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Talk To Me

Tell me your troubles
Tell me your cares
Tell me your want, your dreams, tell me everything if you dare
Talk To Me
Talk to me about life
Talk to me about death 
Talk to me about you and me
Talk to me until your last breath 
Talk To Me
Scream my name
Scream your pains
Scream your hurt, your love, your aches and what remains
Talk To Me
Tell me you love me
Tell me you hate me
Tell me you want, care, and need me to be 
Talk To Me
I'll take your troubles 
I'll take your cares
I'll take your wants, your desires, I'll keep what you share 
Talk To Me
What do you want to talk about
What do you need from me
What do you want, desire, love, what do you believe 
Talk To Me
I'll talk to you about life
I'll talk to you about death 
I'll talk to you about you and me
I'll talk to you until my last breath
Talk To Me
I guess it's hard to trust me
I guess you can't dare
I guess it was too hard, too rough, too much for you to share
Then Don't Talk To Me
Don't talk to me if you don't want to
Don't talk to me if it's too much 
Don't talk to me if it hurts, if it pains, if it's just a crutch
But Please Talk To Me
Please talk to me about you
Please talk to me about life
Please talk to me about the haunts that keep you up at night 
Talk To Me
Talk to me I beg you
Don't go quiet on me now 
Talk to me please, I'll teach you how
Talk To Me
I know you're in pain
I know your struggles are real
I know you try, you hurt, you pretend to feel 
Talk To Me
No more will I beg
No more will I plead 
No more will I push, prod, mess with your head 
But Talk To Me
I'll take every word to heart
I'll take every tear you shed
I'll take everything you say and take it with me instead 
Talk To Me 
Thanks for telling me 
Thanks for letting me in
Thanks for talking to me, crying to me, trusting me to be your friend 
Talk To Me

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I Miss Myself

I miss myself 
what have I become
I put me on a shelf
And I became shamed and shunned
why does this happen to me
I hate it so much 
I hate what it’s turning me out to be
I’m not that tough
I’ve been hurt, I’ve been abused
But it helps to talk and cry
I’ve been pained, I’ve been used
But I’m not ready to say goodbye
Don’t worry I’m getting help
I’m sharing my story with them
I won’t promise I won’t melt
But the pain is starting to dim
Just don’t leave me 
Don’t let me fall
My future is meant to be
I will stand up tall

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Determination Shall Overcome

i have a friend who wants his life to end. he is no longer happy and can no longer pretend. 
he grabs the gun and points to his head. he takes a deep breath and sits down on the bed. 
but nothing happened, no more bullets were inside. it didn't work and with relief i sighed. 

with his face in his hands he thinks of another way out. his eyes scream with pain, i know what he wants beyond any doubt. 
i told him i'll be here no matter what might go wrong. he shouldn't be alone, i have to be strong. 

he stands on the side, ready to take his last plunge, but can't seem to gather the strength to jump with a lunge. 
my heart is screaming, i can't believe my eyes...i can't let him end it but if i stop him it is i who he will despise. 

"thank you for being here," he says to me. "i want you to help me count down from three". 
as i closed my eyes, they now being drenched with tears...how can a boy have this many fears? 

don't you remember the time we met? he turned to face me, his cheeks both wet. 
more memories came out with speed. this was my way to stop him and for him not to succeed. 

i have to die..i'm not who you think. his tears were washed away with one big blink. 
he faced the world once more and said.."there are lies down there and all in my head". 

i promised i wouldn't assist my friend in any way..but i have to do something to make him stay. 
before his last foot left for his death, i grabbed his arm before he could lose his last breath. 

i drew him closer, he looked so stunned. i told him i couldn't let him take that last plunge. 
as his cries grew quiet, i started to suspect. his behavior was off, not what i'd expect. 

he handed me a tube with nothing in it that i could see. he whispered, "i'm sorry" and i fell to one knee. how could i fail my one true friend? how could i have missed this in the end? 

in my arms he slipped away, and i wondered if he is now happy and no longer felt astray. 
my friend is now gone and lays at rest...he starts a new journey and begins his new quest. 

i will never forget that sad and lonely guy..for he will always be with me, i love you good-bye.

