Best Poems Written by Mama Bear

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Sorry mom. 

Pill after pill still not filled
 except with depression. 
Held back but I wanna run
And as the sun sets it’s been another day of fun. 
Tried to share my smile
And it felt so ing fake
Gave you the benefit of the doubt 
nope
you slithered  like a snake. 
Lie after lie and I don’t understand why 
Your anger to follow…baby, where the  your bottle?
Acting like a child
comin over at me
when you’re in the wrong. don’t act real tough and real 
big 
youre not the king Kong. 

And even if you were 

my planes would take you down 

braap braap 

Hit the earth. splash and drown. 
Lap lap that’s the waves crashing over failure 
*Tap* can see me now?
Smiling with my
Halo
 mood just stayin so low
Wonder if I’m living solo
Wonder if I’m tryna die
Never mind 
I’m riding the ride 
 Don’t know if I’ll survive 
Never one to cry
Rather hide it all inside
And just cut myself. 
Because I 
Told you. 
Mental health,it’s real. 
I just don’t know how to deal and I think I should just die. 
Sometimes. 


Trouble was all your brought 
Calling me a thot 
When you were cheating on me!
Couldn’t ever be a whore
Never could walk thru that door
Mostly cus I’m damaged. 
Thought you could set me free 
Love would flow endlessly 
But instead I’d rather be hammered. 
You couldn’t love me right
But you couldn’t let me go
Baby I’m so miserable oh nooo. 
Tell me what the hell do we do. Cus I’m fixing to be over you. 

Pill after pill still not filled 
Except with depression. 
Held back but I gotta run
Sun setting and another day of fun is done. 
I try to share my smile
But I’m a scared child 
That can never grow up. 

You said I should beat it,So let me go.

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