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My First Day At the Mental Hospital

On a cold, dark, winter day at the end of November
I checked into a mental hospital, for what? I can't remember.

I must mention that the people there were crazier than I
So, at first, I could not help but be a little bit shy.

First, I met a depressed woman who was receiving ECT
I shouldn't have been surprised the next day when she couldn't remember me. 

Then, I met a girl who claimed she heard the voice of God
The fact that she was deaf made this claim somewhat odd.

Nurses said a woman was doing the “Haldol Shuffle*” because of her meds
Meds can make you dance? I wondered, that’s not what those ads said.

I met a lady who I heard others saying was a bit impulsive
When she introduced himself eight times I saw she was really obsessive-compulsive,

There was a woman being rude with multiple personalities present
She obviously outnumbered me so off to my room I went.

There I met my neighbour who spoke to a person of her creation
I would've said hi, but thought it rude to interrupt their conversation.

Another girl came into the hospital shortly after I arrived
She was a attacked by a wild animal she thought she saw, but thankfully revived.

After awhile of this I began to wonder why am I even here?
I think I'll leave. I’m not near as crazy, that much is clear.

I spoke with the doctor and he agreed that I was perfectly sane
I didn’t need to be there at all, nothing was wrong with my brain.

Yes, these things might seem strange, but they are definitely true
You can even ask the unicorn next to me who was there too!! (NOT)

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A Wifes Desire

I want to be your motivation, inspiration and everything in between.

I want to be the reason for your smile, and the one who turns your frown upside down.

I want to be the one you look up to and admire and the one you always desire. 

I want to be the the voice in your heart, not your ear, telling you everything that you need, not want to hear. 

I want to mean enough to you to be your solution to all life's ups and downs. 

I want you to need me every morning when you wake up, and during the day when you have had enough. 

I want to feel your excitement to kiss me good night even after your day has been so rough.

I need and want all these things from you because you're the only one who gets me through.

I love you more and more each day, it's true. 

You have blessed me with a beautiful life made together by both of us. 

I need all these things from you because one day soon, 

My most important role of all in life, 

Will be when I hold the tittle of being your wife xxx

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Eroitica

I want to feel the softness
of your tongue against mine, 
our mouths sealed together
as our legs intertwine. 

I want to feel you slide into me,
hard and warm, 
and my throat tighten
as the next moans form. 

Bend me over 
the edge of the bed, 
or let me sit in your lap
facing you instead. 

With the bed frame 
beating against the wall,
they can probably hear us
across the hall. 

I don't care. I only want
to experience you
as we explore each other,
doing what lovers do.

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From Darkness Comes Light

Depression is oppression.
It's a deadly hidden message
Defined by self-hate.
It seals its prisoner's fate.
It holds you captive and throws out the key.
It stabs and jabs just to see you bleed,
Inflicting wounds that scar for life.
Destruction is its mother and death its wife.

You can cry, but it will always ignore your screams.
It terrorizes your soul and haunts your dreams.
It sends you false hope through a bottle or pill.
It destroys your goals and inflicts its will.
You can't run, nor can you hide.
By its rules you will abide
Until it celebrates that you have died.

Open your eyes, or you will be its prey.
It will blur your vision in the most twisted way.
It will seek your destruction and call for your head.
You will lie and wait but never rest in your bed.

Peace will come to those who want peace,
But as long as you feed him, you will see the beast.
You can't run, nor can you hide,
But if you conquer the beast, you will survive.

Prayer and hope can lead the way.
Cling on to every word you pray.
Hope is in truth.
Hate is in lies.
Pray for your soul 
and open your eyes.

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Bipolar and Me

Hello my friend, how long has it been?
10 years you say and not a day more!
Shaking hands we walk down the road,
But I thought all our seeds were sown.

Not quite you reply, I really must say
I never left you that fateful day
I just hid and let you experience life
The ups the downs and all the strife

But now I'm back, and this time to stay
I forgot to tell you, I have a new name
The names Bipolar, how do you do?
I'm here I'm afraid to torture you.

To that I just could not reply,
I sat and cried and asked why oh why?
Please don’t take away my mind
I’ll make it hard for you to find.

But you see my dear, I've already got it
I hold it close in this little locket
Day by day you will get worse
Until one day you become a ghost

But please don’t cry, you see there’s ways
Ways to help keep this at bay.
Take the pills they will help
If only just to forget yourself

But now you see I just want to die
Close my eyes and say goodbye
Take a pill or slit my wrist
Take this life to heaven’s bliss

I can’t be me any more, this much is true
You've ruined my life, but for what for?
I never asked for any of this
But now you’re here with deaths kiss.

You see my friend, I never left you
I just sat by and let life educate you.
But now you know I'm here to stay 
And I will never go away.

So next time, you feeling down and blue
Stay strong in the thought it isn't you
It’s your friend Bipolar back for some more
And Bipolar is now the side you are fighting for.

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Our Story Begins

I always knew that love would come find me someday
But never did I know that it would be you who was headed my way
You caught me off guard and took me by surprise
But you simply captivated me, the same way you do when I look into your eyes

It's true that every good and perfect gift is from above
You were presented to me as a beautifully packaged gift full of humour, talent, intelligence, beauty and love
"It isn't finding the perfect person but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly"
We all have our flaws but when I view you through my eyes, perfection is all I see

From when you laugh to when you're upset, I still love the little things you do
Especially hearing you laugh and seeing your nose wrinkle the same way mine does too
Coming into this relationship has been hard at times but we've made it through
I know as long as we're on this journey together, there's nothing that we can't do.

