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Amber Repoli Poem
Broken
So Broken
Like Shards of glass
I'm shattered
A million pieces scattered
across the floor of my heart
Beating,
Pulsing,
Throbbing,
for your love.
But I am not worthy
for anyone's heart,
much less yours.
For so long you were my heart
And now you are gone.
I am dying
from the inside out
Like a knife carving its way out of my chest.
Blood trickles,
as I leave this place.
Sweet release
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the moon lingers
hanging desperately in the sky
dreading daylight
it luminates the sky
casting shadows
creating dark alleys
and forgotten heartache
Daylight grimaces on the horizon
playfully gracing the sky.
the darkness fades
a portrait of wildflowers welcomes the light
pathways to the soul refreshed.
doorway renewed
a fresh new welcome mat placed on my heart:)
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I look at you and I can't breathe
I dont understand the way you effect me
I'm always feeling an aching need to please you
or see your smile
I cant believe that its all over so soon
It brings tears to my eyes to know that
these are our last few days.
My soul aches at the thought that I may never see your face
or your smile again.
No one could ever delight me
the way you do
You carry an everlasting glow
that, hopefully, I will never have to let go of
And so I ask myself,
" Could this be love?"
But I do not know
So i keep it bottled up inside
And in my writing I will confide
until the day I have the courage
and knowledge to say
exactly what it is I feel for you.
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spies of the heart
open locked doors
find unspoken dreams
unheard wishes
fantasies beyond ones wildest imagination
spies
spied upon my heart
displayed pictures of my soul
found hidden joy
and created new scars
spies
whispered sweet nothings in my ear
encouraged me to trust and to feel
to dream of a future
they promised me the world
spies
spit in my face
they defecated on my dreams
laughed at my loyalty
turned my world upside down
spies
they are unwanted
unwelcome
leave me be
you have no home here
spies
fade into the distance
i dont want your future
i dont need your dreams
i encourage no feeling
spies
erase your hold on my heart
my life
my soul
goodbye
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When all the world seems to fall apart,
and sunshine seems to be nothing but a myth
When everything seems to have stopped the beating of my heart
I think of you.
I think of you
and all my problems fade away
I forget the importance of it all
My heart flutters at every word you say
The words you say heal my broken heart
You say you love me
and I forget "why did this fight ever start?"
I can't recall
All I know is I'm tired of fighting
So I nestle into your arms
Then comes the lightning
and the fire !
But you swallow my word with a kiss
And all thoughts are lost
as we enter pure bliss.
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The morning opens my eyes
And like the moonshine lies on the grass
You lie on my mind.
You are the secret,
I am always waiting to tell
You are the song,
That flutters past my lips
You are the heart,
That beats with my own
You speak to my soul
Spring has turned to summer
and with each of these passing days
You have stolen more of my heart,
Hardly stolen though,
As I have found myself handing you
every inch of my being.
You are my heart
Beating in my chest.
You are the words
Coming from my mouth.
You are the very essence of me
For you are always on my mind.
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Missing you is like missing the sun's entrance into the day
or the moon's allegience to the night.
With each passing moment,
There is not a single second that would not be better if you were there.
I can feel your hands,
and while it is comforting,
it only makes me miss and want you more.
Now, I lie here, wondering if you realize the power you hold over me,
or the feelings that flow through me whenever I think of you.
I hope I will never regret saying,
"I love you,"
and I know that you will remain in my heart
for forever and eternity.
Wish you were here.
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The wind creeps through my hair
and your scent ingratiates itself within me
I look at the sky
and i see your face in the clouds
The clouds
or my mind,
I'm not sure which
but you are still there
You are always there.
The heat strikes my back
and I feel you.
Touching me,
Holding me,
Kissing me
The light shines upon my face
and I sense your gaze
burning right through me
straight to my heart
Clear to my soul
This is your home,
For thats where I hold all of our memories together
I look around me
I'm surrounded by green
It reminds me of looking into your eyes
or being lost in moments of you
So easy to get lost
when I'm with you
So easy to forget where I am
when I'm thinking of you
My heart always yearns to be near you.
A bird flits by
and I think of tender words
fluttering past your lips.
I can hear them now
as the wind rushes past me,
and I miss you terribly.
The rain pelts down,
as I begin to cry.
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Sometimes I cry
when I realize youre gone
Sometimes I laugh
but thats not for long
Sometimes I frown
in the middle of the night
Sometimes I smile
but thats just out of spite
Sometimes I stand
for all that I love
Sometimes I sit
because I lose sight of it all
Sometimes I knee
to pray for what I believe
Sometimes I turn my back
but I am not proud
Sometimes I walk away
because I cant take anymore
Sometimes you look at me
sometimes you dont
sometimes youre there when I need you
sometimes youre not
Always I smile
when you appear
Always I run away
but thats just out of fear
Always I want you
youre such a great guy
Always I need you
I can feel it inside
Always I love you
I'm just not sure why
Never can I approach you
I'm much too afraid
Never can you know
because I just dont know why
Never will I utter your name
for you may laugh
Never will I tell you
it would hurt too much inside
Someday you may figure it out
that would be great
Someday you may approach me
and then I would sigh
Someday you may love me,
but for now, I die inside.
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I wake up
and the silence is suffocating
Laughter fills my mind
I turn
And expect to see you
but youre nowhere to be found
I havent seen you in so many days
and I feel as though I am lacking something
My greatest fear seems to be coming true
our time has ended
and I'm losing you
All I can hold onto are the memories
and I'm living in misery
I go to sleep once again
I dream of you in the night
But, as always, I awake
and youre not there
I replay songs over and over
in hopes that they'll bring part of you back to me
But you seem not to be in my destiny
Why must I live with the songs,
when all I want is for you to be here with me?
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