Joyous Misery

The wind creeps through my hair and your scent ingratiates itself within me I look at the sky and i see your face in the clouds The clouds or my mind, I'm not sure which but you are still there You are always there. The heat strikes my back and I feel you. Touching me, Holding me, Kissing me The light shines upon my face and I sense your gaze burning right through me straight to my heart Clear to my soul This is your home, For thats where I hold all of our memories together I look around me I'm surrounded by green It reminds me of looking into your eyes or being lost in moments of you So easy to get lost when I'm with you So easy to forget where I am when I'm thinking of you My heart always yearns to be near you. A bird flits by and I think of tender words fluttering past your lips. I can hear them now as the wind rushes past me, and I miss you terribly. The rain pelts down, as I begin to cry.