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Sorry mom. Pill after pill still not filled except with depression. Held back but I wanna run And as the sun sets it’s been another day of fun. Tried to share my smile And it felt so ing fake Gave you the benefit of the doubt nope you slithered like a snake. Lie after lie and I don’t understand why Your anger to follow…baby, where the your bottle? Acting like a child comin over at me when you’re in the wrong. don’t act real tough and real big youre not the king Kong. And even if you were my planes would take you down braap braap Hit the earth. splash and drown. Lap lap that’s the waves crashing over failure *Tap* can see me now? Smiling with my Halo mood just stayin so low Wonder if I’m living solo Wonder if I’m tryna die Never mind I’m riding the ride Don’t know if I’ll survive Never one to cry Rather hide it all inside And just cut myself. Because I Told you. Mental health,it’s real. I just don’t know how to deal and I think I should just die. Sometimes. Trouble was all your brought Calling me a thot When you were cheating on me! Couldn’t ever be a whore Never could walk thru that door Mostly cus I’m damaged. Thought you could set me free Love would flow endlessly But instead I’d rather be hammered. You couldn’t love me right But you couldn’t let me go Baby I’m so miserable oh nooo. Tell me what the hell do we do. Cus I’m fixing to be over you. Pill after pill still not filled Except with depression. Held back but I gotta run Sun setting and another day of fun is done. I try to share my smile But I’m a scared child That can never grow up. You said I should beat it,So let me go.