Copyright © Alexandria Fons | Year Posted 2017

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Dear Depression

From the bottom of my heart I forgive thee
For all the trouble you cause
All the hurt, the pain, the sadness within me 
All the negative thoughts, fears, and flaws
I forgive the weakness you bring
The hopelessness and feelings of shame
I forgive the lies, the guilt, the whole thing
The suicidal thoughts that always came
You come and go and sometimes make me cry
I want you to go far away
I never knew whether to live or die
I just wanted to be ok
You were the one that stayed by me
The only one I thought cared
You were my friend when I felt lonely
To you all my secrets I shared 
And with all the damage you did
I still counted on you to carry me through
And with all the happiness you would forbid
I still wanted someone to talk to
Meds helped me deflect your power
They helped me stay sane
But I felt ashamed and like a coward
Some part of me knew you would remain
But I forgive you even though you destroy
Even though you push me to extreme
Even though you used me as your toy
And lowered my self esteem
I know you don't care or even would pretend 
We've been through so much stuff 
I thought you were a friend
I've had all I can take, I've had enough
But forgive you I must
Though I want to forget
You were the only one there was to trust
Even though you were a major threat
For now goodbye
I'm sure I'll see you again
I'll try not to let you see me cry 
My happiness I will regain it's only a matter of when

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Letting Go

When I was little you were my hero 
You gave me confidence when I had zero. 
For years I forgot how it felt to shine
But you were there to hold your hand in mine. 
Now our bond stretched too far
And my heart holds a permanent scar. 
You treat me like shit
But I held out and just put up with it. 
The past is gone, the future is near
I can't imagine life without you here. 
I hate how life has turned you cold
But I will always remember the stories you told. 
You were my life, my love, my very best friend
And now my world has come to an end. 
With this kiss I wish you well
And hope someone breaks open your shell. 
I'll always love you this much stays true
And I'll support everything that you do. 
I hope you enjoy your life alone
And live forever with a heart of stone.

Copyright © Alexandria Fons | Year Posted 2017



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Daddy's Little Girl

I was little, I was naive
I was too small when you made me believe
I was young so you took your time
To break down my spirit and take away the shine
With every year we began to fear
The time with you was drawing near
You shattered my spirit and killed my youth
You made me believe your sermons were truth
The devil would remain if I told a lie
And to hell I would go when I die
At times you let her chase us away
So we wouldn’t be a bother and wouldn’t stay
She tricked us with chemicals, evil, and death
She made us believe we were worthless and needed to take our last breath
You let her chase me from door to door
And she always caught me because my weight was poor
You let your friend almost break my arm
And wouldn’t believe me that he meant me harm
You were never there to bring us joy
We were never the same girl and boy
Religion was the punishment, it was your greatest tool
You locked us away because you were so cruel
I loved you too much so I would believe
That you would protect me and never leave

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A Sharper Image

deeper deeper goes the blade 
where it stops its destiny cant be made. 
deeper deeper if i let it, it will 
right now it's my one and only true thrill. 


i can't stop it, but i know i must 
i am losing all people who i do trust. 
as i go further further into the dark 
how can i get out with it making its mark? 

i hide it inside so no one will see 
red is not my color, no not for me. 
after awhile it no longer causes me pain 
but after awhile it is i who is slain. 

deeper deeper the blade will go 
the dark red silver it now does glow. 
i must break free from this awful bind 
but sadness is my weakness that i must leave behind. 

give me strength to let go of the pain 
if i fail i shall never be the same again. 
don't let me drown in my bloody reflection 
but save me and let me know not of rejection. 

deeper deeper i went too far 
i was weak and left a permanent scar. 
lay me down gently gently please do 
for i know my pain is now finally through. 

you failed me but i failed you as well 
i couldn't fight the urge to rebel. 
the metal now lays still on the floor 
and there it can stay and hurt me no more

Copyright © Alexandria Fons | Year Posted 2017

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Moving On

I try to get high 
Just to get by
I'm sick of falling for them
Where has my brain been
They smile, I melt
I hate the cards I've been dealt
My heart says yes, my brain says no
I must learn to let it go 
God I hate this feeling, why can't it go away
Sometimes it's hard to like someone who isn't gay
So I'll try not to get high
Just to get by
And stop falling for them 
And persuade my brain to listen.

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The Forgotten Innocence

He hurt us, you didn’t know
Once the bruises healed, there was nothing to show
You didn’t protect the child I was
You didn’t want to make a fuss
I don’t want to put this all on you
You always cry as if on cue
He hurt us, he beat us, he tormented us to no end
He was nothing to us, not even our friend
We tried to tell you, we tried to make you believe
We tried to hide but didn’t succeed
We were locked away, shut away, he threw away the key
We were laughed at, scoffed at, made to live for an outstanding fee
I love you too much to put this on you
I love you too much you have no clue
But holding this in will soon destroy
I don’t want to be forgotten like a used old toy
Believe me when I say, this is not intended to hurt
I will no longer be treated like dirt

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Secret Revealed

she won't accept me as her friend

or the person that i'm meant to be

she will leave in the end

and i'll know it was all because of me


"i'm gay!" that's all i could say

with my voice cracking with every beat

i could tell by her face this was not the day

and my first instinct was to retreat


her face grew hot and her eyes showed red

and her words filled me with tears

telling me to go to hell and wishing me dead

she had now confirmed all my greatest fears


i cradled my head in my hands and cried

as she flew out the back door

she shattered my heart, i should have lied

and i collapsed right there on the floor

-Alexandria Fons

Copyright © Alexandria Fons | Year Posted 2017

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