Oops
Sorry mom.
Pill after pill still not filled
except with depression.
Held back but I wanna run
And as the sun sets it’s been another day of fun.
Tried to share my smile
And it felt so ing fake
Gave you the benefit of the doubt
nope
you slithered like a snake.
Lie after lie and I don’t understand why
Your anger to follow…baby, where the your bottle?
Acting like a child
comin over at me
when you’re in the wrong. don’t act real tough and real
big
youre not the king Kong.
And even if you were
my planes would take you down
braap braap
Hit the earth. splash and drown.
Lap lap that’s the waves crashing over failure
*Tap* can see me now?
Smiling with my
Halo
mood just stayin so low
Wonder if I’m living solo
Wonder if I’m tryna die
Never mind
I’m riding the ride
Don’t know if I’ll survive
Never one to cry
Rather hide it all inside
And just cut myself.
Because I
Told you.
Mental health,it’s real.
I just don’t know how to deal and I think I should just die.
Sometimes.
Trouble was all your brought
Calling me a thot
When you were cheating on me!
Couldn’t ever be a whore
Never could walk thru that door
Mostly cus I’m damaged.
Thought you could set me free
Love would flow endlessly
But instead I’d rather be hammered.
You couldn’t love me right
But you couldn’t let me go
Baby I’m so miserable oh nooo.
Tell me what the hell do we do. Cus I’m fixing to be over you.
Pill after pill still not filled
Except with depression.
Held back but I gotta run
Sun setting and another day of fun is done.
I try to share my smile
But I’m a scared child
That can never grow up.
You said I should beat it,So let me go.
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