Sometimes I wonder if what we have is too good to be true
Too scared to get my heart broken and scared of the thought of losing you
But in the end, I trust in the author and perfecta of what I believe
Because what we ask for in Him, we in return shall receive

"Where your treasure is, your heart will be also" is how the saying goes
I may not know what tomorrow may bring, for God is the only one who knows
The one thing I do know is that you are my one and only
A treasure in my heart that I want to devote my whole life to completely

I know I don't need to prove my feelings to know they're true
Because what I've known in my past, doesn't come close to the experience I've shared with you
I've had the experience of being in relationships before
However, this is the first time I've been truly happy... I couldn't ask for anything more
It's an honour to know that I am yours, as you are mine
And I trust God bought us together in His beautiful time

For now, I'll be waiting patiently for that day when we'll be together
That precious moment in time when I'll say, "it's you that I want to be with forever"
God makes everything beautiful, precious and new
Just as beautiful and precious as the day will be….. when I look into your eyes and say, "I Do"

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Shine Light, Shine Bright

Stars so light
Stars so bright
Shine to tell me
Put up a fight

For as day turns to night
And night to day
Stars still shine
Forever and a day

Little star be my guide
Guide me on this fateful ride
For darkness
Is always by my side

Little star show me hope
Show me where you gleam and glow
Show me that there is a way
That a glimmer of hope is here to stay

Little star please don’t leave
Unless you want to see me grieve
Little star I beg of you
Please just stay to see me through.

And if like magic the stars did leave
And out came the sun through all the trees
Shining light, shining bright
You were the star I saw last night.

I look to the sun, with a smile and tear
For I always know hope is near
And if I’m lucky in as few hours’ time
My star will shine….my star…my light.

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Would You Still Love Me

Do you think that I am crazy or think I have gone mad ,
One minute I act so happy, the next I am down and sad?
You ask me many questions , the answers I can not find, 
I know you are trying to help me, but I can not control my mind.

Would you call me crazy or think I was insane 
If I told you about the man I saw standing in the rain?
What about the others , the ones who look unkind?
You do not see these figures, they are only in my mind.

I see the figures moving , fear washes over me, I freeze ,
How could I ever tell you , it is not something you could believe.
Would you still want me if I told you, some of the things that I really feel ,
Like somebody behind me , they are chasing me , but it's not real.

That fear,the panic the adrenalin, that makes me want to run and hide ,
Would you still want to be that man , standing by my side?
The thought someone wants to kill me ,while sitting on my own,
You have no idea how scared I am, when I am all alone.

The voices wake me in the night, although I cant hear what is said,
I lie there shaking next to you , too scared to leave the bed.
There is no way of me knowing when my mood will decide to swing,
Perhaps I might want to dance today , twirl around and sing.

I might walk out in front of that car , as it could not hurt me at all,
I am too high up in the clouds to notice that I could fall.
I will spend some money widely ,does not matter how much I waste,

Do you ever wonder why, I forget things that I have said ,
Some-days I am too frightened to even get out of my bed, 
With no clue to what will be my mood , not something I can choose,
Out of choice I hope it is a high as then I never loose,

And then I hit the ground again and the depression does its best
It leaves me feeling tired , my mind just needs to rest
Then I turn into a monster, screaming I hate you, I want you out,
Sometimes you are scared to talk to me in case I start to shout.

I can not bear to feel you touch me , stay away I want to be alone,
Only I hear the knock at the door or the ringing of the phone, 
I have no control over my feelings , I will often sit and cry,
This is when that voice creeps in, to tell me just to die.

This is a daily battle , not something that will go away,
Are you sure you can handle this , that you really want to stay,
I know that you are trying to love whichever person I have to be ,
It is so difficult to remember which is the Bipolar and which is me.

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Time

Tick tock...tick tock...
life is counting down on your internal clock.

Memories which were as if they occurred yesterday,
turn to flashes of moments that seem to fade away.

People you once knew
walk by without a clue.

The times you once shared
exist as if you were never there.

Years fly...friends die...
and you never know when you'll say your last goodbye.

Oh, how I wish I could turn back time,
spend it with loved ones and cherish what was once mine.

Or to go back even more,
being a kid in a candy store.

How I miss the way I used to feel
on Christmas day when Santa was real.

But back to reality...back to today,
family is scarce and memories continue to fade away.

Tick tock...tick tock...
how I wish I could control this clock.

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Daddy Didnt Stay

I never had a dad
I don’t know what one is
I can only imagine
Of what it really means.

My mum she cared for me
Showed me right from wrong
But daddy didn't do that
Cos daddy was long gone

I used to watch my friends
Look at their dads in awe
But I never understood
Why they did that for.

As time went on and I grew up
I longed to know the meaning
Of a man who’s strong and proud
The meaning of a dad 

But that just wasn't meant to be
Because daddy doesn't know
There’s a little girl in the world
One he can call his own

Though would I really want to
Pursue a man so mean 
A man who deprived his children
Of a life they can only dream

I can’t decide if I should meet
This man who is my father
I guess only time will tell
If things were meant to be

But for now I will live
With this dream inside my head
A dream of a mum and dad
Both who are my own.

I will not forget
That daddy did leave
A girl who now only wears
Her heart upon her sleeve

So thank you mum, for being there
even if daddy's away
I'm always here to be with you
because I know you're here to stay

I love you, mum, with all my heart,
so please don't leave my side
don't turn into daddy,
because we all know daddy lied.