's contest for this moving poem-- nikko :)
Haick Avatar
September 6, 2010 at 7:04 PM
Dear Carolyn, Like Vince, I believe that our family who go home ahead of us do watch over us. My sister went to have her baby on a Sunday night, at St. Joseph's. She had a healthy little girl, by natural birth..4 hours later, she complained of a massive headache. She kept asking who's that well dressed young man ? no one saw him and so they dismissed her inquiry. she was 10 when our brother Brian died. I believe it was him. she died a few hours later. Love, Audrey
Suzadail Jr. Avatar
September 6, 2010 at 5:52 PM
Seems like we have family watching and waiting. When my son came out of his coma he kept looking to his right, then blurted out. Dad, why is he sitting there staring at me. There was no one there but my Dad who died in November had told me not to be so hard on him, that he couldn't quit when he was my son's age. My son's accident took place about 15 feet from where my dad stood to wait for a ride to work in the late 40's to 1952. God Bless. Vince
La France Avatar
September 6, 2010 at 12:53 PM
Thank you for entering my contest, I appreciate the support~~
12
Get a Premium Membership
Turn off ads, get more exposure for your poetry, and get more features with a Premium Membership.
Book: Diverse Voices: The Poetry of Human Rights and the Pursuit of Peace