Secret Revealed

she won't accept me as her friend or the person that i'm meant to be she will leave in the end and i'll know it was all because of me "i'm gay!" that's all i could say with my voice cracking with every beat i could tell by her face this was not the day and my first instinct was to retreat her face grew hot and her eyes showed red and her words filled me with tears telling me to go to hell and wishing me dead she had now confirmed all my greatest fears i cradled my head in my hands and cried as she flew out the back door she shattered my heart, i should have lied and i collapsed right there on the floor -Alexandria Fons